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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
When a person ask u..."wat do u plan to do now?"there have many behind meanings actually..if you see it deeply..you can oni realised that there might b bad thngs or even gud thngs beneath this questions...but for heaven's sake who ever bothers to thnk so deeply??and y shud a person thnk about it??wads the point?sigh..back to the current situation..
I was just wondering what kind of decision shud we make when it comes to somethng that involve with your families and friends?ok..let me get it straight forward a little bit..in working world..you will sometimes faced this kind of problem...so when it comes to making decisions..wont it b a little tough thou??For some people..its easy..for some..its tough..im the one thinking it as a hard decision..ya..hard decision...thats y i say myself as a hard decision maker..
sigh!!currently still at work..sigh..no idea..perhaps i make myself even more confusion now..
i guess..i can put it aside first..as still its the menace between the worker and the manager..
outsiders are not allow and not couraged to evolve themselves in...


Teng teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:37 AM


Im addicted to Shayne...Lalalallaa....Chermaine.....hehe...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:35 AM


Is the world now so reality?


Or am I just being the naive one?


I have no idea..


Between work and fren..


Can I ever make the rite choice??


No doubt..


I cant..


I have no strong will...


No strong feelings..


Ya..Its nt supposed to b me to decide it..


Not me..


Never will be me..


So y shud i bother to thnk about it??


SIGH!!!




lastly a pic of me..
Baby Snow
The Shattered Broken Heart that Im Holding..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:23 AM


Tuesday, April 28, 2009
I was so shocked when K told me what she felt about myself...
She seemed to understand what I need for some case...

I was worried thou..

Her advise still rang at my ear rite now...

"When one need a person..One tend to fall in love very easily"

"I just worry you will be cheated"


I hope I dont look so weak thou..

My heart is fragile..

I know that very clearly..

I admit thou..

Time really makes me realised...
Im weak inside..
Im really a fragile one..
My heart shattered very easily..
Do my face looks so much??
I really hope I can b stronger..
SIGH!!!
sadness...
我们可以雷亚利好呢?真能工作,我和你?
Baby snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:15 PM


Monday, April 27, 2009
yesterday two people make me so pek cek nia...duno who lo..hng!!zzz...
I really never feel so so.. nia.. H & K...i just oni c this coincidence..my beloved Hello Kitty
thats this person..resembling mine HK..sigh..but y dis two people seemed like thinking me as their doll gehx??
p/s:I aint anybody's doll!!!
Anyway,I oso nid to apologise to both of them..H & K..yesterday "fat pei hei"
I dont wanna b any of u2's doll..Pls dont push me around!!If im a doll..then im a fragile porcelain doll..anytime might b broken!!Pls..dont push me around again!!
I dont wan to hear from H saying"Go find K la.." and from K"Chat with H a"
Dont bother reply me if u2 keep on pushing me around..I let u2 do the talking..Is it better then??

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:24 AM


Saturday, April 25, 2009
lolx..suddenly so addcited to that movie..so adore tat shayne..hehe...
but i guess its not a gud thng thou...
i shudnt have watched it thou..
it will make me much more confused about myself
LOLX!!!!



Confusion Evolves me
Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:54 PM


Dear Everyone,
Yesterday remark the day...Forgotten to mention it during yesterday log in..
Being the so-called science student..for the first time i see it live..Fish being born out like mammals.. forgetting about whales..im talking about small fishes...I saw it live..
But unmiraculously...none of the baby fish survived during the abortion..Im so sad and upset..totally devasted for the period..Actuali that fish is rather "so called lucky"to b choosen to b put inside a small plastic glass contained water plant..that plant belongs to my collegue , Ms lee
For your information,in our warehouse there is a pond..where inside have few big fishes..so my cousin br bought the small fishes and prawns for them to eat...so,that day miraculously he took back some prawn and 2 fish and put it in the glass..Later,he brought to me and say the fish is pregnant..trying to push the baby fish out..i was so shocked.."What??Fish where got born babies wan??"sori to mention.this is wad a science student say??haha...so ashame..*covers face*
I feel like crying..as im witnessing every fry being born out dead!!!not even one survived..
I counted them..total of 7 dead babies..cousin bro,nizar n kyo told me..its because of absence of air and the water for being not suitable..sigh..i witness the babies being born out dead!!!and yet, i did nothng to save them!!!how sad i feel..
sigh!!!
i wish i can save them...7dead babies..
cousin bro say monday all the prawns and tat pregnant fishy will b dead...
absense of oxygen and food??unsuitable water..
sigh..
pity them...
sori..i cant do anythng to save you guys...

HeartLess BaBy Sn0w

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:56 PM


wah...yesterday watched a movie..at youtube..recommended by my bff,Cher...
kinda so cool and ok..not for u normal people to c..Ngekx...as if la its sumthng forbidden...
p/s:Chermaine..Shayne's mine!!!wakkakaa...mine mine..lalalala...bu bu ne ne..

