You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

I MISS U ALL SO MUCH ORH!!!!MY BESTIES!!!

Sori i have never reali mention about u guys!!

hope u dun mind...hearts..

they are the one that i have shared and poured in

happiness and sadness..

but of course..

some not tat much..yet,some too much^^

still i adores u all...may GOD bless u all now and forever..

1)Chermaine Ooi

~she's the one i reali poured most of my thing...

no matter happy o sad,i know i can count on her..

she's a lot taller than me..

we always called n tease each other as the *babi*

i miss it..*sobx* actuali me and her kinda have the bond

tat i cant reali explained in words

i've have seen her crying n im the oni one there wit her...

*prouds*..we shared sum infos that perhaps sum duno..

i've tried her cook...haha...n she helped me in preparing those

i wont forget the memories tat v share...

i know her secret..n she knows mine..

thanks for everythng..

the bond tat i shared wit u..

i reali cant explain it here..

and couldnt have finish explaining them thou..

anyway...i wish u luck for ur college life...

and i wish..can meet u soon^^hugx..

miss ya lots

2)Yen Ping

okie..firstly,she's my so called play play "dadi"..haha...

she called me lui lui...

v have strong bond to0...

she jokes a lot and cracks up most of the time

although she has her own weaknesses,

v managed to pull thru...

she's oso the person tat will cum to my needs

v do have secrets tat v share to0..

most of the time..

physical contact..haha..no negative thinking..

i meant huggies..i have shared a lot wit her^^

but of course the pure and frenly way..

thanks for everythng to0..

im glad to b part of ur besties and ur "lui lui"^^

huggies..

i meet u so little..haizz...every twice??sigh

lucks to u orh^^

3)Melisa Cheah

She's my closest godsister..ok..v r not sworn ones...

but v do share a strong n close bond...

sumtimes i reali felt v do seemed like real sisters

i have lots of sweet memories wit her...

throughout our frenship,i learnt many things thou she's younger

than me..but of course..

learnt the good things and threw the bad

v hugged a lot to0..

v shared sadness and happiness to0..

its been sumtime since v have been godsisters..

but v often kept in touch thou nt everyday..

thanks for everythng to0..

im glad tat u're my godsister^^

huggies

4)Sin Wei

She's the oni besties tat i have argued a lot wit..

haha..wad to do??

anyway..v managed to pull thru..

she's the one tat often tensed me in education..yet,

she said tat im the one giving her the pressure..

v do shared a lot...

thou v even shared transport...haha

I cant explain much bout our frenship as i suddenly got blank

but i know its sort of cuz v shared too much to0..

thanks for everythng...

i meet u once a week...

n hello..

its so so so little!!!

take care orh

5)Ms Lee

She's my senior and i knew her not to say very long and

not to say very short...

but She's a gud fren..

She worked for my mother...

but i clicked with her seemed so smoothly...

deduct the age differ..

i can reali communicate well wit her^^

she's my advisor and...

my gud fren

Tq orh^^

6)Pui Lai

v have been frenx since primary school..

but not many times v shared the same class..

she's a quiet person...

yet,she's a kind n sweet girl...

v speak the same mother tongue..

If i need help..im sure she will b there for me to0..

hey,she's fair ...

haha..

thanks orh^^

7)Kar Chee

She's my ex tablemate...

She shared a lot of her stories with me...

She's a kind n vulnerable girl..sori to mention about it

but i know she knows to handle well

and she communicates well..

she's simple n nice..

thou sumtimes...

in sum "love" thing..

i hope she wont get cheat...

sori to mention bout it..

but girl..

thanks for everythng^^

BUT, my best best bestest fren is my BELOVED FAMILY!!

n many many more......................

im tired already..will continue next time

sori if i have forgotten any of ur name here..

huggies..

n best of luck to everyone..

sori for every wrongs that i have done..

take care

miss u all...

