You leave me SPEECHLESS.,

justnow i went to read up my godbro's blog..err..sorry to mentioned it here..but u noe wad??lets ignored the vulgar words..just speak of the content..just like i expected..most of the things are about his gf..but i kinda blurred whether they are still together or break up already..cz in some of the post he did mention about them breaking up but i just chatted wit him yesterday n he was like worrying bout other stuffs n nt bout the break up,..perhaps they have already patched up..guess..so..niway..stop all those thngs..chinese new year is arriving orh..so tis day was like damn busy decorating the shop n house..yesterday we went to carrefour to buy sumthng for our company anual dinner's lucky draw..then sis bought lots of cny decorations^^n she was happy wit it^^*smiles*mits..hehe...love her^^then mummy was like joking around...love her to0...
went home straight...today morning we decorate the house n the office lo^^bro is coming home today for granny's birthday^^she doesnt want anyone to wish her^^but we noe she noe we noe its her bday..haha complicated thou??haha...xdd...niways..love her..hearts them^^adores them^^cant wait to see my bro again..^^oh ya..yesterday i went to the salon..rebond my hair^^n sis do hers...i was like...errr....no idea^^not much to say ade..niways...i just wanna say one thng to my godbro if he ever noticed my blog's existence!

☠kor...u're not alone..u're not oni having ur soul or wadever blog...u stil have me...i dun mind to listen to u...but im sori to say if i might kinda say thngs straight forward..but no matter wad..i can oso lend u my shoulder de..tats wad we call brother n sister bond..althought we are just godfamilies..n not sworn ones either..i hope to help u to0☠

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:41 PM

ok then..its me being naive and not the customer's problem..tis is wad actuali happens:

its chilling here in the office like any other working day..tis 3 malay guys came in to the office to request for some catalogs or wadever bronchure for the playgrounds and toys..i did called up my mum to ask bout them.. ok stop tis crap then..actuali its one of them tat kept playing n teasing me around..lolx..erm..u noe wad?its like..*amoi* here and there...and then asked amoi sudah kahwin ke belum??swt...lolx..apaler...firstly..dun call me ahmoi ler...i felt so gelish ler..2nd li...im so not married yet ler..swt..3rdly..aiks..he played me..ask me try sit on the jumping animal..i didnt actuali..i reali didnt at first..swt..the few times..i thought he reali meant to buy it..so being the naive me..i reali did...so swt..yea..its reali swt..im so naive..phheewww...wad ler..yea yea..i noe u guys thinking ..even my collegue said*apaler..dia tu sengaja buli u punya la..apasai u pi duduk la..ish* =.=?!! buli?? ...wuwuwuuw...*sad*...im such a naive one..n then he kept on laughing at me..even the maid oso..wuwuuwuwwu....*knocks my own head*..

notes to myself~dont ever be naive again...yiiii

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:35 AM

wah~i now think lai think ki...i reali very scared la..she reali sounds like a very strict and fierce person..i was wondering can i reconsider again whether wan to change teacher or not la...she have already pressured me..and i reali felt so insulted ler...perhaps can i go back to teacher perry???wah...i so paiseh to open mouth but i reali felt so scared leh...this new teacher ...i think im not up to the standard liao...T________T
*cries* she kinda makes me wanna stop taking any piano lesson liao la...wahhhhh....*sobx*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:51 PM

im gonna change new piano teacher..got some personal problems..wah..justnow the new teacher called up...want to find my mummy to discuss somethng de..then mummy not in..she asked who am i..then only i noe she's the teacher..wah..i so scared a...the way she talked really straightforward de lo...i so scared nia...T____T....she some more say til as if i very cha nia..since she dosent noe my standard in piano she asked me to bring along my certs so that she can see the examiners comments..and she wants to see what books have i learnt during my grade4,5,6...erm..*gulps* most of the time she taught me songs that she photostats..such as up to date songs..not the ones like Haydens,Schuberts,or Mozart all tat...what my ex teacher taught me was all the modern times songs..like 5566,leehom,jay,n etc/..wah...i sure give this new teacher say til no face de..since in the phone i already felt insulted already..T______T
*scared*
*sad*
*cries*
*shivers*
*worried*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:36 PM

