Heart's Of BabYsNow♥

2010-07-27T03:12:00.000-07:00

Oh crap~

It's just a gap of 1 day's time and Im already back to the emo mood....
Shoo shoo... He's not even showing any gratitude and sorry for hurting me..
So, Why should I b feeling sorry and pity towards him??
Oh gosh~

Wad am I doing?
Lolx... my soft heart is atacking me... seriously...

Hate it!!!
In a bad mood and emo-ness...
Crap!!

2010-07-25T02:56:00.000-07:00

Officially....
After got scolded by " somebody"

Teng gonna call off this plan....
Teng gonna say...
" I give up ..... Goodbye!"

I shall make this the last memory already...

p/s: thanks to my besties WS,SY,SJ, n SQ for u all the support...love u all =]

Thanks for everythng...U're all my besties.... BFF's 4ever...n sorry for all the trouble

hope there's no regret....

lastly..the owner herself...

2010-07-24T23:26:00.000-07:00

Im a lil confused and depressed and in fact lost my study mood.. Im 100% clear of wad i am doing is absolutely wrong.. But, what can i do? Im so pissed off and totally out of the mood to do anythng.. At last , I managed to pump up my courage to send him a msg after for so long.. I sms-ed him bout whether will he be going for tkd on sat (24/7/10) ..he replied me he seldom attend tkd already... Then i asked him..,i managed to ask him..y would he delete me from his fb n msn...
Guess wad? His reply was a short one and simple yet, mean..." Coz I don admit tat i noe u"

My last replied to him was... "dec until now.. u duno me? wad bout those tat u nvr chatted with them b4? u admit them as ur fren but not me.. "

Yesterday -saturday (24/7/10)
i was on9.. and my fren WS to0.. i told her bout this... She told me that actuali she knew why he deleted me alrdy.. She told me... She went to ask KS bout Jk.. Ks told her .. Jk thnk v2 are not match and he dont know bout my stuff ....
Same reason.... " Wat did I do to make u felt like tis?"

Justnow morning -Sunday (25/7/10)
I was in the class with WS to0... We chatted awhile bout her outing wit her partner^^ (congratx) to her... ^^ im happy for her..seriously am...=] Then we did chatted bout JK... She told me...
"Actually, Ks felt that "he" still likes u.. He still gt feel towards u.. Cuz he cares bout u... " I was reluctant and I replied " who say?" Her replied " Ks told me tat "he" knew that u got band 4 for muet.. and is upset bout it..He told those sitting behind...to not to ask u bout ur marks... cuz u're unhapi bout it... And Ks said the prob is he has no confident of himself "

Based on these...
What do u think I should feel or do? I knew..practically and generally both of us is indeed not so match.. But, Who cares? As long as you know u like me.. and i like you... At least, We can improve together ... I wanna told him this face 2 face..but I never got the courage..

" JK... I know your weakness.. I know u're no faith of yourself..I know ur studies is bad.. I know ur temper is bad.. I know ur jealousy.. I know ur coward ,but basically only coward towards me.. I know ur bigger than me... I know... I know..Everything also I know... But, I don't mind all that..
Im not that perfect either... I know with my ability and appearance, I can get a better choice.. But, do you know what I want? What exactly I want? You love me for Who I am, So do I.. I love you exactly coz who you are... Can't you see it? Yes.. I admit .. At first, I thought v r impossible cuz of our differences ... But, Throughout our communication... I realised I wanted to b the one to b there when u're unhapi... or happy.... I wanted to b thr to help u in ur studies if I can... I wanted to b thr to tel u .. u're great. when u're lack of confident... I wanted to b thr when u nid sumone's support... At least, Let me know that U will change a little just becuz u love me.. Don't give urself excuses that u cant change... it's not u cant, is u're not willing to... JK... Shuldnt I say u stupid? Are u blind? The more u hide... the more u hurt me n urself... I know ur intention.. u hurt me just to make me hate u... I don't want all that.. Becuz of u..i hurt myself... I know I dont deserve all this... I reali do... Just like What I always tell Aec ge.. I know wad exactly i shud do... I know basically I can get over this ... Its me choosing not to give up... not to lose hope.. But, Why would u choose to give up? becuz of u..i risked a lot... Eg, my family.... But, why? the outcome is so disapointed? I wanted to hear from u that u're sorry... u're not gonna hurt me again... JK.. How can u possibly make promises to me and break all of them..?? every single of them!!! It's the 3rd time.. If u reli love me..How can u possible do this to me? U promised not to hurt me again...You promised that Im the only one.. You promised to tel me everythng.. You promised me not to boycott me again..!!! JK... wad r u doing?? "

Im such a coward... I can't even say any of this in front of him..not to mention dont even have the chance to confront him....

Goodbye... Im sorry... I've brought up so much of sufferings and sadness to u...

Goodbye JK... i wish u're happy everyday....

Goodbye....my first love....

goodbye...

p/s: Apologise to my beloved family...

2010-07-23T08:23:00.000-07:00

Today marks the 22nd day of grief...

of me towards him...

Today marks the end of all the griefness...

I shall end everything before its to0 late..

After all...

I knew that he loves me to0..

Yet, Under some comunication errors..

There's no way we can get any closer..

Perhaps he's rite..

After all..

Im always doubtful of myself for choosing him over the other..

Perhaps he's rite...

I've chosen the wrong person....

N at last.. Im really letting everythng go..

Teng promised Mr.W.K already..

That this will be the last time..

Im going to tell him tat im sad cz of Mr.J.k

2010-07-16T01:13:00.000-07:00

After so much of struggling....

I never got What i wished for.. nor does him...

At last...

Both of us finally decided to let go...

He deleted me from his every contacts...

Yet...

I managed to see this just before he reset his settings...

Which means...

this is the last time..

I can view his contents...

Yes,,, He is cruel..

Yet,

Deep inside..

I knew that..

He , too bleeds terribly...

The 1st time

The last time

In public...

I love you...

His last contents that i managed to see..

know we both tried,and gave and gave.
but in the end,u cant have what isn't meant to be,
u just have to smile and move on gently.
the harder it gets,as days goes by,just thinking his name,makes u cry.
perhaps meeting someone new helps u realize,
...u were always falling for the wrong type of guy.
moving on is easier but part of u never will,
he was your first love and part of u loves him still

Though I finally decide to let go.
But your taking a part of me with you.
A part that I'll never get back.
Its a piece of my heart.
No matter who replaces you.
...You'll be the one that that holds that piece.
So my heart will somehow always be empty.
And i know its impossible yet still i ask,
Can i somehow get that piece of my heart back?

2010-07-01T22:38:00.000-07:00

If you were in my shoes, do you thnk you can understand my current feelings?
I dont even know wad had happen..
Wad's the cause of all this..
Its the 3rd time u stabbed me in the heart...
Of everythng cn turn back..I wish I never met you..
So, I dont have to change myself for u,...yet, the results is so disappointing yet unbearable..
I wanted to you this..
"I hate you so much"

2010-06-17T02:33:00.000-07:00

I have no idea ..why would I be doing the same mistakes again and again..Where is the courage and inspiration coming from? I've got no idea.. Really confused.. Today, I skipped work. Stayed at home doing my RP with my two classmates, Kar chee and Woon See. We did run off from our RP and chat and play around with Facebook. That's no doubt. Kar Chee asked "him" to take the photostated RP of yong seah-another classmate's to my house. Honestly speaking.. I've got 2 mixtures of different feelings at the same time. Curious yet, uneasy. Weirdo me. After all... I saw his Msn Shoutout.. I really wanted to ask and confront him to get an answer. Yet, I've never got the guts to. Till justnow..
I've no idea where the bravery came from. I texted him via msn " actually i got something to ask you" He didnt respond and I texted again and said " It's ok. Nothing already" Im going insane. Im clear cut that he's not my cup o f tea. But, why do I have starnge feelings? Why? I dont want all this!!! Yet, He didnt take any initiatives nor actions if he is really repent of the things he did.

" Falling in love with you, is my fault"

" Rejecting you, is my wrong"

"Huring you,is Im bad"

" You hate me, is understandable"

Everything is done..

If I just simply can act like nothing has happen..

Then Nobody will know it...

The holiday is going to end

I've just dont want to go back to the school..

To face all this reality..

If I say Im ok..

Sorry, Im telling you a fake answer..

2010-06-17T02:20:00.000-07:00

Wednesday,

June 16 2010...

A memorable day..

For us all...

So-called 1st gathering for some of us..

A total of 10 Ex- convent Students..

All Glowing bright...

Some went for form 6, some went for colleges..

And some even when after working lives..

And, here we are...

All gather , safe and sound...

Gathered at Autocity- Ice Ice Baby..

It's really a memorable day..

Once lost..