Adores Shayne!!!
so cool!!!
The L word
Elaine^^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:16 PM


yesterday online till very late...chatted at msn wit dadi...sms-ed wit a few ppl..K,steve and sis..
lolx...due to my fault...kinda get sum lecture lo..cause i went to mum mum with my collegue..then sort of like doing sumthng wrong..got sum back story thr..lolx..sigh...
then gt sum argument wit dadi..lolx....then gt sum funny n perculiar ques from steve..lalallaallalal
read la read la...if u read means..u noe la..keke
lalallalallala.....
anywhr...gt sum funny ques from K to0...
lolx...zzz..apa la..today wad day a??
keke...
then at work thr..got bully lo...from my cousin bro..take all tat insects n small cockroaches to make me n collegue sked..lolx..me n ms lee..
that suki a...she nt sked wor!!!!swt nia...anyway..kinda lazy to update bloggie now...currently..cause im kinda tired...so i stop here first...
hope everythng back to usual ya^^
and..i always awaits ur trip de..kakaka..duno who coming to butterworth leh???nxt few months..kakkakakakakka


miss my families...

Missing,
Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:50 AM


Thursday, April 23, 2009
There's always a solution ...
in every menace...
There's always a problem...
in every journey..
There's always a thng..
i wori of...
There's always a person...
that i wori of...
Not including my families...
But when it comes to reality...
I wish I know wat i shud do..
I wish I know who to ask..
I wish I know how to do..
I reali got myself lost..
Starting to lost myself...
I used to dream in my own fantasy...
Now..everythng changed..
I got to dream in your fantasy...
But,is it the same to you?
I wish I can ask u..
I wish I have the courage to...
I wish I can ...
But..I dont have the courage...
I only wish to hear you..
Hear that you're still fine..
I miss those times..
Am I overreacted?
I wish I know what you're thinking of...
What if Everythng reali changed when "she"s back?
I cant reali think of it...
I can imagine it..
SIGH!!!
EMPTY HEART
Back to being the princess...
Heartless Baby Snow..
The HearTLess PrinCesS

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:49 AM


today happened somthng in the office..i reali hope H is here for me..work stress...due to my new collegue..so-called junior..sigh..kind of like..i duno hw to explain...but i reali stressed out..i never show it in my face..clever of me rite??i even joke around with her and talked with her..what to do??im always the girl that will only angry a person not more than 20 minutes...sigh...i reali hope she's here...anyway..thanks to K...she companied me..and called me up to calm me down..haha..thanks..sigh..i reali hope it was H...but..sigh..sobx..yesterday...sumthng hapen thou..
cousin bro said sifu..seemed like...like me...sigh...nope..i dun thnk so...sifu just treat me xiao mei mei nia...i guess...no..its true...
sifu gt gf already...no doubts...i hope H is here...i miss H...sigh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:31 AM


the pic of me for the week^^

Teng Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:17 AM


i waited for one whole night....i thought at least or maybe she will take her mummy hp to sms me..at least to let me know she's here...she still remembers me..at least...perhaps she 's tired..my fren accompany me...thanks to her..i did not online..so when my fren online i asked her whether H online or not..no sign of her...Rather dissapointed..perhaps she's not home yet..i waited till almost 12 sumthng..around 1 am..i sms-ed her..no response..guess she's tired..and rest earlier...ya..she shud..she always has stress work and stuffs...i noe..i shud understand her..
I hope i can truly help u to ease ur stress...at least a sign of u makes me realised that u're still fine..i worry H..i kinda miss her...waited for her the whole nite..sigh..rather dissapointing..sigh...
p/s: i wish i can tell you..that im scared to lose you to0...when u're back...to malaysia..our distance is not any further...ah b,if you dun like or unhapi..just let me noe..i also can try to pei hei with you de...dun just keep in your heart..i oso wan to see u hapi and always also hapi...

Teng Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:08 AM


Wednesday, April 22, 2009
One whole day busy myself with work..i will less online already..since at work now,i wont b accessing to any personal websites such as facebook,blogspot,friendster or else..

Im changing the work style now..due to new collegue that is sitting rite beside me..

lalalallalaallalalalalala....

sorry bloggie..i might be abandoning you for some time..im so sorry..lalalallala

keke... busy with duty ..new schedule of cleaning up the showroom...as a senior staff..i should show my discipline and my commitment..thats y I started my duty before my breakfast...

sigh...
anyway...whole day waited for H's sign..
no...not a sign..

waited...at least a msg...i dun mind...even if its oni one...

Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:10 AM


Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Had our dinner after working...at some porridge stall..later dropped sis off at home..we went to a few electrical shops..chatted with my fren ,K ...v smsed lo...thanks for company today^^
had short fun converse wit my collegues at show room...sigh*
later before going back home..v dropped by KFC...one of the outlet at the seberang jaya...
eh,so coincidence..saw my juniors..indian juniors..guess they just had their tuitions at there..inotek perhaps??haha....just nodded head...wad to do?tis is KFC la..eat la..talk wad??keke
since i dont reali take chicken..after some incident..keke..i took lots of POTATOES!!!
mashed potatoes already 2 and half ones...and potato wedges leh???swt nia...all potatoes..yalo
anyway..back later watched drama wit mummy..had some thngs funny happened there..currently having some "pek cek" conversation wit H>....hng....zzz...lolx
im bringing it to the bloggie already...anyway...had some conflict with working ...
i might b less on9 already..due to some error that i had done...
p/s:I understand already..Im the senior..I should discipline myself..I will make the difference already..Just give me some time ok?
Just tat...it makes me feel i have lesser time to on9 already..Sigh...C how ba....