i watched a hongkong drama the other day...the movie inside got one girl adopts children from foreign countries..i oso felt like helping sum if im affordable as i noe they are kids tat suffer out there..but i want like in the drama type..i meant it real la..not just acting la^^haha..wad im trying to say is i dont have to adopt the children back to my home but i just got to post some money to the particular area or agent n they make sure help me provide the particular kid the money for financial or education means..anyone noe whr to find this kind of websites ma??
im not a rick teen either..i hope the adoption is not expensive n i can afford it..i reali have the heart to fork out some cash for this pity ones..but if i cant afford means..sigh..hope its affordable
anyone noe the website do let me noe ya^^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:32 PM

yesterday nothng much la^^....went to penang to drop my cousin bro home..then we went to kwong tuck to buy cny food accesorries like lap cheong n etc...sum memories happened thr^^smilex..then we went to gurney plaza to shopping^^ yea..haha..walked till tired orh...wah..sis n mummy bought till overlimit a bit d..haha..but i understand de la^^they oso buy formal wear ma^^hehe...for me..i bought an applemint jeans...hehe..tats all...hehe....one in a million i have chosen one only..haha...n a pair of shoes..wah..so comfy orh^^...but its kinda outcome the rest of my shoes price^^ thanks mummy...love u

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:07 PM

Ai Yin Wei Zai Xin Zong (Love On My Mind)~LEE HOM~

dang wo zheng kai shuang yan mei yi tian du hui ji de da jia de xiao lian ming bai xin zhong yong gan you duo le yi dian ceng jing ku qi ye hui kan bu jian wei lai zong hui you bie de xi yue jiu rang shi jian fan kai zhan xin de yi ye ni de yin fu ni de lian, you chong wu sheng de yu yan jiao wo bu tui suo yao jian chi zhao xin nian yong yin fu hua yi ge quan, jing guo du hui bei ji nian wo xiang ai yong yuan hui liu zai ni xin jian (reff) mei ge ren, dou yong you yi ge meng ji shi bi ci bu xiang tong neng gou yu ni fen xiang, wu lun shi bai cheng gong du hui gan dong ai, yin wei zai xin zhong, ping fan er bu ping yong shi jie jiu xiang mi gong, que you rang wo men ci ke xiang feng, Our Home shang xin shi ni hui gei wo xiao lian rang wo gan shou you ai de yuan dian kuai le di guo you feng you yu de sui yue shi wang he shang xin zai suo nan mian du hui jing li man chang de yan han rang zhe yi qie zai wo men xin zhong chen dian yong xuan luu xie zhang xin qian, fang ru ni de xin li mian shou qian shou ji lu wo men ai de he xian yong yin fu hua yi ge quan, jing guo du hui bei ji nian wo xiang ai yong yuan hui liu zai ni xin jian

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:31 PM

HUO YUAN JIA~JAY~

he ming you ji hui he lei tai deng zhe sheng si zhuang ying liao shen me leng xiao zhe tian xia shui de di yi you ru h zhi gan ge wo bei shang wu de wo de quan jiao liao de que nai he tu zeng xu ming yi ge jiang hu nan ce shui shi qiang zhe shui zheng yi tong wu lin de zi ge xiao cheng li sui yue liu guo qu qing che de yong qi xi di guo de hui yi wo ji de ni jiao ao de huo xia qu huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo jia quan de tao lu zhao shi ling huo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo huo zhe sheng ming jiu gai wan zheng du guo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo guo cuo ruan ruo cong lai bu shu yu wo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo wo men jing wu chu shou wu ren neng duo

(Translation: Ho

Life has a few rounds The platform for the martial arts contest is waiting The death consent What have I won? Smiling coldly Who owns the world? So what if you are number one Stop the war My generation still has martial virtues My Punches and kicks are excellent Yet how come I receive an undeserved reputation Jiang Hu is hard to predict Who is the strongest? Who fights for the right to rule over Wu Lin? In the small town the years flow past The clear courage The memories that have been rinsed I remember you Living on proudly Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo The forms and moves of the Huo family fist are flexible Im living so I should live through and complete it Mistakes and weaknesses never belong to me Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo Huo No one can avoid if we use our refined moves