Now found..

Once strange

Second close...

That all tie us together..

Is the closeness of bonds that is built in the word...

"Frenship"

The virtues..

This is a treasure...

That all of us shall treasure...

Nobody knows...

When is the next gathering will be..

Tomorrow? Tonight?

Next week??

Or even ,,,next year??

Nobody knows...

We shall put all those moments into memories

"Pictures are not captured for a beautiful tool...It's captured as a permanent memory"

To those...

Going for training...

Going tor new study life..

Going for new working life..

I hereby,wish you all..

"All The BEst"

It's as simple as that...

But, remember...

No matter where you are...

We shall be united and that's where we shall stand on^^

Muacks..Hearts u guys..

* YPSTTL* Our Past Initial Trio
* The Gang *

* Owner and her "play play" dadi *

*pretty Lads*

*Together We are United*

2010-06-14T20:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday my dad's birthday celebration was held in one of the restaurant in Chai Leng Park..

The food there was ok only...

There were about 8 of us...

I've got not so much of pictures to show up..

Below are some...

The cake..~taste not bad~

~different types of durian..Ah Tan's present for my dad~

Lastly,the owner herself..^^
~The dress for the night~

2010-06-14T01:37:00.000-07:00

I've got no idea ..

Why and how..

This can happen to me...

The feeling of lost...

The feeling of disappointed...

The feeling of drowsiness..

Suddenly, everything comes by...

It felt so empty and lonely..

Yet, so familiar and quiet..

I've got no idea..

How and when..

There's a spark of light...

Right in front of me..

There's a sweet yet, mystery voice...

Called upon me..

As thought,there's someone waiting for me..

Or,is it my illusion??

Or, Am I just dreaming?

I closed my eyes..

And,

Listened to my own heartbeats...

Its pumping very fast...

Really fast...

Everytime I heard the voice..

It's calling me again..

I felt it..

The feeling of warmth..

The feeling of closeness...

Yet, so far...

I opened my eyes...

In blurriness..

I saw a pair of hands..

Flawless, smooth pair of hands..

Held out to me..

As if calling for me to wakeup..

Yes..I heard it...

It's calling my name..

I can see the lights again..

It's very bright..

Slowly, I held my hand towards "it"

With a gush...

"It" pushed me out...

Yes..

Im out of the darkness..

Im no longer lonely..

Thanks to my Angel..

My mother..

*love u..for always being there for me..*

*even for the next generation..I wish Im always Your daughter*

*thanks*

*i know u're not going to see this*

*but,this is a poem..im writing for you*

*love u forever*

*more than anything else*

2010-06-14T01:07:00.000-07:00

Today's my Daddy's big day..

Should I wish him??

Yeah..It's weird...

I know..

But, What can I say...

Everyone has his/her own weakness in her/his glory life..

So..same goes to me...

I have to0...

*sigh*

To do or not to do?

MR.William Shakespeare once quoted..

Nah...

As if Im a poetry girl..

Anyway..

Am going to have dinner with my family tonite..

For HIs bdae...*smiles*

2010-06-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

this movie really made me cried a lot...T___T
u guys should watch it if you havent...
*thumbs up*
Xia Yi Zhan De Xing Fu
Autumn's Concerto

2010-06-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

I just logged on to facebook justnow..
I saw someone's status updated...
I should have congratulate him..
But, somehow..I got no idea why my heart ache...
I've got no idea whether is it because of the movie I am watching...
Or was it something else....
Its been some time since Me and Him being "strangers"
not even frenz, nor simple classmates...
We seemed much more like ignorant to each other...
avoiding each other most of the time...
He's status has already been updated into " in a relationship and it's complicated"
Should I go and congratulate him? or should I ignore it???
Why do I felt so...so...~
I just dont want this feelings...
Go away..
Leave me alone!!
I've got no idea why....
I texted my fren,SM...
Wanted to talk to her...
But,her hp got no credits....
*sighs*
Am I so stupid??
I wanna let go of this feeling...
The feeling of being weirdo and akward...
*sobs*
Contineu my movie...
It's a sad,romantic love story...
It made me cried a few times...
YEt, its good for me to release thou...
"Autumn's Concerto"

2010-06-13T04:42:00.000-07:00

Uploaded my

♥ Momo ♥ Darling's QQ pics...

His "hair" was long at that time...

Caused him hurt his eyes...

Pity him nia..*weeps*

Then ,sis suggested me to sacrifise my hair clips for him...

So I did..^^

Momo tried very hard to get it off..XD

But, its way to0 strong for him...

*giggles*

So, here are the photos...

Anyway, he has his hair cut already...

His eyes.. are really big^^

Adores him....

♥ Momo ♥ The Lil bro of ✖ Cuppy ✖

Lastly, the owner herself....

♥✖♀ღ Elaine ღ♂✖♥

2010-06-13T01:30:00.000-07:00

The 1st week of my holidae.. I've skipped my PP class...

I went to KL wit my mum n sis n also her fren..

He's also my mummy's staff worker..

I had a great fun wit them...

*hearts them*

overnite at my aunt's house...

Aunt and Uncle brought us to had our so-called supper...

Aunt called crabs for me...

And we shared..

*fully full*

That's where I had my first love for breads...

But,its fried bread^^

the next morning..

after dropped by at Joess jie jie shop...

My mummy's franchisor..

We seeked for shop for pedicure^^

And 3 of us...

did pedicure..

Its my 1st time

At first felt weird and akward ..

being treated by others

due to rushing of time...

she hurted my toes..

*weeps*

at night..

we drove up to GENTING to meet up wit uncle and auntie

checked in..

and then we separated ways..

me and sis and her fren,Steve gor

went to play...

haha...

had great fun...

Steve even helped me to earn a DINO back^^

then 3 of us'splay rounds..and exchanged a small DINO baby...

I guess..we spent around rm100++ for playing

then we had supper at MCD...

and me and sis "ta pao" KFC for mummy

when mummy came

she told us a bad news regarding our relative..

then at early midnite..

we drove back..

we didnt even slept in the hotel room...*sigh*

the ROOM was extremely big!!!!

can fit 10 person...

that nite was only for aunt and uncle..

bad news..

anyway...

i've got to pen down...

Will upload pictures when I got them out^^

LOved,

ELaine

2010-06-03T22:38:00.000-07:00

After all this while....

I reali thnk that I've been in the wrong class...

or perhaps school...

I've got accepted and rejected at the same time...

Boys or girls..

Its still the same...

Being human being after all..

with 2 eyes, 1 mouth and most of all "feelings"

How cum...

Some can unhesitantly hurt you wit heart...

Some unexpectedly show you with angers with no reasons...

Some even worst...

Plunk through our hearts with love yet... they are the ones cut our heart apart...

And those quietly... stares at you wit hopes...

that you might wan to know them...

Im serious about being caring and friendly towards all of them

yet... sadly..

I ended up being hurt and at the same time hurting people...

After all...

Being caring..is it a crime???

Its always been there in me...

Should I abandon the virtues of being caring??

Let me know!!!

I hate those that hurts me!!!

Yet, I hate myself for hurting them...

Its not like me being myself after all!!!

Luckily its already holiday..

Or else...

I gotta shed my face from them...

I wanna hide myself!!

Get them out of my mind!!

Rip them apart...

As if...

I can....

*cross my fingers*

Just crapping at here...

Wanna go to have my lunch already...

Btw..today is Teacher's day celebration..had fun wit classmates thou

Today is the end of our mid year exam

Starts of our sem break...

End of me being caring and sms-ing so much

Starts of me being phobia of guys...

Again!!!

So long

pen down...

2010-05-31T05:55:00.000-07:00

Never forgive people that once hurt you...

Never shall we trust people the person that betrayed us...

Never shall we forget the pain that they give us...

Yet, the soft heart beneath always control our heart...

To decline all the above...

Making us failure towards all the above ....

Shall I say Im stupid after all...

*sigh*

2010-05-31T04:03:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned, Im posting up the photos of my form teacher's photos^^

Sweet memories ♥ them lots...Muakxs

My lovely classmates... All not ready...

The 4 Birthday girls...from left Shymala, Pn Shoba, Mei Theng and Suei Cheng

The birthday cake.. *sad* I didnt eat ..cuz its fruit cake

We were singing birthday song for them^^

* ta--- daaaa*

Our "card" made by Kah Cay for our teacher

2010-05-31T03:38:00.000-07:00

Im free already from my mid year exam...

after all the enduring sleepless nights...

At last, Im free....

I breathe slowly and pants softly...

For the whole afternoon..

I was in a relax mood...

Relief mood..

Till when I read thru my fren's post at fb..

And I saw a person commented there...

Then only I realised..that "tat person"..

Stole my mood away..