Baby snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:36 AM




lastly..me at work today^^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:19 AM


i read up one of my mui's blog..
she said.."I dont mind if im not the only one for you..but i hope im the one you care the most"
i agree...i reali do agree with you mui...
you make realised that v are in the same boat..
sigh*
but can v reali get wadever we wish for??perhaps yes perhaps no...
only "they" knows..wads the answer to our ques...sigh..
But i never expect mui get involve in this kind of "ships"
sigh..
anyway...bloggie...i might not b mentioning so much..
i might..i might not..
im going funny...
sigh*
missing her already...

Signing off,
Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

2:06 AM


Monday, April 20, 2009
Had my short conversation wit "H"...sigh..due to our phone bill are high...she said v better save money..ya..i agree..so-called-agree...sigh*..kinda dissapointed actuali..actuali from the beginning..i dont reali on9 tat much till her arrival..so i tried my very best to on9 every nite..but of course it didnt work every nite thou..due to the fully occupied pc's and lappy's...
for instance,our house pc is located at my bro room...and cousin bro is sleeping at the room except on tuesday and weekends or some other nite when he went back his home at pg..and for the lappy..during the nite..usually my sis will b using it to do her own work...yea..unless she's busy with other thngs or if she's too tired already...sigh*..ya..i dont have my own lappy or pc..
tats y everythng a bit fix..sigh*so when she said saving money..i shrugged and stopped for a moment..yes..i quiet for awhile...sigh*i hope i did say this to her"i dont wanna save..i rather less sms or call.but not till one whole day none..it makes me so empty.."i reali wish i told her tis..but..no..i didnt..i dun manage to do so..cause i know i shudnt have..is for our own gud...tats y my phone bill arrives.."teng teng,u're so dead meat!!"sigh*to add on to the fullest of even worst is when i told her i might not b able to on9 tat much..since during the day im working and now having a new collegue here..being the "senior" here..i got to show my discipline to her..so-called-discipline..sigh*and for the nite..is usual..i dun reali always on9 at nite..when H oni will be back at about 11 sumthng..yesterday talked bout tis...lolx..she seemed not hapi with wadever i said..
she's like very ignorant and frustrated..lolx..if this converse continue..another argument will pop up..i reali do mind about it..p/s:like wad H said..big arguments can lessen the love..so wad if all this small ones added n added it becum a bad point in our journey..like else it might cause a scar in the journey and ended up broke up or wad?i have no doubt about it..sigh*
i wonder somethng now..i reali wonder..
~* No call
~*No sms
~*Less On9
~*O no contact...
Can the bond of us b as strong as a pillar?Can the same feelings b as strong as thunder?
What if this has cause the distance much more far than usual?
What if one day everythng changed?
Cause I get so used to it already...v almost everyday call...and sms for sure..
Everythng stopped for a sudden...
How I know u might feel the same as i feel?
Distance can also cause us b further than ever or not???
SIGH!!!
Anyway..I oso hope I can make myself more strong..
I admit..I have never been strong myself..
Never...I can always show you my smiles...but at the same time..I am shedding my own tears..
I wont show or what..
And tat makes me the hapi go lucky one
"I wish You're always Happy..no matter where u r..or when.."
Because V will always trust each other..

Love,
Teng teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:21 PM


Btw...i changed my bloggie background already...hope its nice..changed a few times already..guess this might be alrite?^^kinda satisfied bout it..hehe...
maybe more renovations will be coming soon^^


Signing off,
Teng Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:57 AM


Yesterday got one amokia added my msn...duno where he got my msn either...i have no idea...

not even a single nerve in my brain have any idea about tis..

so..as usual v sure got ourslef introduce..erm...he's from turkey..he's already 25..ok...everythng still ok..i chatted with dadi oso dat time..so everythng started when he asked me somethng fishy already...tats wad v call "amokia" is always the open minded ones...zzz...so i just politely tell him that im so-not into this kind of thngy...zzz
so the next thng..he thought of somethng else and started to talk about the fishy thngy again!!

lolx..at first i never reali wanna trouble my dadi..
at last..i added dadi to the conversation..erm..at first..it seemed like a game..
just a small game..sort of..
after for sometime..lolx!!!sort of like small arguement pula!!lolx..
p/s:dadi..i oso duno how cum got tis kind of ppl add me eh a..lolx..how i noe wor?sori.for troubling..i shudnt have added him into the conversation..lolx..
anyway...for today..no msg from dadi..ok..i dun mind..who want to mind la..alallalalalal
zzz....i so dun mind..lalala...
got a new collegue at my work place,Suki..
quite a funny person...today taught her some new works..
then a short cleaning was held..
me,nizar and suki...
damn tired...our new schedule for cleaning up ...
sumore got other work..
today chatted wit Kyo...quite a nice ppl...
knew her through diana and hang de..
all oso quite nice ppl..
sigh..
no sign of her today..
wadever..
so at nite time..
when back quite late from work...cause waited for my sister
cleaned up the place lo...
at nite..back already..after some dinner..
rest awhile..
then started to on9 already..
lolx..
no sign of her ...
ya..she's still at work..
chatted wit kyo and diana..
nice chat^^
at about 11.15pm..
the sign of her on9..
forget bout it..
went downstairs drink soup wit sbilings..
forget to mention..i ate durians with my mummy justnow..
tis time ate more than the previous one..
sorry..
dun get me wrong..
i normally oni take 1 or 2 small ones..
today i took at least 3 or 4 ones..sigh...
duno is it because i took to0 much..
now having a lil stomach cramps..
sigh..
she pm me already..
i saw it when i go upstairs from drinking soup..
but then suddenly rained very heavily..so late reply her..
i didnt mention about my uneasiness..
forget bout it..
after awhile..
not awhile..
short one..
no response from her..
ok then..
swt...
guess she's "busy" again..
nvm ..
take care...i stopped her first ya bloggie...


