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MISS MY FRENX...FROM ST MARK,CONVENT,TUITION AND ETC!!!HEARTS U ALL..PICTURES TAKEN B4 2010

Sheue Lih n Me

Saw Yen, Me n Mei Theng

Sue Qing,Saw Yen n Me

Sin Wei n Me

Engie n Me

See Jien n Me

Yen Ping, Me n Sin Wei

Me n Shammilah

Mei Xing n Me

May Ling n Me






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lastly,the owner of the blogger herself^^

the recent me^^

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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wad is music to everyone??or should i say wad is music to me?

im an average pianist...

do i reali love playing piano??

again~ music...wad is it mean to me?

music is a combination of notes...treble clef,bass clef ,alto clef and others...

sometimes accompanied with sharp,flats or natural one..

black keys or white keys...

easy or hard..

long or short...

thats the general opinion of whats a music with piano like..

what i feel n understand about music...

music

a way to release stress and express my own feelings..

sometimes when im sad...usually i will play sad songs...

in actual fact..i shudnt have played the sad ones..

WHY??

the more i play the sadder i will be..

isnt it so simply??

whenever im bored or angry...

piano will stand still ....

allow me to express my feelings...

piano the music instrument..

has since becum one of my part...

however...i have no deny..

that i am yet to search my true soul in piano..

time will let me learn more about myself with my piano...

love her lots....

to bits...

baby snow...xiao xue...with her piano..baobei

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Nowadays my mind seemed so blank and uncertain..although it is not really black or white..i have no clear mind on whatever thing i am doing..i have no idea in wad am i thiking about..
Studies?? ermm..not reali .. Holidays?? not reali.. Friends?? ermm...perhaps a little.. Love?? o.0!? Families?? yeah..always do.. School?? nah...Work??errr..perhaps... I have really no idea what has been playing with my mind... something got stucked there..but im not sure what it is...
I have always been uncertain about my own life.. Just like what I used to think about life after death...does it reali exist?? I reali have no idea..and nobody know anything bout them.. Im worried actuali.. not bout anything but losing my families... I adores them to bits.. Erm...lets not talk bout tis...I dont wanna go down to teary eyes again.. Back to studies... Im kind of worry bout my accounts.. I cant reali cope with it... Back to the last.. There is no account tuition other than Mdm Gan...everyone go there...lolx... sigh...no escaping...but my schedule cause me some minor problem... I dont really know la.. back to justnow...
I guess I make a major mistake..during my converse wit Mr Bear..erm... kind of simply talk.. talk nonsense..hope he dont reali mind..and think that im just kidding bout "it" .... Single now...is the best la..haha... Dont wanna get tangle again.. although i never really get involve wit one... i dont have the 100% trust in love actually...had a converse wit mel mei..she advised me..that love is oways there...true love is out there...but no idea..im a little doubt it..haha..
anyway.its late already..i better go get some sleep..tomolo nid to wakeup earlier than usual...so ciaozz...

POsted By HeartLess BaBy sn0w...

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its been sumtime since my last update^^
anyway...hereby wish everyone HAPPIE HOLIDAES!!!!
n oso HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2 DEARY FRENX...
_"YIN LAN"_ & _"SHEUE LIH"_
MAY GOD BLESS U 2^^
STAY HAPPY OWAYS^^
STAY HEALTHY^^
STAY PRETTY N CUTE^^
FRENX FOREVER^^

i've just finished my grade 7 practical piano examinations which was held on the 21st august 2009 at Sunway Hotel..my examination took place at 12.22pm noon...was examined by Mdm Heather Bricks..A nice,friendly examnier... thought my performances was not very satisfying..hopefully she will at least let me pull through it..*im crossing my fingers for the results* the next mission is get a prefect DUET piano song...the song that me n my dear, En Gie gonna perform for our Form 6 dinner...actuali Kc asked me to perform solo..erm..basically almost every year..im surely to perform something with piano for school activites..since my secondary school started..adui..haha..for a shy person like me...i will tremble like a leaf leh...the other day..im so unprepared when my fren Kc suddenly pulled me to the piano n asked me to play for them..tat time actuali was my fren ,Mt playing de...i reali nervous lo..even Sm can see my hand reali shaking de lo...haha...sia sui..wad to do leh...they all looking at me mia wor...so i was playing through memory the song entitled "Marriage De Amour"....but i didnt successfully played the whole song...as i tend to forget when i got nervous..haha...so hopefully i can perform perfectly with my fren for the dinner...Kc wanted me to perform solo n duet ...aikx...she look to0 highly on me ade la..haha...ok la..i stopped here first..wanna prepared to go to work already^^*everyday chatted wit Mr C..kind of friendly n nice guy^^ but noti....haha..hopefully he dun sees tis* *blinks innocently*keeke..wakaka