I was like ..H.u.R.t

Totally no mood and speechless..

The post was something about a stupid girl accepted a bad boy... and my fren felt sad for the girl..

from this post..there's something fishy there...

I really wanna cry out and confront tat person...

But, Its no longer useful...

I reali wanna say...

"Hey you!! I H.A.T.E U!!"

But, deep down ...

i LOSE!!!

i cant make myself even think of hating anyone...not to mention "tat person"

I have no idea why and how...

Enduring the pain and keeping my heart silent ...

Its like killing me softly and slowly yet CRUELLY!!!

Nothing can explain the feel that Im having rite now!!

I really wanna hide myself in the corner...

Being invisible rite now!!

*weeps*

the owner herself....

2010-04-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

Counting down the days to my MUET test...

ok let me count rite now..

I have exact 1 day and the half..

erm..roughly 29 hours 25 minutes...OMG!!!

Hey Peeps...

Im freaking nervous here...

Im retaking my test...
And I dont wanna flunk it!!

Erm..actually I did not flunk my MUET test...*blush*

The results is just not what I wish for..

I meant that *shakes head*

Erm.. Band 4 is actually good...

Seriously...

But, I simply wanted to get a Band 5...

Yeah..Im aiming high..

*just trying my luck*
Why would I be blabbing about me being nervous??

The reason is very simple..

My language ability is downgraded...

Seriously...101% Im serious..

Just like what I mentioned earlier...

"My Mandarin improves... My English DOWNGRADES"

Good news? Or Bad news??

* heads down *

HALLLLOOOO!!!

Im retaking..yet!!!!

I have no tuition..no exercise..no study groups!! No nothing!!

So, How can I achieve my target???

Im shaking!!

Depressed!!

Stressed!!

What else???

T___T

And,im wasting my time here again!!

*crossing my fingers and pray hard*

By the way,
My day in the school was fine..

I've got some "live" walking sticks..haha...

Basically my dearest friends...

We had a great day.
Celebrating 4 super star's birthdays..

APRIL BABIES..

* Pn Shoba.. Sue Qing, Shymala & Mei Theng *

How lovely..

Our class was crowded with laughters..

We snapped photos..

But,say real..I dont think so..

That I wanted something like this on my birthday

It's way TOO embarassing!!!

So,people!!

Im telling u first..

Save your pockets!!

*winks*

*cross my finger that NO funny looking photos of me being posted up in FB*

But, I promised..

I wont forget all of the "princes and princesses" of 6 A2^^

MUAKss..♥ all of u!!!

If I ever got the copies...

I will post them up...
And, Lastly...

The Blogger, herself..

2010-04-19T21:26:00.000-07:00

Forgot to mention about my current ✖Injured condition ✖

Let me start it off...

Saturday (Our School sports Day)

Everything went quite smoothly.. Most of us were in charge in helping the teachers there...

The events all went smoothly to0.. Witnessed our school students running and performing..There were the marchings, teacher play and the TKD show...

I had fun with my classmates to0.. spent most of the time with my besties,See Jien..

Then we managed to sneak away partial time and helped around with my the other groups of friends, M.Theng, S.Yen, En Gie, G.Ting, W.See, C. Yee and M.Shin... Then we rested in the classrooms.. I've even got "perli" over some matters ...where they caught me watching "something".. nah.. forget bout it..

Then we had our account tuition... It's been a busy day for me and them...
The incident occurs after my tuition..its evening.. Im just back from the tuition class not long...

This was how it all happened:

I went my bedroom.. Walked towards the balcony.. Chit chatted with my "kakak" .. then I just walked in back to my bedroom!! It's so simple!! I've got no idea why and how..when I accidentally kicked my bed's side.. and ended up having the broken piece of wood stucked at my toes... "Disgust with pain" !! At first I thought it was just being put in between the toes..so i tried to get it out and to realise its inside.. And then the rest is history!! Thanks to my "kakak" for helping me to pull it out and pushed the dirty blood out!! OMG!! It's freaking pain!! I cried!! no doubt!! Then, my parents and my sis drove me to a clinic to wash the wound!! And I got myself an injection!! The doc said its to0 deep.. T___T

Till now.. I cant walked properly..Really needs a walking stick's help!! I missed my Sunday's tuition and Tuesday's school day..Luckily Monday was a holiday.. SIGH!!!
Now, still in pain and needs people's support to get downstairs.. I cant wait to see my day in the school tomolo(Wednesday).... *cries*

__What a bad luck Saturday___

I dont want to get a long scar at my feet!!! *OUCH*

Seriously, With my fair skin..Its so obvious with a long scar at there!!!

And another thing, seriously, there's a hole right now in between my toes...!!! YIKES!!

I will just stop here..actuali i have some pictures...
But, no idea whether to post up or not..

Lastly,the blogger herself....

Being self-obsess again..^^

2010-04-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

Its been some time since my last update in here.. No doubt that my page is getting more and more rotten and full of ferns or whatever mushrooms..

There's so much that I wanted to voice out... Simply to0 much and even in a few days ..sitting in front of the pc typing..I wouldnt even finish voicing out my feelings rite now
So,Let me introduce the new me with newly update and editted pics.. Its much more easier to describe the situation..

Yeah..My new look.. My new image is being emo... So going to b emo... No more guessing.. Im currently having a shattered heart.. There's a missing puzzle in the heart.. But, Im sure time can help me to search back the missing part.. Having tonnes of stress for upcoming MUET test..

You hear me right.. yes!! I retake!! For Heaven Sake.. I retake!! *sigh* Actually, Im regretting right now.. I seriously got influenced by my current school's condition and peer pressure really works its way on me.. My mandarin IMPROVES ... my english DOWNGRADES!!! Oh great!! LOL.. The test falls on the Saturday this month!! So, I've just have to cross my fingers and pray hard... I simply do not want to get back the same band..or even DECREASE the band.. I've got a Band 4 right now... *prays hard* if I can ever get back my usual English level..to either maintain the grade or increase it to *pls..let it b band 5* SIGH!! and my MID YEAR test is coming up..

I dont want to wait for the dying day.. but, Im freaking lazy!! Oh gosh!! Can somebody wake me up from my fairytales daydreams???? OH MI GOSH!!!

*Pens down*

Teng Teng

2009-12-31T03:00:00.000-08:00

Thursday,31.12.09

Im back to blogging again..today is the last day to remark the year 2009...

New Year Ahead,New Revolution,New Beginning...

N not to forget...its mean the starting of the everything...

All the memories happened in the year 2009...

will remain as memories already..

1 year past...

im not going to admit im "older 1 year"...xD

so let me start it with morning...

wokeup quite early this morning..around 6 sumthng..

ya..no corrections..its early morning..not 6pm k?

n Heaven's sake..i slept at 1++ in the morning ystrdy..almost 2 perhaps

so,i wokeup tis early is because im heading to the PG airport

my mummy n sister are flying to KK..

i meant Sabah

yaya..they have sum "business" to deal at there..

sigh..this year countdown..without them

*sigh*

what to do???=(

anyway....im spending my countdown time at home...

bro went out with his frenx..

perhaps heading to Sunway Carnival Mall

frankly speaking...

in actual fact..im suppose to b counting down there to0..

*yawns*

my collegue did ask me...sigh

cant..

*teary eyes*

but,nevermind...

good sign..as im spending my time wit my lovely dear popo

so,who know's maybe 2010..my relationship wit dear her..will be closer??

keke...*smiles*

love her so much!!!

*hugs her tight*

BTW...gonna miss my beloved mummy n sister!!!T___T

cant wait to see them on the 4th of JAN...

why is it so long ??

oh ya..people..i change my hairstyle..

after redo my hp...will upload the new hairstyle pics..^^

hope its nice n suitable for me like wad they praise^^

ystrdy happened sumthing..

made me realised..

im reali very fragile...

i tend to protect other's feelings..i abandon my own feelings..

am i so soft hearted??

its very hard for me to even judge myself now

i can simply blame myself for everything...

how insane am i....

but,i've learnt a meaningful lesson..

bt,its also a new phobia for me for the days ahead

especiali in school times..

hope everything goes smoothly...

*hides myself at the corner*

let me pen down here,

Elaine

2009-12-28T02:33:00.000-08:00

MISS MY FRENX...FROM ST MARK,CONVENT,TUITION AND ETC!!!HEARTS U ALL..PICTURES TAKEN B4 2010

Sheue Lih n Me

Saw Yen, Me n Mei Theng

Sue Qing,Saw Yen n Me

Sin Wei n Me

Engie n Me

See Jien n Me

Yen Ping, Me n Sin Wei

Me n Shammilah

Mei Xing n Me

May Ling n Me

will upload more

2009-12-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

to0 much of memories to0 be written out...

recent outing.. before xmas was my outing wit Serene jie n Ah Tan sifu to MengKuang Dam

so i will just like pictures do the talking^^

the rainbow^^

while jogging...there is soft little rain..so me n serene jie shared an umbrella^^

anyway...mr.sifu..insisted to bring us for DIM SUM

after the jog!!!!