Concern,
Teng teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:20 AM


Sunday, April 19, 2009
Today wakeup kinda late...at around 10 am somethng...
Due to yesterday having stomach cramps..
slept at around 1 somethng..almost 2 am...
wokeup at about 3 sumthng..to0 pain d..wake my sis up...
then ate sum medicine..
sis took care of me for awhile
its better...
but then pain cum again...
i linger with pain till almost 5 am..
so damn tired nia
tats y i woke up rather late today...
then took our breakfast..
suddenly rained cats and dogs...
then after our lunch..
we went to pc fair..
wah..so crowded man...
walk till like tortoise...
adui..sumore the innocent me got langgar by ppl..
hehe...but nvm
im the strong n fierce ppl..so no worries..keke
bt reali gt sandwiched a few times already....
forget bout it..
went to pc fair at PISA wit sis,mum, bro n steve...
so..tis year v bought a lot of thngs..hehe
lots lo..
hehe..
wan wad got wad..keke
jkjk..
anyway..today somebody...tat "somebody"forgot to take hp go work wor...
make me so damn not syok nia..
duno who lo..

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:28 AM


Saturday, April 18, 2009
perhaps its my wrong for doing sum stupid n silly confession at here??

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:34 AM


Im making the wrong steps ma?
Throughout tis journey...
Im not so sure bout it...
Is it all because of "Fear"?
Have I ever feel this fearful since the last time
i cant even remember the last time....
so many years back then..
zzzzz....
nvm ler..forget bout it ler.
sori bloggie..
always take u as a place for me to pour rain and snow
love bloggie so muchie^^
Teng Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:54 AM


tomolo gt pc fair orh...hehe...sure damn busy and sesak de...
duno y..i feel like nt going thr..
i go there oso duno do wad...
sumore very hard to walk de...
i got nothing to buy also..
sumorent much interest in tat area...
zzz....
sumore everyone of them go thr oso wan buy somethng..
i go thr like disturbing nia..
sumore nid ppl take care...
sigh...
u noe la...
there too many people liao...
walk oso nid to langgar here and thr first..
very sesak de..
c how first ba...

Confused & Moodless,
teNG TenG

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:49 AM


Friday, April 17, 2009
Sigh~*yesterday nite chatted with dadi...thngs dun reali go smoothly yesterday nite..
she oso never noticed it..its a gud sign thou^^..at least..less people wori rite?
So back to reality,yesterday had a conversation with one of my besties,Sin Wei...
talk-ed phone,sms-ed,and msn-ed...
almost all the conversations is about that "matriculations"
p/s: Wei wei, the reality is like tis. What v can do is to accept them n face them. We only can do our best to make our dreams achieve...but the point of whether it is successful or not is another story... Throughout our life,there is always procastination of time and the word "unfair" will always cross our mind..No doubt about it...The way you tell me about how you want to solve this problem..makes me thnk of one word"childish"..hehe...if she ever read tis..im so deadmeat!!anyway,weiwei,we will always do wad we want..but u can never predict whats the results k?"
Back to today,this morning went for my second training driving..not much of driving today...
i drove from my house to the driving centre thr..then he go teach another girl..i watch videos at the centre..and then i drove back to my mummy office..hehe..drove pass the apollo road again..kinda nt so busy today..hehe..cause this is the road where a lot of cars passby de..sumore alot people walk de..today luckily nt so much..hehe...and im proud!!throughout the 2 short journey,i didnt "mati enjin"!!!wiii^^hehe...but learn not much lo...sumore gt one dangerous geh thng hapen is when i drove straight got one motor turn out..damn near me..i press the "class" already...but the motor damn near us..so sir honk her already...still cum nearer..nearly hit..but sir hold the brake..wah..so damn dangerous..u can hear the screehing sound of the tyres already..swt!!!=.=!!
p/s: Hallo people!!!Cant u see the car labeled as L learners??Cant you tolerate a little bit??Use your common sense la!!I know Im driving slow..but I cant control fully yet ma..i accept your honks or your scoldings for blocking your way but please dont ever ever help cause accidents..I cant help it!!Im serious, people!!Im not a professional driver yet..So please,give me some help..Better Stay away from my car...hehe..at least no obstacles easier to drive ma..u noe la..im coward ma..lalalllaallala...Driving for me is so so scary u noe??ehehehe...cause im still new ma..in case i hit somethng leh??hehe...but at least im much more better than "somebody"hehe...
i dont mention her name here...keke..ngekx...its between me n her^^..see im so gud!!wakkaka
Btw...this whole morning didnt get any sign from dadi..I dun much dare to sms her..scare disturb her work..perhaps she's busy or maybe she thought im having my driving lessons...Hope everythng at work is smooth for her.. ...