pens off,
Baby Snow

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0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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its been ages since my last update..kind of lazy to on9..the older happenings..im lazy o repeat them already...currently im having my first so-called examinations lo..yesterday first day..had my "fantastic" account..oh man!!!so freaking hard!!!im so worried that i might flunk it sumhow!!!T___T today had my PP(pengajian perniagaan) erm..not bad..can pass^^ read it last nite...at least i got the questions alot read before..GLAD!!!hehe...last week our school form 6 ekonomi...Pn Vijaya(if im not wrong) organised n brought us to visit Cawangan Bank Negara...sumhow lots of people brought their electronic gadgets along...*sigh* i shud have brought mine to0...keke...anyway...it was kind of a boring trip thou...LOLX!!!my class oni prefects were brought along..priviledges!!!keke....i thought we were brought to tour in the bank negara..mana tau..we were sitted at a hall ..hear the man talk nia...lolx!!!the worst part is...tat guy asked me n my fren helped to distribute the bag n catalogues..causing me wit no place...!!!!me n SJ booked places in front de...the teachers la...Sat our places!!!...actuali is SJ's place...then her book at my place...my book is at another indian place...T_______T....SJ sat my place...sigh...i pula./.from infront go till last end dere..T______T
i noe i shud ask SJ give me my seat..but she ade sat there...n she sumore said"i oso duwan de ma..my book been put at ur seat" =.=!!! put nia ma..its still my seat
bt nvm la...duwan kira la..my fren mer...adui...anyway...been chatted wit my qq fren,chris(bear bear)XD he would have make sure me been beaten!!!keke....almost everyday oso sms-ed lo...
did sms-ed wit my junior...JK!!!erm...not bad la him..but he owe me sumthng...HNG!!!blek..just dun let him see tis..keke...or else..at school i duno wad hapen to me lo...XD.....
okie la...miss blogging..but im having exams mer..but to0 lazy to read up...so i stopped here ya..^^



Written by,
Suet Teng
(xue ting)

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0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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Its been since ages since the last update..My school new system reali made me felt so tired n frustrated...so let me start it with yesterday...>>>>

Friday,17 July 2009
my school has tis kind of hari kecergasan...the whole school been assembled at the field there...oh man..v got this kind of sports day...sort of...people said it was due to the education minister and health minister's suggestions...OMG!!v got to do sum aerobics..for almost 2 hours..but the best part is...v got to see the teachers at the stage there dancing...haha...so cute...especiali one of the malay sir...chubby guy..XD...*winks* then there is this malay teacher...she's very active..keke...me n my bunch of frenx were like...*closing back our opened mouth*...when a boy is invited up to the stage as he's so into the aerobic..and guess wad..he lead us to wad song??...*applauses*.. MJ's song...n he kept on wit his dance steps..haha...n wad was it already...oh ya..bout us closing back our mouth is because..there is this malay teacher...whom i mentioned her as active...she imitated the boy...haha...beating at the same rhythm as the boy for quite a moment...haha...every was like...*points at her*....is tat reali a teacher??hehe...too bad...i didnt bring my hp o camera there...as if i can..Xd..and being the goody so-called *prefect*..i did do sum aerobics there...*evil grins* only when teacher walked near us..haha..was sweating like rain...then v have sum form 4 girls doing sum cheerleading..*toots*boys n girls like ...grouped in front..even under the sun...me n my fren..SJ to0...but nt as into it as the *boys*..i guess they r not looking at their dance steps...*grins*..then v had a wushu performance..Honestly speaking..me n SJ preferred the latter...then the whole thing ended...v got our break for almost an hour...but me,SJ n SM didnt went for break first..and another special thing between us 3...the initials...ST*me*,SJ*the girl sitting beside me*,SM*the girl sitting behind me*...we went to seek for the counsellor..yaya... V r the problem child...hehe... and in fact 2 problem prefects n 1 problem ex prefect...XD...then we rushed for our meal..10.30am..announcement was made to ask *us* prefects to go to sum wad ktv room ..for our AGM prefects...LOLX...that's my so-called first prefect agm attended..and the raccial riot happened here...the majoriti prefects were indians..im not complaining anythng..and i duwan to put the whole thing in this blog..in case anybody here blackmouth me back..but at least..im just confessing my dissatisfactory...for the entire lower six..most of the chinese already resigned..left us..the 6 chinese..ST*me*, SJ,SL,KC,JY, n GL...lolx..all the initials..LOLX!!!v reali preferred the post being chosen by our cniors..actuali our post everythng was already been chosen by the cniors..but the discipline sir wanted us to have the "undian"..lolx..tats y it ended up having racial riot..MAN!!!its so unfair for us chinese...LOLX!!!!anyway..wad to do??at last..6 f the chinese..5 got the post..oni one didnt get..pity my fren,SJ...btw..me n SL got to b the juruaudit...lolx...i better pen off now..before...i reali spilt the whole dissatisfactory at here...=/