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

11:27 PM

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"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:22 PM

wah...u noe wad???its sum day behind not today..haha..we went to carrefour to buy thngs for hamper..haha..buy so many orh..haha...u noe wad??everyone look at us lo..haha..everythng oso buy a lot..haha..we need 3 trolleys to fit our stuffs ..haha...total amount nearly rm 400 sumthng
haha...so syok lo..
haha im so noti tat nite...the promo started on the 16 th january..which means today is 15 th january lo...so all the things we buy wont get anythng free at all..sobx..then since i so not syok n oso my mum they all..guess wad i said??i even surprise tat those words escaped from me,myself..haha~no ar??the receipt here write refundable wit receipts..then i refund everythng .tomolo oni cum n buy lo^^wakakakaakka~surprise???guess im reali out of mind tat nite..actuali i dun greed for free thngs..but if they say tomolo oni start free thngs..then y the products are on sale already??not fair ma..even an angpau oso ok de ma...lolx..then mum me n bro went to receptionist n say the refund thngs..wad??she say ok lo..and she call the counter..say got customer wan to refund rm 400 sumthng geh thngs..haha...then we didnt refund...haha...cz lazy to come again n find the things de..wakakakaka...

i met bgeok at here..she's working as one of the promoter here..haha...she 's slightly differ now^^glad to see she's merrier now^^

then at nite..me,bro,mum,sis,maid n steve busy packing hampers..haha..guess not??we are not pro in packing hampers..haha...nite flows with laughter ..pack till midnite almost 1 am just to pack almost 4 hampers nia..wah...bro so gau de orh^^haha....

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:03 PM

wah..im so glad..mum is recovering..so love u..so love GOD...haha...so happy.so glad...im speechless...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:08 AM

tis is so unfair..justnow the MPSP came to catch dogs..luckiy they never came my house there...wads all tis?!strays doggies shud b caught n yet why not stray cats??im an animal lover..so i dun mean anyone shud kill cats either..but its so unfair to kill doggies..they to0 have the rite to live without people disturbing them..not to mention those that abandon them at the roadside..to you who abandon them..~u dun have the rite to abandon them like tis!!u're worst than the MPSP..u're the person pushing them to death..u're inhumane...~ people..
doggies to0 have the rite to live on the life they wan..to tell u the truth im animals lover but im coward..im sked of them to0...im worried of being bitten to0...but i dun not wished them to b killed..
GOD created us n them...y shud we destroy GOD's creation???u're also destroying the biodiversity of life..i hate u guys...you are inhumane n animal killer..pls in the first place dun ever rare a pet if u ever thnk of abandoning them...pls do a good deed....

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:34 PM

thngs arent what i thought again..i have been to0 naive to trust any of u guys...nothng can be said to describe wat i think of guys...one sentence~guys couldnt be trusted..not even the slightest 30% unless he is ur family or perhaps sumone u're reali knew him well..~just b4 that he was talking to u happily n kind of telling all sort of thngs to exclaimed that he misses u n everythng...n after tat he is the person to backstab u at ur brother...*ur sis sms-ed me first* thats the last thng we girls wish to hear from u guys...wad the hell!!*sorry for the vulgar words* if u doesnt wish to chat or wadsoever..pls for the sake of urself..take up the courage to say u're busy or just simply dont reply..so,girls,,,just an advise..dont ever get to0 close with your brother's frenz since they were all linked up with wadsoever brotherhood..n not even ur brother's frenz's relatives..unless u knew tat to0 well to describe them..to those that take girls as their excuses..in my heart u're just another loser!!a loser!!a failure!!wad a waste...guys pride or wadsoever image..r ruined by all this type of guys...even he's ur bf now...he can cheat over u..so girls...du ever get cheated by their gorgeous smiles..or wadever gifts...but sory im not trying to boycott guys or badmotuh them..im just advising girls not to easily trust guys..n yet..u all shud have seen news about cyberfrenz being cheated money n sum even their own privacy..err.sorry for the mention...i believe not all guys are the same but just becareful...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:59 PM