LOLX...i wanted to exercise to diet...

i stopped here then...

will update soon...

2009-12-25T23:11:00.000-08:00

OMG!!!! my blog is officially dusty n smelly nw!!!!

i really nid sumtime to reconstruct it..before it got rottens...xD

so many events been happening...no matter happy or sad...t0o much...meanwhile...MERRY XMAS to everyone out there...n awaits for the coming blooming properous NEW YEAR!!!!

24th december 2009

Xmas Eve...

everyone's busy wit the upcoming xmas...so after work..me,bro,sis,mum n sis's fren..went to have dinner at KAPITAN rite opposite the sbrg jaya BILLION...after dinner...

they dropped us off at SUNWAY CARNIVAL MALL....

i companied my bro to search for his xmas gift..^^ met n so called "bumped" into Steven Ko..n his so called "gal- fren" xD....they went to watch movie n countdown^^ so back to me n my bro...we walked around searching for gifts..n people around thought v are couple xD

especiali when v walk to search for my gift..he gave me a belt^^ i wanted it..xD...love him loads...then met up wit Sky..my sifu..he drove us back..and the incident in the mall was exciting..but kinda long to describe..so before went home..we dropped by at MCD's..my gosh!!fully booked...so we gt our orders and into the car...super duper clumsy me...i spilt the whole milo inside the car floor...So embarassing!!!!... yaya...that's so humiliating..im so sorry to mr.Sky for his generosity t0 treat me.. TQ anyway...back home..everyone was busy wit packaging theirs gifts!!!noisy n hot!!1 xD just like i mentioned...it was tiring but exciting...i slept at around 3++am..talking wit bro..n there's sum big mistake that i've made..i'm so idk!!! ouch!!! heart sickening!!!T_______T

25th december 2009

Xmas big day!!!

to0 much to describe..and time is limited...will describe further wit pics at the next log on^^

but i wish every xmas day upcoming will b the same...

" Xmas has been my family's tradition..and v celebrate it everyone although v r not Christians..

our celebrations for Xmas is not simply celebrations for the sake of Xmas...but Tis celebrations meant a lot to me n my family...I love the to bits...and till the end of the day^^ i wish that every xmas day...we will gather like this and celebrate it together...no matter hw busy v r...we will gather together...even when v r all grown up...families shud cum first^^ muakx...love u all lots..forever n ever^^"

just like wad my sis mentioned..."Even in the future...when any one of us having bf or gf...we shall all gather together..as FAMILIES comes first..n the rest cums 2nd...and v shall ask our significant half to join us to grow the family bond together^^ ...."

it's so MEANINGFUL!!!!

n i Hearts them and every one of them...

HUGGIES n MUAKX....

Merry xmas to everyone of u out there n ur beloved ones^^

lastly,the owner of the blogger herself^^

the recent me^^

2009-09-20T19:39:00.000-07:00

MUSIC

wad is music to everyone??or should i say wad is music to me?

im an average pianist...

do i reali love playing piano??

again~ music...wad is it mean to me?

music is a combination of notes...treble clef,bass clef ,alto clef and others...

sometimes accompanied with sharp,flats or natural one..

black keys or white keys...

easy or hard..

long or short...

thats the general opinion of whats a music with piano like..

what i feel n understand about music...

music

a way to release stress and express my own feelings..

sometimes when im sad...usually i will play sad songs...

in actual fact..i shudnt have played the sad ones..

WHY??

the more i play the sadder i will be..

isnt it so simply??

whenever im bored or angry...

piano will stand still ....

allow me to express my feelings...

piano the music instrument..

has since becum one of my part...

however...i have no deny..

that i am yet to search my true soul in piano..

time will let me learn more about myself with my piano...

love her lots....

to bits...

baby snow...xiao xue...with her piano..baobei

2009-09-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

Hey..im finally back..after my blog had been monopolised by mushrooms..XD

Firstly...*ahemx* being so formally pula..XD
wish u guys Happy Raya n to most of us~HAPPY HOLIDAES!!! yESH!!!
ok la..with sympathy...i will miss u guys my clazzmates..XD

let me start of wit my classmates...
A lot of "princess" n "princes" in our class6 B2
XD...im "one " of the "princess" XD
im glad that i have make up good frenship bonds with most of them...
my tablemate, See Jien ..a nice girl...can say..most of the time v were together.. bt nt clinging arms with arms yet..XD v r both "goody" prefects...XD
the Gang.. Guat Ting, En Gie & Shi Yee...
sumhow...guat ting..the xiao mei mei.... En Gie the ta jie...XD Shi yee?? erm...no name yet...thou at 3 of them..i kind of more close wit Gie n Ting..yesterday Ting gave me a new nick..lolx!!! Xiao Xue...~small snow?? Adui...hehe..so end up calling each others wit the "xiao"
....Xiao Ting....Xiao Qi....Xiao Xue....Xiao Jien...XD.....
the other GROUP....consist of Chia Joe,Sue Ching,Sheue Lih,Woon See,Mei Theng,and Saw Yen
All this "mei nu"....always chit chat n "ha ha" at my class mia...my class full of their laughter mia..class grow lively cuz of them^^ thou...Joe...my "shoe stealer" keke...Sue the Qing qing..KEke...Saw yen the slow n cute wan...and the rest also...
my classmates Indians...LALA group..XD
Shymala n Shammilah...the other is vizhalah..sori..can rmb how to spell...
Shammilah..currently same duty with me...quite small cutie...
Shymala the monitor..n Vizhalah the oways absent one..XD
n for the boys...
got sori if i mispell ur names..
Kar San,assistant monitor...Ang Chui,Yong Keong,Jin Kuan,Hong Jie,Kah Chee,the assistant head prefect,Zheng Lin,(Chin Pei,Chee Tat,Yong Seah,and another one..reali sori...i cant rmb the name....) the 4 ta tian wang..XD....
not to forget..my good good fren..Kar Chee...nonit to mention about her much..cuz she's my old fren....and the others are...Yi shuen, Afiqah,Kah Cay,Meng Ting(the tall girl),Swee Min,Mei Xing and another new girl..sori im short term memory..LOLX!!!!
ok la..happy holidaes..
gonna miss u all...

stop here first...

Lots of Love,
baby Snow...Xiao Xue.....

2009-08-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

Nowadays my mind seemed so blank and uncertain..although it is not really black or white..i have no clear mind on whatever thing i am doing..i have no idea in wad am i thiking about..
Studies?? ermm..not reali .. Holidays?? not reali.. Friends?? ermm...perhaps a little.. Love?? o.0!? Families?? yeah..always do.. School?? nah...Work??errr..perhaps... I have really no idea what has been playing with my mind... something got stucked there..but im not sure what it is...
I have always been uncertain about my own life.. Just like what I used to think about life after death...does it reali exist?? I reali have no idea..and nobody know anything bout them.. Im worried actuali.. not bout anything but losing my families... I adores them to bits.. Erm...lets not talk bout tis...I dont wanna go down to teary eyes again.. Back to studies... Im kind of worry bout my accounts.. I cant reali cope with it... Back to the last.. There is no account tuition other than Mdm Gan...everyone go there...lolx... sigh...no escaping...but my schedule cause me some minor problem... I dont really know la.. back to justnow...
I guess I make a major mistake..during my converse wit Mr Bear..erm... kind of simply talk.. talk nonsense..hope he dont reali mind..and think that im just kidding bout "it" .... Single now...is the best la..haha... Dont wanna get tangle again.. although i never really get involve wit one... i dont have the 100% trust in love actually...had a converse wit mel mei..she advised me..that love is oways there...true love is out there...but no idea..im a little doubt it..haha..
anyway.its late already..i better go get some sleep..tomolo nid to wakeup earlier than usual...so ciaozz...

POsted By HeartLess BaBy sn0w...