Baby Snow

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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Me before cut hair....*innocent* me...wakkaka...=P

At Bro's ro0m

My dreSS

Me At wOrk

Hiding the mystery with a smile.

ღ♀♂ è£aìÑè

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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my mother's new opening outlet shop at times square has already past...its on the 10th july 2009...a new and beautifully decorated shop...its a toy shop if anyone here dont even know about it..the name is LAFONIS EDUCATIONAL SUPPLIES SDN BHD....selling all sorts of educational toys,kindergarten equipments,furnitures,and playgrounds...or if u wanna view our website..go ahead...www.lafonis.com.my.....anyway...im currently kind of busy so didnt upload the pics yet...yesterday was the last day offer for our opening 3 days offer^^....and...yesterday was my first time meeting my on0 de sha gua ge^^...ngekx...edward^^yea....surprisingly...
he told me he was at times square to0...never thought will bounce diok..keke...he was a bboy to0..watching those bboy competitions...great dances^^...i watched some..with my mum...sms-ed wit ge...and at last..noticed dao each other..haha...ahemx..guai kia look..hehe..i noe ler..the inner side..keke...^^..anyway...just wanna say.."Ge,nice to meet u....after 2 and half years known...at last...v meet dao first time..keke..."so special of ge...ngekx..ok ler...anyway...i think i still misses her some time..bt now lesser and lesser d..its a great thing rite??keke..wah..tired nia...k la..stopped here...miss my bro lots^^


pen down,
Suet Teng
Falling Snow

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my last time's picture...i changed...just like how our story change..
YS..thanks for ur support...I hope I reali can stop talking bout it..just like wad u say...give me some time to clear up this story...but i doubt tat there will b another story again..another story...thou not the same. yet,the same sensation will let me felt...H n S...yes,time has already let me get lose from S..thanks to H...and now...i got to grow ...i know it...
YP...thanks..but i do nid u the time i smsed u..just like hw much i nid..




Melting Snow
Suet Teng

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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perhaps something in me still cant accept this...making me sometimes got hot easily...i reali dont want tis to happen...and yet,i am doing it..yesterday..i had a fever..went to see doctorafter school..in the school..having some symptoms of fever already...the story end in between my sufferings...sigh...i know tis day will cum but never wanted to face the reality...the story reali wakes me up..mood swings...thou..thanks for the busy schedule..that makes me to busy to think anythng...i slept after taking my medicine..weep silently..beneath the suffering..got up after 2 hours..better a lot already..tats my first time fast recovery..then after 2 hours later..went out wit my fren..took dinner together..and went to search for electric shop..to purchase mummy's present...then book the birthday cake...then went to bgn to search and survey two seafood restaurant...wow..its already 9 sumthng almost 10pm when i reach home...kind of tire...ate my medicine..loiter around...alone in my bedroom..so quiet n silent..then i slept already...still nt feeling well..this morning went to school for our cocuricullum activities..joined pengakap kelana..tats compulsory...then badminton club...and leo club...will explain further nxt time..after these...walked over...to dato onn school wit KC n GL...there got canteen day....owh..hugged my ex schoolmates..so miss them..muakx...i met some indian frenx..n i realised there are 2 couples there o...^^..ah.envy^^lastly...miss my YP dadi.hugged her the most...spent most of her money nia..play in the ghost house with YP n ML ...kind of scary la..bt i didnt go c here and there ..so not as scary as i went to genting de lo..XD...before back..hugged my buddies....Yinlan,Mayling,Yenping,Fatheen,Lega,and ....Forgot to mention...i talked a lot wit guys today..hehe..suprisingly...actuali..haha..talked to Yuva,Ter fu, n Vimalan...XD...i go asked YV his num sumore a...XD..frenx ma..wanted to ask VM de..YP say wan help me de..i so paiseh nia..then duwan ask d lo...YV ask me izit wan VM num..haha..i lauh laugh nia..BLUEKX..for indians..VM consider handsome oso a^^..he's unavaible la..so dun thnk so much..haha...his gf sumore is my ex classmate a..haha...btw...i went back home kinda hot..still nt feeling well ma..
yaya..i can do it de...i wil always be the happy go lucky one..no offence..i can always be the same one...i can do it!!!!yes!!!i trust myself...