hehe..i kckc smsed to bro de hsemate to help me to take care of bro orh..hehe..ask him to kip secret for me..hehe.noti de me..ngek ngek...
ntg much..chatted wit bro de hsemate*yang* at sms n on9 time chatted wit bro n edwin *my godbro*....n oso caryn*dear dear*...miss her n bro they all orh..*sobx*
tis is from the bottom of my heart~i remember our promise de..i will fulfill them de..no matter wad oso..dun wori.,..i just cant wait for ur return..thats all...miss ya..bro^^*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:20 AM

now its been kinda my own small holiday today as i got to dismiss my work n home to take care my mummy...kinda sad ...actuali..seeing her suffering so much..she's been to the toilet a few times..vomitted a few times..n yet,she never reali called me up to check on her..if not because i went up or else i never have notice her being sick..she scare...to0..she told"if this contineus,i wil b going to the hospital.we shud be prepared for the worst" this words reali struck my heart..she reali have no strong support..i do support her..i reali de..but sumtimes i reali felt helpless..useless n sort of failure of me..*sobx*saying tis..bro might be home on friday not thursday..he got courses to replace..gonna miss him so much...worried bout him nia..*Sobx*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:14 AM

suffers

its been sumtime since my last update..i hav been away...tis is wad has hapen..tis few days...
SUNDAY~
me,sis,steve,mummy,n dad along wit bro going to kampar as bro is going to start study tis monday..now tis proven tat mummy is very loving,caring,kind n actuali i duno hw to describe it..she's sick actuali..been having high fever since yesterday n now slightly better,vomitting,nauseous n stomachache..yet,she insist on traveling all the way to kampar just to see my bro to college...she's sacrifising herself for her beloved son n tats my brother..all of us damn worried bout her..throughout the journey she's been restless n having fever..sumtimes she held my dad's hand to get sum relieveness from her hot body temperature..bro n i felt so worried n sad..couldnt do much to ease her pain..what a useless daughter i am..we been surveying around bro college n getting bro timetable..n now and then sis trying to make sum new frenz for my bro..haha..susahla..later v went to bro rented room thr..his hsemates were all thr..mummy folow go up n rest on bro's bed..we helped around to pack sum of bro's stuffs..then steve ask his fren who studied at UTAR to0..to cum n find us..erm actuali he wans to intro her to my bro...as another new frenz..she's a cnior to my bro btw..she came n was introduced to all of us..she even talk brieflyof the schedule of UTAR n all the routines n etc...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:24 PM

editted old pic of mine...editted by fren^^tq

feeling a lil nauseous rite now...T__T

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

12:32 AM

small business

soon im going to be in charge in a small online purchase business orh...hope that it will be a successful one..as its our company first online purchase and im in charge in it...lalalala...sigh..by the way..sigh..in doing this i got to expose my hp num pula...so i hope during this business its a clean n clear business and aint any hanky panky scene behind it..cash n carry sort of..and pls dun let me got the lalala ppl cum to kacau kacau la..thanks yea..sigh..hehe...when my business starts i will announce the website here to0..will start at friendster account..hehe..so i now going to create one^^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

10:14 PM

decisions

DECISIONS:
wads with me?spm results consider still way to go...but i still cant make up my mind to take up science stream or account stream?*sigh*i have been studying science stream for 2 years n at the same time taking up account as extra to0...now that im over the two hard years i got to make up another mind to0..*headache*im supposed to b choosing from:
1)science stream
2)art stream
3)science stream + account as extra

*hng*reali can't make up my mind la..because im thnking of my future at the same thing..such as*career*,*courses*.*usage*.*abilities*.n others
my dream career?my hopes?my future?
1)novelist?
2)pianist?
3)journalism?
4)kindy management?
5)businesswomen?
6)child developer?
7)lawyer?
8)....etc etc

*hin hin* arrrggghh...i reali duno ler..as u see,my mummy have her own company so three of us*sis,bro n me*will oways b working back at mummy company in the future..so i reali got to thnk of sumthng to help in the company..sort of...hng..i reali headache o..wad course shud i take?wad stream shud i take?