2009-08-23T20:46:00.000-07:00

its been sumtime since my last update^^
anyway...hereby wish everyone HAPPIE HOLIDAES!!!!
n oso HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY 2 DEARY FRENX...
_"YIN LAN"_ & _"SHEUE LIH"_
MAY GOD BLESS U 2^^
STAY HAPPY OWAYS^^
STAY HEALTHY^^
STAY PRETTY N CUTE^^
FRENX FOREVER^^

i've just finished my grade 7 practical piano examinations which was held on the 21st august 2009 at Sunway Hotel..my examination took place at 12.22pm noon...was examined by Mdm Heather Bricks..A nice,friendly examnier... thought my performances was not very satisfying..hopefully she will at least let me pull through it..*im crossing my fingers for the results* the next mission is get a prefect DUET piano song...the song that me n my dear, En Gie gonna perform for our Form 6 dinner...actuali Kc asked me to perform solo..erm..basically almost every year..im surely to perform something with piano for school activites..since my secondary school started..adui..haha..for a shy person like me...i will tremble like a leaf leh...the other day..im so unprepared when my fren Kc suddenly pulled me to the piano n asked me to play for them..tat time actuali was my fren ,Mt playing de...i reali nervous lo..even Sm can see my hand reali shaking de lo...haha...sia sui..wad to do leh...they all looking at me mia wor...so i was playing through memory the song entitled "Marriage De Amour"....but i didnt successfully played the whole song...as i tend to forget when i got nervous..haha...so hopefully i can perform perfectly with my fren for the dinner...Kc wanted me to perform solo n duet ...aikx...she look to0 highly on me ade la..haha...ok la..i stopped here first..wanna prepared to go to work already^^*everyday chatted wit Mr C..kind of friendly n nice guy^^ but noti....haha..hopefully he dun sees tis* *blinks innocently*keeke..wakaka

pens off,
Baby Snow

2009-08-13T03:31:00.001-07:00

blog under construction..

2009-08-13T02:02:00.000-07:00

Life is so unpredictable...

I wish everythng is the same as before...

Life is short and simple...

Thou people do face menaces throughout the journey..

It is how people learn to strive...

learn how to aim..

learn how to think...

learn how to solve...

but,sum fail..

sum success..

How can we know??

Even when a person works hard..

He/She is nvr been promised a place in the "honour"

Never been so unsure ...

About my Own LIFE...

Its so unpredictable..

A minute past..

without me noticing it..

without me realising it..

that Im losing my pathway...

In a week's time..

I have received 2 shocking news...

About my relatives..

short n far distance

never do us apart..

yet,"health" is the promising breaker..

I pray to GOD..

He/She be safe...

Live long with harmony...

no sufferings..

PLS...

2009-08-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

its been ages since my last update..kind of lazy to on9..the older happenings..im lazy o repeat them already...currently im having my first so-called examinations lo..yesterday first day..had my "fantastic" account..oh man!!!so freaking hard!!!im so worried that i might flunk it sumhow!!!T___T today had my PP(pengajian perniagaan) erm..not bad..can pass^^ read it last nite...at least i got the questions alot read before..GLAD!!!hehe...last week our school form 6 ekonomi...Pn Vijaya(if im not wrong) organised n brought us to visit Cawangan Bank Negara...sumhow lots of people brought their electronic gadgets along...*sigh* i shud have brought mine to0...keke...anyway...it was kind of a boring trip thou...LOLX!!!my class oni prefects were brought along..priviledges!!!keke....i thought we were brought to tour in the bank negara..mana tau..we were sitted at a hall ..hear the man talk nia...lolx!!!the worst part is...tat guy asked me n my fren helped to distribute the bag n catalogues..causing me wit no place...!!!!me n SJ booked places in front de...the teachers la...Sat our places!!!...actuali is SJ's place...then her book at my place...my book is at another indian place...T_______T....SJ sat my place...sigh...i pula./.from infront go till last end dere..T______T
i noe i shud ask SJ give me my seat..but she ade sat there...n she sumore said"i oso duwan de ma..my book been put at ur seat" =.=!!! put nia ma..its still my seat
bt nvm la...duwan kira la..my fren mer...adui...anyway...been chatted wit my qq fren,chris(bear bear)XD he would have make sure me been beaten!!!keke....almost everyday oso sms-ed lo...
did sms-ed wit my junior...JK!!!erm...not bad la him..but he owe me sumthng...HNG!!!blek..just dun let him see tis..keke...or else..at school i duno wad hapen to me lo...XD.....
okie la...miss blogging..but im having exams mer..but to0 lazy to read up...so i stopped here ya..^^

Written by,
Suet Teng
(xue ting)

2009-07-30T03:09:00.000-07:00

I MISS U ALL SO MUCH ORH!!!!MY BESTIES!!!

Sori i have never reali mention about u guys!!

hope u dun mind...hearts..

they are the one that i have shared and poured in

happiness and sadness..

but of course..

some not tat much..yet,some too much^^

still i adores u all...may GOD bless u all now and forever..

1)Chermaine Ooi

~she's the one i reali poured most of my thing...

no matter happy o sad,i know i can count on her..

she's a lot taller than me..

we always called n tease each other as the *babi*

i miss it..*sobx* actuali me and her kinda have the bond

tat i cant reali explained in words

i've have seen her crying n im the oni one there wit her...

*prouds*..we shared sum infos that perhaps sum duno..

i've tried her cook...haha...n she helped me in preparing those

i wont forget the memories tat v share...

i know her secret..n she knows mine..

thanks for everythng..

the bond tat i shared wit u..

i reali cant explain it here..

and couldnt have finish explaining them thou..

anyway...i wish u luck for ur college life...

and i wish..can meet u soon^^hugx..

miss ya lots

2)Yen Ping

okie..firstly,she's my so called play play "dadi"..haha...

she called me lui lui...

v have strong bond to0...

she jokes a lot and cracks up most of the time

although she has her own weaknesses,

v managed to pull thru...

she's oso the person tat will cum to my needs

v do have secrets tat v share to0..

most of the time..

physical contact..haha..no negative thinking..

i meant huggies..i have shared a lot wit her^^

but of course the pure and frenly way..

thanks for everythng to0..

im glad to b part of ur besties and ur "lui lui"^^

huggies..

i meet u so little..haizz...every twice??sigh

lucks to u orh^^

3)Melisa Cheah

She's my closest godsister..ok..v r not sworn ones...

but v do share a strong n close bond...

sumtimes i reali felt v do seemed like real sisters

i have lots of sweet memories wit her...

throughout our frenship,i learnt many things thou she's younger

than me..but of course..

learnt the good things and threw the bad

v hugged a lot to0..

v shared sadness and happiness to0..

its been sumtime since v have been godsisters..

but v often kept in touch thou nt everyday..

thanks for everythng to0..

im glad tat u're my godsister^^

huggies

4)Sin Wei

She's the oni besties tat i have argued a lot wit..

haha..wad to do??

anyway..v managed to pull thru..

she's the one tat often tensed me in education..yet,

she said tat im the one giving her the pressure..

v do shared a lot...

thou v even shared transport...haha

I cant explain much bout our frenship as i suddenly got blank

but i know its sort of cuz v shared too much to0..

thanks for everythng...

i meet u once a week...

n hello..

its so so so little!!!

take care orh

5)Ms Lee

She's my senior and i knew her not to say very long and

not to say very short...

but She's a gud fren..

She worked for my mother...

but i clicked with her seemed so smoothly...

deduct the age differ..

i can reali communicate well wit her^^

she's my advisor and...

my gud fren

Tq orh^^

6)Pui Lai

v have been frenx since primary school..

but not many times v shared the same class..

she's a quiet person...

yet,she's a kind n sweet girl...

v speak the same mother tongue..

If i need help..im sure she will b there for me to0..

hey,she's fair ...

haha..

thanks orh^^

7)Kar Chee

She's my ex tablemate...

She shared a lot of her stories with me...

She's a kind n vulnerable girl..sori to mention about it

but i know she knows to handle well

and she communicates well..

she's simple n nice..

thou sumtimes...

in sum "love" thing..

i hope she wont get cheat...

sori to mention bout it..

but girl..

thanks for everythng^^

BUT, my best best bestest fren is my BELOVED FAMILY!!

n many many more......................

im tired already..will continue next time

sori if i have forgotten any of ur name here..

huggies..

n best of luck to everyone..

sori for every wrongs that i have done..

take care

miss u all...