Actuali im kinda worry about somethng...which
is yet still early for me to think about it..
Im not sure when dadi gf is
back..maybe i can check it out as she's having the same timetable wit my ah
goh^^..yea..she's mine!!hehe..*nai ma wei wei...hehe..dun jealous
ya!!hehe..nola..i wont snatched lou dao from nai ma de^^keke..yes!!v miss
her!!*...so the problem might b starting when dadi gf is back..I duno if i sms
dadi will disturb diok them or not..or perhaps at times i should less contact
wit dadi dat time?Dadi dun get much chance to talk to gf since gf at NS..so when
gf back,sure very appreacite time together de..being the lui lui,i should also
understand dat..just tat..kinda duno wad i should do a..Somebody tell me a!!For
instance,now oso everyday oso gt sms-ed de a..mostly everyday oso dadi got
called me de..so izit when gf back time, i should expect lesser nerh?Yea..i
guess i shud!!
p/s:Dadi,I wont mind orh..at that time perhaps when u're free
or got nothng to do..only cum find me ba..I hope i can tell her dat...Dun wori
orh.I can always find people to accompany me de!!Ah b?Ya..ah b oso is
dadi...dadi oso is ah b^^No fishy mishy thngy here..sigh...nvm de la..hehe..Just
like what I shud always remind myself.."Everythng gonna be the same no matter
what..Nobody afford to make any wrong steps throughout tis road..Not even a
single mistake we can afford to make..Bi always should noe...Bi cant afford to
make any wrong steps..I wont like anythng to changed the current situations
either..NOPE!!Dont wori..I should always noe what i should do..I will always
noe..Should always have clear mind.."
*sigh*forget bout this thng ba..back
to now..its already 01.57pm...
no sign of her yet..dont know why..i thought
of somethng..
"what if sumday i found out tat i got to go through the same
ending of the previous half written story again?"
Wad if..everythng starts
with wad if...
can i ever afford to go throught the same sensation of hurt n
pain again...Can i ever go throught it again?I did ask myself..wad if i close my
eyes and open them again..Again i find this is only a dream..just like wad hapen
between me n sam...Sam,is everythng fine there?
Its been sometime since our
last contact..Sam made the last stupid step that I can never imagine..what if
everythng goes back to wad hapen to me n Sam?Perhaps this is another
obstacle?But yet I still rmb wad Ah B said to me"Im me.She is she..V r two
different person!dont join!I'm different from her!"Yes..Ah b told me dat..bi oso
will rmb dat..But sometimes i cant control myself from being wori thou..In fact,
throughout this relationship..there are a lot of obstacles in between...not to
mention me being the third party here...the distance and the special
relationship...tis is sumthng people call slightly abnormal relationship...Will
it last or not?im not sure..Do fate exist?im not sure either...just let Time
help to decide them..or should I toss a coin to make the decision?Im sorry...wad
i said is somethng i never expect me myself to say actuali..Everythng start from
the lack of confidence...yes..im not having much confidence in me..not much...i
dun reali trust myself for being successful..but Ah B..i can ensure you tat..bi
can take the risk..as im already putting my leg stepping on the snow..Bi will
always make sure myself dun repeat the same mistake..I will try to make myself
to stand up..Ah B,just dun ever kip thngs in the heart.Bi dun like it..Bi hope
bi can help u sumtime..At least b a gud listener...Or bi reali duno wad bi can
do already..*sigh*
swt!!!how cum talk so much nonsense jor??aikx..sorry
bloggie..i guess mood swings all the time..
being a lil uneasy for not
getting dadi 's msg..cause now already 2.22pm..sigh..
nevermind...now i
settle my current problem first...
i guess...i shud put aside the wori
thoughts..wait till her back^^...n i remember im always the hapi go lucky teng
teng*~
muah...

LoveD in Confusions,
Teng TEng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:58 PM