*another decisons to make*
should i continue to pursue my piano course at the same area-greenlife music centre?teacher seems to b forgetting me already...its been sumtime since my stop..the last time i contacted her was after my spm..i asked her for a new day..n she arranged it but the time was not suitable for me..so i say can change?n at last i say nvm i will start on jan...but u noe today is date already..she didnt call me up to check me up with the schedule..so i told my mummy they all i wan to change teacher ..but mummy they all say nvm la...dun make it in another hard way as it located near my house which very true..so i sms her ystrdt nite=*teacher,have u forgotten me?elaine=

later she called up n say"elaine a,i have already no time.just left monday 11.30 to 12.30pm wor.and then hor for grade 7 we now start do one to one..no more 2 person so the fees is rm200..the practical exam have to register already..by nxt week..i register already a.."
wah...it seems like she reali forgotten me already..u see she never give me an option..she straightforward say de lo..i reali hin a..i just reply here..i let u noe later..hng
duno wan continue there or not leh..sigh*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:41 PM

families back hk le^^

yea...family back from hongkong le...yeah...happy lo...yesterday a..after working,dad drove to airport lo..i follow lo..wah..he drove so fast o..hehe...cause mummy they all reach already lo...i reali duno wan laugh or not..haha..daddy drove too fast then past jor the road..haha..then he grumble then duno drove go in further cannot trace to the airport haha...then i at tat time sms wit steve then i say i duno at where le..haha..then he say if gt factory jiu ok ler...haha..then i told daddy a..u noe wad??he replied *i dont know meh?i just drove past the road ..later i go out from here..i noe how to go d a*haha...then hor we saw the aeroplane d de...then hor...he saw the sign board a..haha..the arrow show down de..then he blurred jor see the aeroplane sign go up..then he stopped in the centre then he say aikx..folow the aeroplane sign jiu go up ler..wakakaakka...wrong again..haha..he kept on scolding the signboard..hahaha..apaler..wahahahha...then u-turn back lo...later sis called up say they all waiting at down there...haha..reach airport d ...manatau...hehe..hehe..haha...he follow wrong route go up..wakkakakaaka....xdd...he too curious liao...wakkakakkakakakakakka....i so bad nia..but i didnt laugh out la..wakakka...then he grumble to himself again..haha..then at last reached ler..then packed thngs go in lo...daddy argue wit the guard cz he ade very hot liao..wakakaa..the guard call daddy faster...haha..duno d lo..haha...then eat when home..d...got time i upload pics..hehe..sumore got more thngs to say o.so hapi miss them nia..sumore gt souvenirs for me o^^yea

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

8:23 PM

sorry

just read up my godbro de blog..felt so sorry for him..kor.so sorry for im not being there for u..reali felt sorry...i never know what reali happen to u n her...til i read up ur blog...i saw ur last status at fs n everythng gone the previous times n hers to0..but i was afraid to make anyone of u felt uncomfortable or hurt when i ask u ..so i dare not ask...thats y i never been there to support u...kor..if u ever felt the same pain..mui oso will support u just like ur frenz...hope u can get over it soon...*sigh*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:40 AM

workin o

wah..today at working time so busy orh..so many customers to call up...then o so many phone calls rang up..wah..sumore today left me n mslee nia...then she oso very busy orh today..haha...hin hin liao o we 2..then some more got stocks send in a..kelam kabut nia..swt..haha...i today reali very forgetful orh..forget to pass steve a cheque...actuali tonite must bank in le...then steve say nevermind lo..glad nia...haizz....then today a i make another new plan for hampers..
wah..thngs get cheaper n cheaper ..i banyak kerja ni..swt*miss* mummy they all orh...tomolo nite they will b home ler...then not long brother will b going to start study le..gonna miss him ler..haizz...will b lonely oso ler...*sobx sobx*...miss miss

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:38 AM

DeCiSionS....