Huggies,

Teng Teng

aka

Elaine

2009-07-30T02:56:00.000-07:00

sorry for the late post up....so many to b said but im kinda lazy already..so i just start with today..today is kind of an unlucky day for me at school...i kind of forget to bring a lot of things today..make me reali so desperate to ask for help!!!sigh...firstly,i forgot to bring my muet so-called group essay to school..i wrote tat yesterday nite..and i left it at my bedroom..sigh..no doubt its my own fault..secondly,i forgot to bring my PA graph book and PA graft textbook!!!i was reali so nervous the whole morning...same like my fren,SL..she same with me..forgot..she seemed much more tense up as she seemed to forget more things than me this particular day...sigh..thirdly,i forgot to bring my pencil and pen..took up some and forgot to put them back..u see...one day already three things..one more last thing..my fren,SL cried tis morning..as she's so tensed up and yet,another indian girl sort of *lepaskan geram* on her...im not so sure bout the whole thing..me n my fren,KC did try to stand up for her..but not reali scold her la..what i seemed to know is...this indian gurl sort of told me tat maybe cuz she got so stress up after the dunowhoseniorprefectsaidher...zzz..sort of lame excuse..in short,*u* have let ur stress on SL a..sumhow..this is reali nt rite...!!!hey,me n SL also prefects mer..in fact, both of us have posts...so cant u see that v have much more to frustrated about???LOLX!!!anyway,i dont wanna talked bout this already...back to my naughty but *kind* junior but hello...he's my ex leader!!he's my school's ex assistant head prefect!!haha..he lead me mia ma..so i respect a bit lo..he's kind of fun..always tease my *cute* name..adui..so..mr JK..u better becareful ya!!!haha...anyway..frankly speaking..i enjoyed teasing u around to0!!hope he dun sees this..ok la..i praise u abit la.u're a bit....abit handsum lo^^ ..haha...sorry i forgot to mention about my new tablemate...SJ...she's a fun and friendly girl thou sumtimes made me tensed up..but SJ im glad u're my tablemate^^....exams coming....OMG...oh ya...been close wit Mr C....my so-called senior..sms-ed a lot dis few days...erm..a week d a??haha....dun let him c dis...or he will beat u me d..keke...^^ but he like to bully me mia...XD....

BaBy Snow

~falling snow~

2009-07-17T21:38:00.000-07:00

Its been since ages since the last update..My school new system reali made me felt so tired n frustrated...so let me start it with yesterday...>>>>

Friday,17 July 2009
my school has tis kind of hari kecergasan...the whole school been assembled at the field there...oh man..v got this kind of sports day...sort of...people said it was due to the education minister and health minister's suggestions...OMG!!v got to do sum aerobics..for almost 2 hours..but the best part is...v got to see the teachers at the stage there dancing...haha...so cute...especiali one of the malay sir...chubby guy..XD...*winks* then there is this malay teacher...she's very active..keke...me n my bunch of frenx were like...*closing back our opened mouth*...when a boy is invited up to the stage as he's so into the aerobic..and guess wad..he lead us to wad song??...*applauses*.. MJ's song...n he kept on wit his dance steps..haha...n wad was it already...oh ya..bout us closing back our mouth is because..there is this malay teacher...whom i mentioned her as active...she imitated the boy...haha...beating at the same rhythm as the boy for quite a moment...haha...every was like...*points at her*....is tat reali a teacher??hehe...too bad...i didnt bring my hp o camera there...as if i can..Xd..and being the goody so-called *prefect*..i did do sum aerobics there...*evil grins* only when teacher walked near us..haha..was sweating like rain...then v have sum form 4 girls doing sum cheerleading..*toots*boys n girls like ...grouped in front..even under the sun...me n my fren..SJ to0...but nt as into it as the *boys*..i guess they r not looking at their dance steps...*grins*..then v had a wushu performance..Honestly speaking..me n SJ preferred the latter...then the whole thing ended...v got our break for almost an hour...but me,SJ n SM didnt went for break first..and another special thing between us 3...the initials...ST*me*,SJ*the girl sitting beside me*,SM*the girl sitting behind me*...we went to seek for the counsellor..yaya... V r the problem child...hehe... and in fact 2 problem prefects n 1 problem ex prefect...XD...then we rushed for our meal..10.30am..announcement was made to ask *us* prefects to go to sum wad ktv room ..for our AGM prefects...LOLX...that's my so-called first prefect agm attended..and the raccial riot happened here...the majoriti prefects were indians..im not complaining anythng..and i duwan to put the whole thing in this blog..in case anybody here blackmouth me back..but at least..im just confessing my dissatisfactory...for the entire lower six..most of the chinese already resigned..left us..the 6 chinese..ST*me*, SJ,SL,KC,JY, n GL...lolx..all the initials..LOLX!!!v reali preferred the post being chosen by our cniors..actuali our post everythng was already been chosen by the cniors..but the discipline sir wanted us to have the "undian"..lolx..tats y it ended up having racial riot..MAN!!!its so unfair for us chinese...LOLX!!!!anyway..wad to do??at last..6 f the chinese..5 got the post..oni one didnt get..pity my fren,SJ...btw..me n SL got to b the juruaudit...lolx...i better pen off now..before...i reali spilt the whole dissatisfactory at here...=/

Baby Snow

2009-07-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

Me before cut hair....*innocent* me...wakkaka...=P

At Bro's ro0m

My dreSS

Me At wOrk

Hiding the mystery with a smile.

ღ♀♂ è£aìÑè

2009-07-13T02:47:00.000-07:00

my mother's new opening outlet shop at times square has already past...its on the 10th july 2009...a new and beautifully decorated shop...its a toy shop if anyone here dont even know about it..the name is LAFONIS EDUCATIONAL SUPPLIES SDN BHD....selling all sorts of educational toys,kindergarten equipments,furnitures,and playgrounds...or if u wanna view our website..go ahead...www.lafonis.com.my.....anyway...im currently kind of busy so didnt upload the pics yet...yesterday was the last day offer for our opening 3 days offer^^....and...yesterday was my first time meeting my on0 de sha gua ge^^...ngekx...edward^^yea....surprisingly...
he told me he was at times square to0...never thought will bounce diok..keke...he was a bboy to0..watching those bboy competitions...great dances^^...i watched some..with my mum...sms-ed wit ge...and at last..noticed dao each other..haha...ahemx..guai kia look..hehe..i noe ler..the inner side..keke...^^..anyway...just wanna say.."Ge,nice to meet u....after 2 and half years known...at last...v meet dao first time..keke..."so special of ge...ngekx..ok ler...anyway...i think i still misses her some time..bt now lesser and lesser d..its a great thing rite??keke..wah..tired nia...k la..stopped here...miss my bro lots^^

pen down,
Suet Teng
Falling Snow

2009-07-06T01:38:00.000-07:00

I got many things to write..reali..too much to spilt out..just the menace of time and energy..im still feeling unwell..yet heart sickening..owh..*swings*no doubt..my head swings..not me that swings..Im glad I dun have much free time for me to think "some" stuffs...At least, I dun have the time to cry over the spilt milk..Thank GOD!!Somehow..I realised that frenx are really another vital treasure in our heart...shud reali be bury in our heart..and put permanent there..either u stick it there or hammered it there..."Friends in need is friend indeed"....this quote..make me simply realised the importance of strong uphold of friendship in our lives..without friends..one can never survive in a community..not to mention the reality world..
Nobody can go on without friends...of course nobody can replace our families..so we exclude the families...I duno why i kept writing bout tis..yet,im not prepared to comment about my own group of buddies..y??its becuz im still finding the suitable words to describe bout them...to describe about them ...no matter the angel or the devil..Perhaps the last "breakover" cause me to feel insecure..Only now i feel...nothing can last forever...All good will never be with the same person at all times...Agree or not..yet,its sometimes quite true..Only FAMILIES will last forever with us...n partially some GUD OLD BUDDIES^^....so hereby,i heartfully n truthfully,emphasize my thanks to all of you...Families n frenx..THANKS...
p/s~^^ I LOVE U ALL!!HUGS & MUAKX....

ATT YINLAN~~~i agree wit u..CONVENT GURLS RULES!!!

MeLTing SnoW
SueT TenG

2009-07-04T04:44:00.000-07:00

my last time's picture...i changed...just like how our story change..
YS..thanks for ur support...I hope I reali can stop talking bout it..just like wad u say...give me some time to clear up this story...but i doubt tat there will b another story again..another story...thou not the same. yet,the same sensation will let me felt...H n S...yes,time has already let me get lose from S..thanks to H...and now...i got to grow ...i know it...
YP...thanks..but i do nid u the time i smsed u..just like hw much i nid..