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Yöü STö£è MY CöÑfìdèÑCè aWay
Suet Teng
~the melting snow~

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✖tHE STORY HAS ENDED ALREADY..ENDED WIT WAD PEOPLE USED TO ESTIMATE...iF THE STORY HAS NEVER START...i GUESS IT WONT BE SO MUCH TROUBLSOME...oNLY THOSE KNOW BOUT THIS STORY...uNDERSTAND THE TRUE SCENES BEHIND IT...iT ENDED WIT A PAUSE...wAD WE NEED IS SOME REST....tIME WILL CURE EVERYTHNG...i KNOW IT SIMPLY WILL...✖



SIGN BY,
SUET TENG...♀♂
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY STOPPED...
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY BEGUN TO MELT...
XUE TING*

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Today had a conversation with my gud net fren...Reali had a long conversation ..full of advises...
She reali thnk im so stupid to involve in this kind of story..I oso noe im stupid ler..T__T
just duwan to put a stop at it...I reali cant do it myself..I know..Like she said de..This will oni cause more pain than happiness...I know..But,wad can I do??reali nid me to put a stop at it ma?
I felt like heart breaking already...Thanks..I reali appreacite ur words..U reali make me realised dao...I duno how long this story can go...n how far the story can go...But,yet,this unknown thngs make me felt so unconscious already...I dont want to be the person to make the decision..I dont want to be the person tat have to make the next step..No matter wad is the next step...I know..I will also accept it...Either in the gud way or bad way...I will oso gambateh and accept it...I know..You say me stupid..you said me idiot..but i reali cant make that move...Everythng..every moments ..every memories...will b gone...after the next step..yet,I know Im wrong for letting this story to continue...Just like wad she said..this story will only make every one of us...HURT....so ,Y shud i Let it Continue??The answer is easy and simple..because the story starts and is not easy to put a stop at it..cuz I dun have the courage to put a stop at it...
LOLX....im crapping...



"You're the one stolen my confidence...Now,you're the one losing my confidence!"
So, I let the faith and fate let us know wads the next step....
Time reali can cure a person's heart?

Thanks orh..ys...

From ...me...suet teng..
The snow is falling down again...n tats me

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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Chatted with one of my ex-schoolmate..C...Heard her love story thingy...LMAO!!..I just wished I could have been there to give her my support...At least,lend her my shoulder ...hug her when she needs comfort... lend her my ear if she needs a listener...But,yet,she's currently far away from me... Sigh.. But,I realised that u're much more stronger than me..In sense of love..U're much more tougher than me..If im you..I would have broken down already...But, urs is truly a complicated one.. Not to mention tat u're into two guys at the same time..C..sorry to mention about it...Im not going deep into your personal matters already...Just remember... No matter wad happens...U're always have ur families by ur side..Do not be panic or upset...C..You're not alone..besides families..u're got ur frenx...me to0..will b there for u.."Friends in need is indeed a fren" so..be tough..keep on going!!im sure u can do it..and even do better than me!!1Cheers for u!!Boo to me!!=.=!!!swt..LMaO!!ROFT!!anyway...I miss u orh...nice chatting wit u ya...Sms-ed wit my junior..Jun..and my so-called net cnior,Thar...msn-ed wit new fren,Amy and C...
Lastly...Mum n Sis are coming back soon...OWH!!!LOVE N MISS THEM LOTS!!!
Pity bro...got a little sick..OWH!!!HUGX!!MISS U TO0!!!