oh..new year reach jor ler..chinese new year coming already..it seems like very soon nia tis year...arrhhh...cny le..hapi days...in another two months time spm results coming out ler...sigh..worried like hell actuali...but thanks to the current working time tat occupies most of my time jor..n now tat my family is away at hk...i have nobody to talk ...tats y been worrying sumtime...actuali wad if my results were good?wad if my results were bad????then?where will i end up to?*shrugged*...as u noe after spm everyone of us will b taking different path of life ...perhaps some the same route some differ...yesterday my so-called junior lui lui asked me bout our spm subjects..i kind of envy her..she's so sharp brained..y?she just stepped into form 4..she got into science stream n she's thinking of taking up xtra subjects..her choice are :
1)13 subjects
2)10 subjects + account+ ekonomi asas
3)10 subjects + account+ perdagangan

*sigh*look..she kinda makes up her mind on somethng n me??im turning 18 tis year..still can't make up my own decisions...where will i b going to after spm results out??but i reali do hope my results enable me to go for form6 as it will b a burden for my parents..still my siblings all went for form 6..i reali hope i can follow their pathway of study to0...here goes my choice of educations after the spm results out:
1)FORM 6...pray hard for it..reali pray hard to get in it..i noe the life throughout the form 6 will b damn hard and full of challenges...i heard may ppl suggesting colleges...i meant my seniors actuali..they say its faster..n stpm is hard...yea i heard it from my bro n sis that the teacher there don't reali teach us during form 6..they are like advisors actuali..,sigh..*pray hard*
2)MATRICULATIONS...actuali i thnk there is not much hope in it...as i heard that there is like 10% assigned for us like chinese n indians...n the rest for muslims..so *still hoping for a chance perhaps*
3)COLLEGE...errmm...as u can see its in the last column here....i reali hope i don't have to enter here actuali..its a burden to my family..i noe it..just look at the expenses im going to have to ask my parents to fork out for the tuition fess the antire the dorm n stuffs...i noe some college reali have the kind that we usuali watch in the movies..yea..its so much fun..but look again at the amount i guess i will b vomitting out rather than to burden my family...still its gonna b a choice if my results r bad...
*pray to GOD*
*sigh*reali hope that my results are not bad thou...sigh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

4:14 AM

tuesday orh

yeewww....today so sienz orh..zzzzz...hehe..i again felt asleep ler..swt nia..hehe....noti de staff orh...erm..today ntg much hapen orh..actuali thoguth wan bring popo go pasar malam o..she wan watch last episode de..so nevermind lo..nxt time lo^^now watching movie orh

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

3:56 AM

sorry

sorry ed ko...nvr knew bout the*story*..sori for not being there to console u or cherd u up...so sorry...ed ko...i treat u as ko..now n oways de..so whenever u not hapi or sad mui oso can lend u a shoulder de..promised

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:24 AM

another shocking news

*arrgghhh* wad now???i just got to noe sumthng..sigh...*he*is one of the member in gangster??wads all this about???where is the decent old godbro???all because of his family background??wads all tis??can't u dun involved in it???u noe wad??my cousin bro last time abit into tis de..now better d..changing d..cz of my mum's help..n wads this now??u're only 19 for heaven's sake....arrrggghhh/...so bad mood....i reali dun get it...*sobx sobx*i duno if i ever can face u again...peace off..let me go away from all this history history stuffs...forget bout the past..u're not supposed to join them ...*arrrrgggghhh*i hate smokers..i reali do...y u smokes??does it because of u're one of the gangs??gangsters??i dun fancy them either....y u're one of them???

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:34 AM

missing them

awww....so miss my families orh...reali love them so much...no families no me^^today working time ar..i too sleepy liao..hehe...i felt asleep a...wakakaka....so paiseh nia..xdd...but nt long nia la..keke...bad worker lai de..keke...today ar..i so sked lo..pity my doggie nia lo*cuppy*he got stucked..cant breathe...i thought it was sick..it was gasping for air n like very painstaking nia..i didn't noe them the rope was too tight at it neck till it coulnd breathe...arggghh///..
i reali got nervous...called my kakak go c it...she said tat rope la..so tight..fast fast longgar it...tat small pup a...*momo*hehe...damn noti n annoyed??perhaps a lil..kept on disturbing cuppy..raqr...pity cuppy oni...luckily i noticed about it...or else..i won't wan to noe either...love cuppy so much to0..n momo to0^^