Huggies,

Teng Teng

aka

Elaine

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:09 AM

sorry for the late post up....so many to b said but im kinda lazy already..so i just start with today..today is kind of an unlucky day for me at school...i kind of forget to bring a lot of things today..make me reali so desperate to ask for help!!!sigh...firstly,i forgot to bring my muet so-called group essay to school..i wrote tat yesterday nite..and i left it at my bedroom..sigh..no doubt its my own fault..secondly,i forgot to bring my PA graph book and PA graft textbook!!!i was reali so nervous the whole morning...same like my fren,SL..she same with me..forgot..she seemed much more tense up as she seemed to forget more things than me this particular day...sigh..thirdly,i forgot to bring my pencil and pen..took up some and forgot to put them back..u see...one day already three things..one more last thing..my fren,SL cried tis morning..as she's so tensed up and yet,another indian girl sort of *lepaskan geram* on her...im not so sure bout the whole thing..me n my fren,KC did try to stand up for her..but not reali scold her la..what i seemed to know is...this indian gurl sort of told me tat maybe cuz she got so stress up after the dunowhoseniorprefectsaidher...zzz..sort of lame excuse..in short,*u* have let ur stress on SL a..sumhow..this is reali nt rite...!!!hey,me n SL also prefects mer..in fact, both of us have posts...so cant u see that v have much more to frustrated about???LOLX!!!anyway,i dont wanna talked bout this already...back to my naughty but *kind* junior but hello...he's my ex leader!!he's my school's ex assistant head prefect!!haha..he lead me mia ma..so i respect a bit lo..he's kind of fun..always tease my *cute* name..adui..so..mr JK..u better becareful ya!!!haha...anyway..frankly speaking..i enjoyed teasing u around to0!!hope he dun sees this..ok la..i praise u abit la.u're a bit....abit handsum lo^^ ..haha...sorry i forgot to mention about my new tablemate...SJ...she's a fun and friendly girl thou sumtimes made me tensed up..but SJ im glad u're my tablemate^^....exams coming....OMG...oh ya...been close wit Mr C....my so-called senior..sms-ed a lot dis few days...erm..a week d a??haha....dun let him c dis...or he will beat u me d..keke...^^ but he like to bully me mia...XD....

BaBy Snow

~falling snow~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:56 AM

Its been since ages since the last update..My school new system reali made me felt so tired n frustrated...so let me start it with yesterday...>>>>

Friday,17 July 2009
my school has tis kind of hari kecergasan...the whole school been assembled at the field there...oh man..v got this kind of sports day...sort of...people said it was due to the education minister and health minister's suggestions...OMG!!v got to do sum aerobics..for almost 2 hours..but the best part is...v got to see the teachers at the stage there dancing...haha...so cute...especiali one of the malay sir...chubby guy..XD...*winks* then there is this malay teacher...she's very active..keke...me n my bunch of frenx were like...*closing back our opened mouth*...when a boy is invited up to the stage as he's so into the aerobic..and guess wad..he lead us to wad song??...*applauses*.. MJ's song...n he kept on wit his dance steps..haha...n wad was it already...oh ya..bout us closing back our mouth is because..there is this malay teacher...whom i mentioned her as active...she imitated the boy...haha...beating at the same rhythm as the boy for quite a moment...haha...every was like...*points at her*....is tat reali a teacher??hehe...too bad...i didnt bring my hp o camera there...as if i can..Xd..and being the goody so-called *prefect*..i did do sum aerobics there...*evil grins* only when teacher walked near us..haha..was sweating like rain...then v have sum form 4 girls doing sum cheerleading..*toots*boys n girls like ...grouped in front..even under the sun...me n my fren..SJ to0...but nt as into it as the *boys*..i guess they r not looking at their dance steps...*grins*..then v had a wushu performance..Honestly speaking..me n SJ preferred the latter...then the whole thing ended...v got our break for almost an hour...but me,SJ n SM didnt went for break first..and another special thing between us 3...the initials...ST*me*,SJ*the girl sitting beside me*,SM*the girl sitting behind me*...we went to seek for the counsellor..yaya... V r the problem child...hehe... and in fact 2 problem prefects n 1 problem ex prefect...XD...then we rushed for our meal..10.30am..announcement was made to ask *us* prefects to go to sum wad ktv room ..for our AGM prefects...LOLX...that's my so-called first prefect agm attended..and the raccial riot happened here...the majoriti prefects were indians..im not complaining anythng..and i duwan to put the whole thing in this blog..in case anybody here blackmouth me back..but at least..im just confessing my dissatisfactory...for the entire lower six..most of the chinese already resigned..left us..the 6 chinese..ST*me*, SJ,SL,KC,JY, n GL...lolx..all the initials..LOLX!!!v reali preferred the post being chosen by our cniors..actuali our post everythng was already been chosen by the cniors..but the discipline sir wanted us to have the "undian"..lolx..tats y it ended up having racial riot..MAN!!!its so unfair for us chinese...LOLX!!!!anyway..wad to do??at last..6 f the chinese..5 got the post..oni one didnt get..pity my fren,SJ...btw..me n SL got to b the juruaudit...lolx...i better pen off now..before...i reali spilt the whole dissatisfactory at here...=/

Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:38 PM

Me before cut hair....*innocent* me...wakkaka...=P

At Bro's ro0m

My dreSS

Me At wOrk

Hiding the mystery with a smile.

ღ♀♂ è£aìÑè

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:39 PM

my mother's new opening outlet shop at times square has already past...its on the 10th july 2009...a new and beautifully decorated shop...its a toy shop if anyone here dont even know about it..the name is LAFONIS EDUCATIONAL SUPPLIES SDN BHD....selling all sorts of educational toys,kindergarten equipments,furnitures,and playgrounds...or if u wanna view our website..go ahead...www.lafonis.com.my.....anyway...im currently kind of busy so didnt upload the pics yet...yesterday was the last day offer for our opening 3 days offer^^....and...yesterday was my first time meeting my on0 de sha gua ge^^...ngekx...edward^^yea....surprisingly...
he told me he was at times square to0...never thought will bounce diok..keke...he was a bboy to0..watching those bboy competitions...great dances^^...i watched some..with my mum...sms-ed wit ge...and at last..noticed dao each other..haha...ahemx..guai kia look..hehe..i noe ler..the inner side..keke...^^..anyway...just wanna say.."Ge,nice to meet u....after 2 and half years known...at last...v meet dao first time..keke..."so special of ge...ngekx..ok ler...anyway...i think i still misses her some time..bt now lesser and lesser d..its a great thing rite??keke..wah..tired nia...k la..stopped here...miss my bro lots^^

pen down,
Suet Teng
Falling Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:47 AM

I got many things to write..reali..too much to spilt out..just the menace of time and energy..im still feeling unwell..yet heart sickening..owh..*swings*no doubt..my head swings..not me that swings..Im glad I dun have much free time for me to think "some" stuffs...At least, I dun have the time to cry over the spilt milk..Thank GOD!!Somehow..I realised that frenx are really another vital treasure in our heart...shud reali be bury in our heart..and put permanent there..either u stick it there or hammered it there..."Friends in need is friend indeed"....this quote..make me simply realised the importance of strong uphold of friendship in our lives..without friends..one can never survive in a community..not to mention the reality world..
Nobody can go on without friends...of course nobody can replace our families..so we exclude the families...I duno why i kept writing bout tis..yet,im not prepared to comment about my own group of buddies..y??its becuz im still finding the suitable words to describe bout them...to describe about them ...no matter the angel or the devil..Perhaps the last "breakover" cause me to feel insecure..Only now i feel...nothing can last forever...All good will never be with the same person at all times...Agree or not..yet,its sometimes quite true..Only FAMILIES will last forever with us...n partially some GUD OLD BUDDIES^^....so hereby,i heartfully n truthfully,emphasize my thanks to all of you...Families n frenx..THANKS...
p/s~^^ I LOVE U ALL!!HUGS & MUAKX....

ATT YINLAN~~~i agree wit u..CONVENT GURLS RULES!!!

MeLTing SnoW
SueT TenG

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:38 AM

my last time's picture...i changed...just like how our story change..
YS..thanks for ur support...I hope I reali can stop talking bout it..just like wad u say...give me some time to clear up this story...but i doubt tat there will b another story again..another story...thou not the same. yet,the same sensation will let me felt...H n S...yes,time has already let me get lose from S..thanks to H...and now...i got to grow ...i know it...
YP...thanks..but i do nid u the time i smsed u..just like hw much i nid..