Still got pictures havent been uploaded ya^^
be patient ya...hehe
back to current days...
Let me start with today...
i went back to school with my one of my best fren,Pui Lai...
i went bck to apply my double cert,LCCI...
yes...its some sort of international accounting certificate...
tats y we nid to pay rm25 for the application..
if i ever go for accounting course at college...
then this cert will help me to save time..as i can skip level...
means i can start my course at LVL 2
bt..guess nope
im going for form 6
hehe...
today met many juniors orh...
all oso still the same "gina"s...hehe
my so-called twin mei.."catherine" called me..hehe..so nice of her^^
chatted with some of the juniors...
chatted wit my "bb" lyn...
so miss them nia..hehe...bb oso no change...wear specs more often nia^^
keke...chatted wit some teachers..miss them to0^^
but more counsellor seemed not so friendly orh..
go ask her bout the form 6 thngy..she say till like very fan hei nia
sigh...duwan tell i ma chao lo...cheh
then sat at some "LONELY" place with my pui lai..n chatted with her...
so miss the moments..snappped some photos...
got time will upload to0...
then ...i thought of finding my mei, melisa..mana tau cant get her...
then went back when mummy came...
so went back to office lo..
do some internet thngy...
evening like tat..learn driving ...
my sifu taught me^^
before i go for piano class
u noe wad...
we went to the opposite chung ling there...
last time gt people prepared for the L learners...
mana tau..suddenly got one uncle sit motor cum tell us cannot learn driving here a..
my sifu ma ask him y lo...
u noe wad he ans us???
"as long as u all kenot learn driving here"
wads tis???
this is a public area leh...but nvr,..we are polite people..so v left the place...
after piano class...went for steamboat dinner with families and 3 staff fren
wah..so pity me nia...journey from piano class to ms lee house and back my house...
talk-ed phone wit "her"..then today speaker kinda loud..ms lee cn hear wad she said!!!...
swt nia...at behind thr...reply-ed her for me gok tim...hehe
so i ma told " her " lo..say i sms-ed her lo..
she duwan a...say nvm eh a...ish ish
ms lee n sifu sumore perli me...
kesian kesian..
then mummy called me..call in waiting..i gong jor.duno hw a...hehe
then journey to eat steamboat..v go wit 2 cars...
im sandwich at behind car with ms lee and sis...
gt tickle by them..
so pity...
very hard to breathe leh..
later "she" called me...i asked her to help me...
she say bye bye to me...
one sentece say about "her"
"Ah b,U so moyi hei de!!!!"
hng....
she say cause she buy food ma...cheh...
close case...
but she today afternoon called me...
she no mood...
very not hapi and angry....
cause of her work stress a...
she told me...
but i kinda feel no gud orh..cause cant help her..
i duno hw to calm her down oso..
sigh....
ah b..but i feel hapi orh...
cz u tell me ur prob^^
at least i cn b ur gud listener
hug*
but so sorry orh...i duno hw to help u a..
"dadi...tell me ya....wad i can help u"
sigh....


Repoted by,
teng teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:53 AM


The MASCOTS!!!!















a lot more.....cant take all the pics



"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:20 AM


the people line up to buy entrance tickets...
a lot of people

our booth









tired...too many photos d...


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:10 AM


the view from our hotel room...CITITEL
its already 12 sumthng going to b 1 am...

yeah...i noe...more ba bak d..swt...



guess wad r v doing???swt..hehe...7 ppl squeenze at UNSER!! and the worst part..the back seat taken out from butterworth to put luggage n stocks...so here v r..me n ms lee...
v r like...hehhe....




"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:01 AM


the new playsets


still very messy looking


lots of work to b done....


damn busy day



LASTLY,
a pic of me again....


"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:54 AM


Our cleaning and arrangements at the booth

lots of parcels...


lots of fixings....




and lots of cupboards..



Yes!!our fair was held at PWTC!!!




reporting by,


~Me....im there helping to0...tired face~Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:43 AM


Im letting the pics do the talking now^^
Its me!!The morning...Three o'clock in the morning journey..i guess this pic taken at 6 somethng..sleepy face...*YAWNS*
OUr Lorry


Us..lorry infront of us..


FULLY LOADED!!




yes...its full of stuffs n luggages..for hw many people a??let me recall...7 people..



"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:24 AM


Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Baby Snow Says~Ah B Bully me!!!!

P/s: u ask me to write eh a^^


BLUEKXXX


HUgx...
Suet Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:18 AM


I reali create a new prob again..
Argue?
Did I mention anythng bout tis..
Everythng starts because of care of each other..
Y I mind so much when she read my blog?
Read ma read lo..
Y I go say her?
Everythng starts because of me..
All because of me..
Sorry...
All I can say is a Sorry..
Nothing else..
I just duwan u to wori so much...
Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:59 AM


I dont even noe wad hapen to me...
I dont even noe wad I should do..
I dont even noe who am I now..
Im lost...
Can somebody lead me out?
SIGH!!
Just let me noe the way...
Or even tell me wad shud I do..
Thats enuf already..
I mind wadever thng u say...
Wadever thng u promise me..
Wad i wan from u is...
very simple..
HAPPINESS..
U told me b4 about ur family prob..
I noe its oni a partial about it.
But,I wish i can help some thou..
Me neither..
I do have my own prob..
But..at least I can help a lil..
A lil will do..
No matter its ur fam prob or work stress..
At least cn help to ease ur burden..
Tats enuf..
More than enuf
Love,
Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:41 AM


yesterday went to pasar malam with popo..
bought two chickens...
ate the SKIN n a lil Meat..
the rest all for my two lovely & adorable CUPPY & MOMO!!!!
forgot to mention..i miss u 2 a lot...hehe...
btw...Sifu Sky gave me two lollipops...so KAWAII!!!!
hehe...


tqtq

lots of pics going to upload when sister back..
btw..forgot to mention..
not even a day past without sms-ed wit her
tis few days oso got chat phone with her..
ok la.

awhhh...i got my first driving lesson today!!!so EXCITED!!!!bt morning gt thngs happen in house and at the driving shop there...wah!!!my first lesson conducted at she building behind a few times and then at ROAD!!!at first is smaller road then big road..i even drove back my house!!!wah..i was so nervous..ignoring the four time mati enjin..the rest oso ok d!!!hehe...my first day past already!!!YAHOO!!!