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:28 AM

*headache..confused*

just gotten noe bout tis..what reali happening now??was i dreaming??just gotten noe tat every guys are the same..i thought tat *him* one of my gb..he is different..much more decent than the others..but i guess im a lil disappointed bout it..slightly?or part of it?*sigh*haizz..i thought nt every guys are like tis..shud i say so open minded?sigh...i nvr thought tat *him* oso the same..i noe this is the 20th century n everyone out thr..sorry nt everyone..part of them..are dam open minded..i noe ..i met some..but sorry to everyone out there..i admit im narrow minded n tats me!!!..i follow my families' advises..to us its a sin for doing stuffs tat are not supposed to b..i dun meant to offend anyone here ..so..im sori if i ever strucked anyone 's nerve..just belting out what i feel now...sigh*at last* its still ur own life..ur own priority i have no rights to stop u nor backstabbed u..so pls don't judge me as a backstabber or any other words for it..*phheeww*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

5:11 AM

show time

wht pose lai eh a??^^from left:hui ying,chermaine,me,jessica^^

Kelam kabut pose..haha...the groups of crazy frenx^^1,2,3,4,5

see tat?so better dun mess up wit us!!we are fierce!!we are strong!!hhaa..but ignore the background ppl orh.we all cheering over the fight ya^^haha...yen ping * daddee* vs jessica*maamee*..who lose who win??kaka

the group of funi n crazy girls^^

wooppss..*don't get me wrong yea..couples in action..errr...is partners in action..

*jess n ah goh* wad they doing arh?acting romantic yea??xdd..*cher n me*hehe..the person who tries to break them off^^wakakakaka..oppss..sorry wad i meant is the person trying to jeez them closer n u noe shot them wit thunder?hehe...n lastly *guleng n hui ying*another actress of coupling..wah..looks so xin fu???^^wakakakkaa
*laugh more live longer*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:58 AM

missing all those memories

during teacher teaching time..u c what are we doing thr??hehe..u noe whr am i ma??im the person sleeping thr..wakakaka...actuali im nt sleeping la..hehe..trying to hide from the camera la..^^v all play till so hapi orh tat day..

so miss those times...inside the

pic are:from left down...

Jessica,yen ping,gui ling n hui ying..

tall tall de us is me n chermaine^^*im tall orh^^

*happy school days*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:48 AM

look the room si full of stuffs....its so adorable...fancy having them o...hehe...but nvm la..my own fntasy room oso full of adorable stuffs^^*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

1:44 AM

Appreactions T0 my cute FreN

thanks baobei de edit...loves it..hope u dun mind o...but thngs aren't what u al thnk orh^^

baobei...thanks for everytime oso accompany orh..thanks for all the support..loves u

dar oso will support u oways de..dis year form 3 rite??kampate o

*dar will treasure every moment v share together in chatting^ngek ngek

*thanks for everythng...u are always in my heart baobei^^one of my goodfrenz

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:29 PM

lonely le

justnow around 5 sumthng in the morning already woke up le..see my family busy preparing to go out le..haizz...gonna miss them orh..they are heading to hongkong le..only b back on thrusday!!!almost one week le..reali gonna b very kelian le me..*sobx sobx*but hor..haha..in another way it sounds like i will b the lonely princess in the house le..haizz..*sigh*ytrdy sms non stop wit my new frenz o...wemt to pacific o..when up to find my besties at level 2..she's working thr...wah..great lo..she's the oni girl thr..open air shop la..hehe..shudn't i say she's luckily or bad luck?haha...then saw diok my schoolmate..she's selling hp n cameras?haha..terpaksa take her catalouge...then gave my fren c lo..he abit interested on one of the hp thr^^there goes another part of business around here^^then i sumore c diok my tablemate..she's dyed her hair..looks as usuali so sweet..so adore her^^then i somehow meet diok my junior to0...haha...she's cute lo.actuali i just say hi nia..then i ciao liao..then she say.."like tis nia a?"hehe...sori lo..i did promised to find her but evrytime oso kinda bz n follow mummy around ma..but at last i did went up to talk to her for awhile..haha..then oso meet diok my classmate..she's selling handphones..looks pro..haha...take sumtime for me to find tjhem de o...keke..niway reali hapi to c them around lo^^miss them so much nia^^but very qi kuai de lo.walk in a shop without looking at the products but the head kept on searching for someone o sumthng..haha...i reali gonna miss schooling in secondary school...n now im surrently missing my families..*sobx sobx*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:11 PM