Melting Snow
Suet Teng

2009-07-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

perhaps something in me still cant accept this...making me sometimes got hot easily...i reali dont want tis to happen...and yet,i am doing it..yesterday..i had a fever..went to see doctorafter school..in the school..having some symptoms of fever already...the story end in between my sufferings...sigh...i know tis day will cum but never wanted to face the reality...the story reali wakes me up..mood swings...thou..thanks for the busy schedule..that makes me to busy to think anythng...i slept after taking my medicine..weep silently..beneath the suffering..got up after 2 hours..better a lot already..tats my first time fast recovery..then after 2 hours later..went out wit my fren..took dinner together..and went to search for electric shop..to purchase mummy's present...then book the birthday cake...then went to bgn to search and survey two seafood restaurant...wow..its already 9 sumthng almost 10pm when i reach home...kind of tire...ate my medicine..loiter around...alone in my bedroom..so quiet n silent..then i slept already...still nt feeling well..this morning went to school for our cocuricullum activities..joined pengakap kelana..tats compulsory...then badminton club...and leo club...will explain further nxt time..after these...walked over...to dato onn school wit KC n GL...there got canteen day....owh..hugged my ex schoolmates..so miss them..muakx...i met some indian frenx..n i realised there are 2 couples there o...^^..ah.envy^^lastly...miss my YP dadi.hugged her the most...spent most of her money nia..play in the ghost house with YP n ML ...kind of scary la..bt i didnt go c here and there ..so not as scary as i went to genting de lo..XD...before back..hugged my buddies....Yinlan,Mayling,Yenping,Fatheen,Lega,and ....Forgot to mention...i talked a lot wit guys today..hehe..suprisingly...actuali..haha..talked to Yuva,Ter fu, n Vimalan...XD...i go asked YV his num sumore a...XD..frenx ma..wanted to ask VM de..YP say wan help me de..i so paiseh nia..then duwan ask d lo...YV ask me izit wan VM num..haha..i lauh laugh nia..BLUEKX..for indians..VM consider handsome oso a^^..he's unavaible la..so dun thnk so much..haha...his gf sumore is my ex classmate a..haha...btw...i went back home kinda hot..still nt feeling well ma..
yaya..i can do it de...i wil always be the happy go lucky one..no offence..i can always be the same one...i can do it!!!!yes!!!i trust myself...

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Suet Teng
~the melting snow~

2009-07-04T01:48:00.000-07:00

✖tHE STORY HAS ENDED ALREADY..ENDED WIT WAD PEOPLE USED TO ESTIMATE...iF THE STORY HAS NEVER START...i GUESS IT WONT BE SO MUCH TROUBLSOME...oNLY THOSE KNOW BOUT THIS STORY...uNDERSTAND THE TRUE SCENES BEHIND IT...iT ENDED WIT A PAUSE...wAD WE NEED IS SOME REST....tIME WILL CURE EVERYTHNG...i KNOW IT SIMPLY WILL...✖

SIGN BY,
SUET TENG...♀♂
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY STOPPED...
THE SNOW HAS ALREADY BEGUN TO MELT...
XUE TING*

2009-07-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

Today had a conversation with my gud net fren...Reali had a long conversation ..full of advises...
She reali thnk im so stupid to involve in this kind of story..I oso noe im stupid ler..T__T
just duwan to put a stop at it...I reali cant do it myself..I know..Like she said de..This will oni cause more pain than happiness...I know..But,wad can I do??reali nid me to put a stop at it ma?
I felt like heart breaking already...Thanks..I reali appreacite ur words..U reali make me realised dao...I duno how long this story can go...n how far the story can go...But,yet,this unknown thngs make me felt so unconscious already...I dont want to be the person to make the decision..I dont want to be the person tat have to make the next step..No matter wad is the next step...I know..I will also accept it...Either in the gud way or bad way...I will oso gambateh and accept it...I know..You say me stupid..you said me idiot..but i reali cant make that move...Everythng..every moments ..every memories...will b gone...after the next step..yet,I know Im wrong for letting this story to continue...Just like wad she said..this story will only make every one of us...HURT....so ,Y shud i Let it Continue??The answer is easy and simple..because the story starts and is not easy to put a stop at it..cuz I dun have the courage to put a stop at it...
LOLX....im crapping...

"You're the one stolen my confidence...Now,you're the one losing my confidence!"
So, I let the faith and fate let us know wads the next step....
Time reali can cure a person's heart?

Thanks orh..ys...

From ...me...suet teng..
The snow is falling down again...n tats me

2009-06-28T06:31:00.000-07:00

Chatted with one of my ex-schoolmate..C...Heard her love story thingy...LMAO!!..I just wished I could have been there to give her my support...At least,lend her my shoulder ...hug her when she needs comfort... lend her my ear if she needs a listener...But,yet,she's currently far away from me... Sigh.. But,I realised that u're much more stronger than me..In sense of love..U're much more tougher than me..If im you..I would have broken down already...But, urs is truly a complicated one.. Not to mention tat u're into two guys at the same time..C..sorry to mention about it...Im not going deep into your personal matters already...Just remember... No matter wad happens...U're always have ur families by ur side..Do not be panic or upset...C..You're not alone..besides families..u're got ur frenx...me to0..will b there for u.."Friends in need is indeed a fren" so..be tough..keep on going!!im sure u can do it..and even do better than me!!1Cheers for u!!Boo to me!!=.=!!!swt..LMaO!!ROFT!!anyway...I miss u orh...nice chatting wit u ya...Sms-ed wit my junior..Jun..and my so-called net cnior,Thar...msn-ed wit new fren,Amy and C...
Lastly...Mum n Sis are coming back soon...OWH!!!LOVE N MISS THEM LOTS!!!
Pity bro...got a little sick..OWH!!!HUGX!!MISS U TO0!!!

Stopped here...blogging will not be that often already...Cuz i've already been lesser on the net..
Cuz im rather busy wit form 6 thngy and work ma..SO...CIAOZZZ

Written by,
ღ♀♂ Elaine ♀♂ aka Teng Teng

2009-06-28T03:19:00.001-07:00

Crazy for this girl

She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Yea im crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Yea im crazy for this girl

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl

2009-06-27T06:22:00.000-07:00

Chatted wit my collegue fren...talked a lot..some personal things..involving wit relationships,studies..and etc...Talked phone wit her for awhile..Smse-ed wit tat indian guy awhile..Im currently studying at Stmark...a co-ed school..felt a little weird there..but currently a little bit better already...I fully understand and heard a lot of rumours that *its* not a good school...Erm..rather sorry..i admit that there are reali much more bad boys than i can see in dato onn...hehe...NGEKX><...sorry to mention...but i still prefer my own school..ALL GIRLS SCHOOL!!!GIRLS RULES!!I've found some reali weaknesses in the current school im located at...the toilets are freaking damn dirty...Oh gosh...We are NOT allowed to bring TISSUES!!!wth...no TISSUES!!!n YET,,,they do SELL tissues in the school...the school is damn NOISY!!!of course every school is noisy..but everyday I oso can hear people shouting leh...the one people called it as shrieks..LOLX!!!the food here is kind of expensive to0..sort of nia la..all because there is DISHONEST hawkers there...charge my cuisine different prices...lolx..2time same price..the third time i eat...pay together wit my fren..SHE charged us more..LMAO!!FORM 6 still got SPORTCHECK!!!yer...other schools dun have wan...cheh...etc etc...LOLX..
ROFTS!!!ANYONE ST MARK TEACHERS O STUDENTS WILL KILL ME FOR THIS!!!
but of course there is still advantages studying there....WOOOTSS...like the teachers there...
there's a teacher..she's concern..she's friendly..she's ms fong^^...*APPLAUSE*
anyway...to b continue..wanna go watch movie..hehe...

P/s..Miss my bro n families..LOVE u all...muakx...

ღ♀♂ Elaine ♀♂

2009-06-27T06:17:00.000-07:00

Its my life...my own territory...

Its my own decision..my own choice...

Yet,I am still being indecisive...

Am I being really so hard??

Sometimes I really got fed up..

Thngs got stucked and unresolved...

All because I cant make up my mind...

Another question being popped up...

And, I will changed and hesitate again..

Im not talking bout one single thing...

Im talking about every single thing happening around me..

I simply cant make up my mind to set a decision..

Time and tide waits for no man..

I understands tat...

Fully understood..

Yet, I never grow mature...

I never grow taller..

Never grow...

Never..

...

Undecisive me...

ღ♀♂ Elaine ♀♂

2009-06-27T06:06:00.000-07:00

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi

leng ka fe li kai le bei dian
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

zui me de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan
hui yi de hua mian
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian

ni shou ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
you he bi qu gai bian yi cuo guo de shi jian
ni yong ni de zhi jian zu zhi wo shuo zai jian
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zhi qian
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou geng yuan
huo xu ming yun de qian zhi rang wo men yu jian
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ji de qiu tian
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xing fu de sui pian
yao wo zen me jian

leng ka fe li kai le bei dian
wo ren zhu de qing xu zai hen hou mian
pin ming xiang wan hui de cong qian
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian

zui me de bu shi xia yu tian
shi ceng yu ni duo guo yu de wu yan oh...
hui yi de hua mian
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian

2009-06-27T05:51:00.001-07:00

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2009-06-27T05:22:00.000-07:00

Fixing A Broken Heart

there was nothing to say the day she left

i just filled the suitcase full of regrets

i hailed a taxi in the rain

looking for someplace to ease the pain

oh, then like an answered prayer

i turned a round and found you there

CHORUS

you really know how to start fixing a broken heart

you really know what to do

your emotional tools can cure any fool

whose dreams had fallen apart

fixing a broken heart

and now i dont understand what i'm going through

it must be a plan that lead me to you

because the hurts just disappears in every moment that you are near

yeh, just like an answered prayer

you make the loneliness easy to bear

CHORUS

soon the rain will stop falling baby

and i'll forget the past cos here we are at last

CHORUS

2009-06-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

I've been thinking the same bad thoughts..I reali dont know why..I got this kind of thinking..

in fact..its not once...bt already a few times...this kind of bad thinking already started since im small...how come??everythng ended up having weird and worried feelings...sometimes..i even felt like crying...sked of somethng..fear of somethng...n tats me....chicken of somethng..