ANNOUNCMENT>>>>
ppl...tis friday cn check the matriculation offer letter by sms-ing to 15888



Misses & Huggies
Baby SNow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:04 AM


back to our story..
everythng changed between me n her....
it all started on the 9TH APRIL 1.19AM IN THE MORNING,,
the details only me n her noe..
sigh...
what if i open my eyes n found everythng was just a dream???
im not so sure about it...
but i do feel guilty...
i feel so selfish n bad...
bad girl..
sigh...
the story shud never start..cause it will only bring pain to the 3 of us...
if A found out...
triangle love
sigh...duwan talk bout it here already...everyting i shud oso bear it.,..
pain or hurt or sad or hapi..
all oso shud blame me nia...
nt to involve with others...
sigh...
*im missing her already*
but angry her cause nvr reply me..
she late to replly...
sumore boh sim..forget wad she promise me..hng!!!!
ish...
duno d la..
hope everythng wont changed...
it was not only a dream...
sigh


Love,
Snow prince & Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:58 AM


let me start with my smart kids fair first ya^^
so we start our jouney at 3 somethng in the MORNING...the journey towards KL
2 cars...our LORRY and our UNSER....and the early birds are US:
Mummy,Sister,Me,Cousin bro, & staffs Steve,Sky,Ms Lee...
wakakakakkakakaa...all oso "zhu zhu face"
yes...its sleepy face k?LMAO!
v slept in the car...
mummy and I dun get much sleep thou..
Sky, Steve & Chee weng are the drivers...Steve sumore very pity orh..the oni one can drive lorry
Kenot take turn...
V reached there almost 9 am...had our breakfast then head towards PWTC!!!
AH!!!My very first time!!
hehe...
V started to pack and design our booth n stuffs...
HEAVEN!!!!
damn hot & tired...
all of us....smelly n tired..
IDK!!!the air cond is nt on wor...
lolx...
a big place..
finish packing almost late nite d..
had our lunch late..if i nt mistaken at around 3 pm sumthng...
Damn....hungry!!!
dinner oso had it late!!!midnite already...almost 12 sumthng or 1 already....
overnite at CITITEL hotel...2rooms..of course la...
1 boy 1 girl ma
keke..
so mummy n sis one bed n me wit ms lee..
erm...bout the boys..sky n chee weng one bed.steve floor..pity thou..bt he insisted ..
sigh...


1ST DAY OF FAIR
wah!!people...u noe there got how many booth or not??sorry..i didnt count how many but...ALOT!!!the day was busy ...everyone busy serving customers..our legs were killing us...
had our lunch late again...i guess almost 2 pm...dinner oso kinda late...10 pm like dat...sumhow..tis year have many competitors...bt hey!!!i got a customer..she bought from em a whole montesorri package...RM555.....hehe...excluding the plastic toys and extra one my unit block leh!!!bt got to say thanks to mummy for helping me to close the sale and Sky to help me carry the thngs for the teachers...hehe...ngek..n the other sales...including successful playground slales by mum n sis..WINKS...kam sia lo..anyhow..the rest of day is tired!!!so after changing ...v slept d lo...

2ND DAY OF FAIR
oppss....among 3 dy fair....today rather a much more dissapointed one...people there ask a lot...show much interest in buying...bt no doubt nt much ppl cum buy la...yet..its another tiring day la...took sum photos of MASCOTS!!hehe..so cute...awwww....today popo n dad n bro came...
his fren came with bro..they both took ssum TRAIN here..so brave of them..today meals nt very late...tired..slept kinda early...12 sumthng
hehe..btw...i slept with ms lee alone nia today...mummy they all went to sleep at LEGENDS hotel.becasue currently gt around 11 people...v are the lucky ones.hehe...bro fren cant get ticket back..so v let him overnite with us...so the arrangements are like tis...
1) me n ms lee..NGEKX^^ the lucky ones...
2)dad,bro fren,steve,sky,chee weng
3)mummy,sister,popo and bro

NO DOUBTS!!!WE ARE THE LUCKY ONES

3RD OF FAIR
ok..today last day...early went thr..today sales the best..no doubt la..its the last day ma..sorry la..a lot of details gone...cause im lazy..hehe...anyway...DAMN TIRED!!!LEGS NUMBS!!ate late...MASCOTS AGAIN!!!hehe...today they walked past our booth...AWWWW!!!!guess wad???
one mascot pats my head..another shake hands with me,another one hi5 with me,another HUG my FACE!!!, n the rest waved at me...of course to us all la...aikx...nt once leh...is twice leh the actions...cz they cum 2 rounds here..aikx...hehe...i first time being so close with mascots leh...i actuali sumore back off from the mascot at first de..mana tau the 1st one pat my head make me gong jor...hehe...aiyak..since when i bcum small kid ade a??ehe...overnite at hotel again....after fair..had so called dinner & supper together wit 2ma & 3piu jie
hehe.....3 piu jie say i seemed like thin jor lo..aikx..make ppl happy nia...guess not reali la..is the shirt colour nia la..sigh...hehe....

went back the day after tis day...in separate cars...
cause mummy they all nid go fix tables for customers and go down seremban to send stocks n fixing....so this is the arrangement after breakfast...
1)mummy,chee weng,sister,and sky at UNSER
2) steve at LORRY
3)popo,daddy,brother,me, and ms lee at CR-V

reach almost at 12 sumthng at KAMPAR...
bro took the wrong key..cant go in the house..
so went to UTAR n get from his housemate...
we had lunch at KAMPAR...
then head back...
send ms lee home almost 5 sumthng...v reached home at 6sumthng lo.
later 7 sumthng went out had dinner lo..
chee weng n sky back almost 12 sumthng already....
mummy they all got so much fixing to do..so pity ...cause we sumore post stocks by ktm to them n customers there....
so till tomolo afternoon only cn reach butterworth..i meant 16th april oni can reach here...