Stopped here...blogging will not be that often already...Cuz i've already been lesser on the net..
Cuz im rather busy wit form 6 thngy and work ma..SO...CIAOZZZ


Written by,
ღ♀♂ Elaine ♀♂ aka Teng Teng

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0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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Chatted wit my collegue fren...talked a lot..some personal things..involving wit relationships,studies..and etc...Talked phone wit her for awhile..Smse-ed wit tat indian guy awhile..Im currently studying at Stmark...a co-ed school..felt a little weird there..but currently a little bit better already...I fully understand and heard a lot of rumours that *its* not a good school...Erm..rather sorry..i admit that there are reali much more bad boys than i can see in dato onn...hehe...NGEKX><...sorry to mention...but i still prefer my own school..ALL GIRLS SCHOOL!!!GIRLS RULES!!I've found some reali weaknesses in the current school im located at...the toilets are freaking damn dirty...Oh gosh...We are NOT allowed to bring TISSUES!!!wth...no TISSUES!!!n YET,,,they do SELL tissues in the school...the school is damn NOISY!!!of course every school is noisy..but everyday I oso can hear people shouting leh...the one people called it as shrieks..LOLX!!!the food here is kind of expensive to0..sort of nia la..all because there is DISHONEST hawkers there...charge my cuisine different prices...lolx..2time same price..the third time i eat...pay together wit my fren..SHE charged us more..LMAO!!FORM 6 still got SPORTCHECK!!!yer...other schools dun have wan...cheh...etc etc...LOLX..
ROFTS!!!ANYONE ST MARK TEACHERS O STUDENTS WILL KILL ME FOR THIS!!!
but of course there is still advantages studying there....WOOOTSS...like the teachers there...
there's a teacher..she's concern..she's friendly..she's ms fong^^...*APPLAUSE*
anyway...to b continue..wanna go watch movie..hehe...

P/s..Miss my bro n families..LOVE u all...muakx...


ღ♀♂ Elaine ♀♂

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I've been thinking the same bad thoughts..I reali dont know why..I got this kind of thinking..

in fact..its not once...bt already a few times...this kind of bad thinking already started since im small...how come??everythng ended up having weird and worried feelings...sometimes..i even felt like crying...sked of somethng..fear of somethng...n tats me....chicken of somethng..

Justnow at the office..talked phone with H...its been some time since the last contact...kind of miss her...she told me of sumthng..I'm not sure If its a gud news for me or bad news for me...but somehow..I know tat its not rite for me to thnk about it...As I know tat she's sad...She cant let her go..Tat's for sure..N no matter wad..I dont wan any changes between them to0...So,corss fingers tat everythng is alrite for her both..somehow..H is sick...asked her to sleep early..but she refused to..*bad of her*...gt a chance near me..i sure beat her d..hiak hiak...*cross fingers she nvr read my blog d la*....keke...anyway...being a student of FORM 6 reali is not an easy thng..I might submit my form to b interview if I can b a prefect or not...No confident ler..Nvr been interviewed for tis kind of thngs ler...SWT...if not bcz of the cocu marks...i wont b submitting it..so..wish me luck...SWT>...<.........btw...science stream or commerce stream???college or form 6????

damn it!!!!!stupid decision making!!!







im not faking me again!!!!



Baby Snow

0nce up0n a time... i believed.
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ARRRGGHHH!!!!!
decisions...hard to make ler....
headaches....
FORM 6..reali making me sick already....SOBX>>>
from choosing streams to choosing schools..now back to choosing streams...
LOLX!!LMAO!!!ROFT!!!POFF!!!!

Chung ling or St mark???
Science or Commerce???
Or Equator????

HEADACHE!!!
form 6 life reali make me felt so stressful sumtimes..
especially tat PA presentation...
v r going to present it one by one!!!ARGGGHH!!!
tat's the last thng i wanted to do!!!
I've never done any presentation ALONE!!!!
I'm so freaking WORRIED n SKED!!!
DOnt wanna tat day arrived!!!!
ROFT!!!LMAO!!SOBX!!


sumbody save me ar!!!!!
SOBXX


worried sick,
baby snow

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l0ve ishh a big illusi0n ``i shld try t0 f0rget.