Melting Snow
Suet Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:44 AM

perhaps something in me still cant accept this...making me sometimes got hot easily...i reali dont want tis to happen...and yet,i am doing it..yesterday..i had a fever..went to see doctorafter school..in the school..having some symptoms of fever already...the story end in between my sufferings...sigh...i know tis day will cum but never wanted to face the reality...the story reali wakes me up..mood swings...thou..thanks for the busy schedule..that makes me to busy to think anythng...i slept after taking my medicine..weep silently..beneath the suffering..got up after 2 hours..better a lot already..tats my first time fast recovery..then after 2 hours later..went out wit my fren..took dinner together..and went to search for electric shop..to purchase mummy's present...then book the birthday cake...then went to bgn to search and survey two seafood restaurant...wow..its already 9 sumthng almost 10pm when i reach home...kind of tire...ate my medicine..loiter around...alone in my bedroom..so quiet n silent..then i slept already...still nt feeling well..this morning went to school for our cocuricullum activities..joined pengakap kelana..tats compulsory...then badminton club...and leo club...will explain further nxt time..after these...walked over...to dato onn school wit KC n GL...there got canteen day....owh..hugged my ex schoolmates..so miss them..muakx...i met some indian frenx..n i realised there are 2 couples there o...^^..ah.envy^^lastly...miss my YP dadi.hugged her the most...spent most of her money nia..play in the ghost house with YP n ML ...kind of scary la..bt i didnt go c here and there ..so not as scary as i went to genting de lo..XD...before back..hugged my buddies....Yinlan,Mayling,Yenping,Fatheen,Lega,and ....Forgot to mention...i talked a lot wit guys today..hehe..suprisingly...actuali..haha..talked to Yuva,Ter fu, n Vimalan...XD...i go asked YV his num sumore a...XD..frenx ma..wanted to ask VM de..YP say wan help me de..i so paiseh nia..then duwan ask d lo...YV ask me izit wan VM num..haha..i lauh laugh nia..BLUEKX..for indians..VM consider handsome oso a^^..he's unavaible la..so dun thnk so much..haha...his gf sumore is my ex classmate a..haha...btw...i went back home kinda hot..still nt feeling well ma..
yaya..i can do it de...i wil always be the happy go lucky one..no offence..i can always be the same one...i can do it!!!!yes!!!i trust myself...

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Suet Teng
~the melting snow~

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:10 AM

✖tHE STORY HAS ENDED ALREADY..ENDED WIT WAD PEOPLE USED TO ESTIMATE...iF THE STORY HAS NEVER START...i GUESS IT WONT BE SO MUCH TROUBLSOME...oNLY THOSE KNOW BOUT THIS STORY...uNDERSTAND THE TRUE SCENES BEHIND IT...iT ENDED WIT A PAUSE...wAD WE NEED IS SOME REST....tIME WILL CURE EVERYTHNG...i KNOW IT SIMPLY WILL...✖

SIGN BY,
SUET TENG...♀♂
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY STOPPED...
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY BEGUN TO MELT...
XUE TING*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:48 AM

Today had a conversation with my gud net fren...Reali had a long conversation ..full of advises...
She reali thnk im so stupid to involve in this kind of story..I oso noe im stupid ler..T__T
just duwan to put a stop at it...I reali cant do it myself..I know..Like she said de..This will oni cause more pain than happiness...I know..But,wad can I do??reali nid me to put a stop at it ma?
I felt like heart breaking already...Thanks..I reali appreacite ur words..U reali make me realised dao...I duno how long this story can go...n how far the story can go...But,yet,this unknown thngs make me felt so unconscious already...I dont want to be the person to make the decision..I dont want to be the person tat have to make the next step..No matter wad is the next step...I know..I will also accept it...Either in the gud way or bad way...I will oso gambateh and accept it...I know..You say me stupid..you said me idiot..but i reali cant make that move...Everythng..every moments ..every memories...will b gone...after the next step..yet,I know Im wrong for letting this story to continue...Just like wad she said..this story will only make every one of us...HURT....so ,Y shud i Let it Continue??The answer is easy and simple..because the story starts and is not easy to put a stop at it..cuz I dun have the courage to put a stop at it...
LOLX....im crapping...

"You're the one stolen my confidence...Now,you're the one losing my confidence!"
So, I let the faith and fate let us know wads the next step....
Time reali can cure a person's heart?

Thanks orh..ys...

From ...me...suet teng..
The snow is falling down again...n tats me

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:05 AM