THE END OF SMARTKIDS FAIR....

REPORTING
BABY SNOW

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:29 AM


Monday, April 13, 2009
many thngs happen orh tis few days...
just back home from kl...
so now just properly settled down not long....
if i got time..i will explain back all the thngs happening here ya...
sorry bloggie
abandon ya for a while..
miss bloggie^^
btw...
there's new start story ....
hope ts for the better...
not for the worst..
damn tired..
anyway..
there might b a lot of pics doing the talking ya....
so when i got the time n chance..
will upload the "talking pis"
hehe
sorry bout the delay^^
miss families n "her"^^
UPDATED
Baby SNow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:39 AM


Wednesday, April 8, 2009
drafted another conversation...
zzz....
Simply feel uneasy n unhappy when she say...
"means everythng u say is lie me wan la?"
"u nt like me la like tat"
"etc...."
no idea...the lsat conversation wit her...
makes me realised of sumthng...
n uneasy..
zzz



later 3 am start journey ler...
dont miss me orh^^


Baby Snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:41 AM


Let the pics do the talking^^my precious ones...








"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:19 AM


Hurry up!!!
Reminder:Wakeup Baby Snow!!
Afternoon Msg with Dadi..
Received one of the msg tat makes me...
Shocked n Wakeup!!
Yea..what she said is true!!
IDK ME!!
LMAO!!
Forget bout it...
Nite Msg-ed with her..
Had a small argument with her..
Sigh...
LMAO!!!
DEAD!
STOP!
Bloggie wake me up!!!
Everythng involve with "dadi'
Sigh..
Back to reality work day..
Succesful make my Video's
AH!!so satisfied!!
Watched them with dvd player...
My first video..
Is out!!
Is realeased!!
Love ya^^
Got another Happy news..
My first design catalogue...
ARrived already!!
SO nice^^
Love them..
hearts them..
Now..back to working first..
Brb..if possible..
Now back to office already...
Sigh..
If possible..i will post up the catalogue pics^^
love them
Muakx..
hugx..
hehe
BABY SNOW
SNOw PRince*WHR?*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:57 AM


Tuesday, April 7, 2009
All my hardwork really pays me up^^
Im so glad...
My first Catalogue design^^
Got praise by family n frenx^^
so happy
wiiiiii
my converse with sis...
ღ♀♂HEartLess Baby Snow~♀♂*Snow Bath with Tears* says: har?? i call him nw ok?MICHELE says: ok
ღ♀♂HEartLess Baby Snow~♀♂*Snow Bath with Tears* says: eh...solid digital catalogue cum d nt???
MICHELE says: v y niceღ
♀♂HEartLess Baby Snow~♀♂*Snow Bath with Tears* says: reali?? hehe jiu gud ler swr
MICHELE says: you did a g d job
ღ♀♂HEartLess Baby Snow~♀♂*Snow Bath with Tears* says: he say later give u see.. he say nt yet print swt reali?? hehe thanks kamsia so happy nia




happy nia!!!!!!

baby snow

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:40 PM


Bloggie...I got to abandon "u" for a few days....
Gonna miss blogging already....
Because tonite late midnite wanna start journey to KL
If im not mistaken...
It shud b 3 or 4 sumthng in the morning...
So..Bloggie..do take care...
SWT!!!!
hehe...i aint insane orh...
Wakakakakka..
What to do?
This few days kinda stick to my blogger jor ma..
I will only b back next monday or tuesday..
We are going to the SMART KIDS FAIR...
So..Gonna b damn busy..
Busy busy busy..
VERY BUSY!!
Back to yesterday...
She read my blog again..
Dont know already..
Speechless..
Yesterday many thngs hapen orh...
Between me and her..
Whatever she say...
Could it b true?
Bloggie..Can you keep a secret?
I drafted our conversations again..
What if everythng was a sweet dream ??
I opened my eyes..
N close them again...
I can only see the "words"
NO!!!
I aint going to b the 3rd person!!!
Anyway...
Thanks to her..
I have sweet memories...
I sealed them in my heart^^
Hugx hugx^^
REMINDER"Dadi N Lui lui 4ever!!"
Missing her already...
Sigh...
Sms-ed with her after on9 chat..
Yesterday back to office do work
After cut hair..n dinner
With mummy,sis,dad,n steve
Everyone busy with their own work..
Ah...
Everyone is damn tired n stress tis few days..
I can feel n sense it..
Anyway..
I done my name tag already..
Everythng done in at least 3 hours^^
SATISFIED!!
HEHEHE...
Dadi slept first yesterday...
Good sign...
She's tired to0..
p/s:take care la dadi!!
Back to reality work..
Gonna miss bloggie orh..
Yesterday chatted wit my bff
Chermaine & Sin wei..
Miss them tonnes^^
Hope to c them soon
Huggies...
Pen Off now..
Need to finished up my video..
145 slideshow lost..
swt!!!
Thanks to sifu for helping me to cure them!!!
now nid to create them out
N burn them out!!!
So..
Miss ya bloggie
Stressed n Worn Out
Suet Teng

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:32 PM






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