hamper packing

now only i noe tat packing for hampers is not an easy job..wah...have to survey n survey..finidng the most cheapest ones..or suitables ones..wah..headache lo..now i reali do feel like an aunt..*swt* thinking n calculating..n re-calculate..*headache*wah...so many offers n discounts n im reali hin hin liao..want make it looks big n luxury..n wit burget..wah...i thought its easy..manatau..swt lo..sumore a..later wan packing gok a..wah..so many works lo..swt nia..niway..after looking at sum of my frenz de blog..started to noe how to make sumthng differs in the blogging page n sort of wordings..wah...sumore gt another new frenz...yuan lai he is from my gb de sch de..sumore noe them de..haha..even same class...wat a coincidence o..kla..brb...wan catch up wit sum calculations n surveys..swt

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

9:42 PM

EaGeR t0 g0 to0

o..tomolo part of my family members are going to hongkong ...me no go o...wuwuwuwuw...wit dad n popo n maid at home nia...haizz...who ask that toy fair oni allows ppl above 18 a...although im supposed to b 18 now.,my birthday not due yet..wah..so long gok..i gotta wait for another one year oni cn go le..T________T...sad sad nia..haizz...no choice..now im at office..doing some research on cheaper food..hehe...swt...i gotta choose the cheapest ones..my sis gave me a duty...to pack hampers for customers wit burget..so gotta get the biggest n cheapest suffs..what la..my bro say my sis is training me to b an auntie*!!!they sumore perli me a..what la..so bad de..T__________T ...when they go hongkong ..i will b very boring de o...so lonely n stuffs..but perhaps i got more time to on9 la..sigh*whatever la..haiz...btw..justnow got new frenz..now sms-ing wit me..whatever la..working time...later b back anytime le...haizz..
gonna miss them o...T______________T

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:10 PM

JuSt S0mE MeaNiNgFuL StaTeMeNTs

thngs aren't going to b the same anymore...
the moment u stand near me...
the moment u waved at me...
the moment u held my hands...
it's never gonna b the same again...
when our heart beats the same way...the same rhyme
u started to hold back..
u started to pause back..
u started to back off...
it's never gonna b the same again tis time...
those moments aren't going to b the same again.,.
yet,u kept on saying "no,u are wit me"
but those actions u shown me...
aren't the same anymore..
i waited n waited for the day for ur old self...
but i don't have the chance...
all it's because u have softly killed me...
with every words n actions u shown me..
slowly,i walked down the back alley....leaving you behind...
leaving everywhr...with all the memories with me...

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:05 AM

SObX

haizzz...today i got messed up sumthng o...haizz...asked my cousin bro dont smoke then he play play say other thngs a..i dunno la..mood swings then showed up black face lo..haizzz..mummy say im rude n stuffs...haizzz...thnking of the spm results makes me very nervous la...i worried la..wad if i didnt even gt an A leh.,..or if i gt fail sum subjects le..sobx...worry lo..how a??10 subjects total..wad if..ahhhhh...mummy say b optimistic..but i guess im into pessimistic le..T______T
sobxxxx

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

6:54 AM

countdown

wah..31st..i oso got working o...swt nia..haha..bt almost every year oso same de..v gt do countdown sales at autocity o..hehe..o many lengzai lenglui o..swt nia...bt today de environment nt very suit us de..sports car oso dun have de..oni gt improved protons..bt gt mini bike..so cute..sumore gt mr.bean car..
xdd so kawaii.hehe..btw ron ng gt cum o..bt hor i oso duno he cum jor a dat time..no sound de..even my bro they all oso duno bout his arrival..then like usual gt beautiful fireworks..narly wan write firecrackers..swt nia..haha...sumore gt a bit rain o...xdd..niway..happy new year o.
new year..new revolutions...new expectations..n the day is arriving..
chinese new year o^^yess

"You leave me SPEECHLESS, when you talk to me."

7:39 PM