Justnow at the office..talked phone with H...its been some time since the last contact...kind of miss her...she told me of sumthng..I'm not sure If its a gud news for me or bad news for me...but somehow..I know tat its not rite for me to thnk about it...As I know tat she's sad...She cant let her go..Tat's for sure..N no matter wad..I dont wan any changes between them to0...So,corss fingers tat everythng is alrite for her both..somehow..H is sick...asked her to sleep early..but she refused to..*bad of her*...gt a chance near me..i sure beat her d..hiak hiak...*cross fingers she nvr read my blog d la*....keke...anyway...being a student of FORM 6 reali is not an easy thng..I might submit my form to b interview if I can b a prefect or not...No confident ler..Nvr been interviewed for tis kind of thngs ler...SWT...if not bcz of the cocu marks...i wont b submitting it..so..wish me luck...SWT>...<.........btw...science stream or commerce stream???college or form 6????

damn it!!!!!stupid decision making!!!

im not faking me again!!!!

Baby Snow

2009-06-25T01:36:00.000-07:00

ARRRGGHHH!!!!!
decisions...hard to make ler....
headaches....
FORM 6..reali making me sick already....SOBX>>>
from choosing streams to choosing schools..now back to choosing streams...
LOLX!!LMAO!!!ROFT!!!POFF!!!!

Chung ling or St mark???
Science or Commerce???
Or Equator????

HEADACHE!!!
form 6 life reali make me felt so stressful sumtimes..
especially tat PA presentation...
v r going to present it one by one!!!ARGGGHH!!!
tat's the last thng i wanted to do!!!
I've never done any presentation ALONE!!!!
I'm so freaking WORRIED n SKED!!!
DOnt wanna tat day arrived!!!!
ROFT!!!LMAO!!SOBX!!

sumbody save me ar!!!!!
SOBXX

worried sick,
baby snow

2009-06-25T00:26:00.000-07:00

lost contact wit the blogging world already...

many thngs happened at here to0...

i have already been studying form 6 for almost 4 weeks...

going to b 1 month i guess...

a student from all girls school..

currently studying at non-only-girls school...

co-ed school...

i reali nid sum time to adapt to the environment...

u know la...keke...

the pathway throughout the studies...

from convent butterworth...

being sent to dato onn

n now currently..

im settling down at st mark..

after so-called make up the mind for not going for clb...

zzz...

at last...everythng stopped...

so much to talk about..

so just let it be...

somehow..i guess its my 4th day at st mark...

im still feeling weird at there...

separated from my "daddee"

separated by my "babi ling"

owh...

long lost buddies...

so damn miss them...

talked about them later...

got stuffs to b done now..

anyway...

my blog is still under constructions...

SWT....

lastly...a picture of me^^

editted by my handphone...

TengTeng

2009-06-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

got short fight wit K...sigh...seemed like she angry jor..but she said the last words really made me sad orh...T__________T i nid comments but i cant tell u the details ma..sigh...duno d la...chat awhile wit H...sigh..got another arguement..sigh..throughout this journey..i thnk v reali will faced a lot of problems ler...so wanna remind her sumthng nia...sigh...she used to promised me somethng..guess she forgot jor...said after playing game..find me..open webcam..mana tau..i go view her..she's already off9...disappointed..sigh...positive thinking ba..sigh...family stress..pressure..especiali from cousin bro..sigh...watched brown sugar machiaato...talked phone wit my gud fren eh fanx..mr ky..swt..erm..i thnk sumthng is going wrong between they 2 ler..swt nia...duno dlll....ish...many thngs nid to do orh today...
friday,saturday n sunday oso got washable colouring contest held at times square...sumore gt feber roadshow...we all going to be damn bsuy orh..aikx..sumore nid to packing n decorate n design..swt..gambateh ba
kk....stop here
bb

posted by teng teng

2009-06-10T07:34:00.000-07:00

Blog under constructions...

2009-06-09T22:33:00.001-07:00

I really hope is I think too much..

Wadever happened around here...

Is really sickening...

Ysterday...

One replied for her...

Already left me speechless already...

Im not sure..

But, I felt and I sense...

We are drifting further apart...

Don't you noticed it?

Or are you avoiding me???

2009-06-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

夜曲 Ye Qu NocturneOther Translations: None

曲: 周杰倫 Qu: Zhou Jie Lun Music: Jay Chou 词: 方文山Ci: Fang Wen Shan Lyrics: Vincent Fang Translation: Hyde - www.jay-chou.net

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
yi qun shi xue de ma yi bei fu rou suo xi yin
A crowd of blood thirsty ants are drawn by rotting flesh
我面无表情看孤独的风景
wo mian wu biao qing kan gu du de feng jing
I watch the lonely scenery with an expressionless face
失去你　爱恨开始分明
shi qu ni / ai hen kai shi fen ming
Having lost you, love and hate becomes clear
失去你　还有什么事好关心
shi qu ni / hai you shen me shi hao guan xin
Having lost you, is there anything left to care about
当鸽子不再象征和平
dang ge zi bu zai xiang zheng he ping
When the doves no longer represent peace
我终于被提醒　广场上喂食的是秃鹰
wo zhong yu bei ti xing / guang chang shang wei shi de shi tu ying
I've finally been reminded, that those feeding in the plaza are, in fact, vultures,
我用漂亮的押韵形容被掠夺一空的爱情
wo yong piao liang de ya yun xing rong bei lue duo yi kong de ai qing
I use beautiful rhymes to describe a love that has been plundered empty
啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不干净
ah / wu yun kai shi zhe bi / ye se bu gan jing
Ah, black clouds begin to obstruct [the sky], the color of the night is unclean
公园里葬礼的回音在漫天飞行
gong yuan li zang li de hui yin / zai man tian fei xing
Echoes of that funeral in the park, are flying all through the sky
送你的白色玫瑰在纯黑的环境凋零
song ni de bai se mei gui / zai chun hei de huan jing diao ling
The white rose that [ I ] gave to you has withered in this environment of pure darkness
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静　　
wu ya zai shu zi shang gui yi de hen an jing
On branches, the silence of the crows creates a surreal atmosphere
静静听　我黑色的大衣　想温暖你
jing jing ting / wo hei se de da yi / xiang wen nuan ni
Listening quietly, my black overcoat yearns to provide you warmth
日渐冰冷的回忆走过的走过的生命
ri jian bing leng de hui yi / zou guo de zou guo de sheng ming
A memory that grows colder with each passing day, a life that's gone,
啊~四周弥漫雾气
ah ~si zhou mi man wu qi
Ah, fog fills the air all around
啊~我在空旷的墓地
ah ~wo zai kong kuang de mu di
Ah, I am in an open cemetery
老去后还爱你
lao qu hou hai ai ni
[ I will ] still love you after I've aged
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
For you [ I ] play Chopin's Nocturne
纪念我死去的爱情
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
To commemorate this deceased love of mine
跟夜风一样的声音
gen ye feng yi yang de sheng yin
Just like a wind in the night
心碎的很好听
xin sui de hen hao ting
So heartbreakingly beautiful
手在键盘敲很轻
shou zai jian pan qiao hen qing
[ I ] gently stroke the keys
我给的思念很小心
wo gei de si nian hen xiao xin
The longing that I gave was very tentative
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
ni mai zang de di fang jiao you ming
You are buried in a place called the afterlife
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
wei ni tan zou xiao bang de ye qu
For you [ I ] play Chopin's Nocturne
纪念我死去的爱情
ji nian wo si qu de ai qing
To commemorate this desceased love of mine
而我为你隐姓埋名
er wo wei ni yin xing mai ming
And for you I've become anonymous
在月光下弹琴
zai yue guang xia tan qin
Playing the piano under the moonlight
对你心跳的感应
dui ni xin tiao de gan ying
The feeling of your heartbeat
还是如此温热清晰
hai shi ru ci wen nuan qing xi
Is still so warm and clear
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
huai nian ni na xian hong de chun yin
I remember the scarlet imprint of you lips
那些断翅的蜻蜓　散落在这森林
na xie duan chi de qing ting / san luo zai zhe sen lin
Those dragonflies who have lost their wings, are scattered in this forest
而我的眼睛　没有丝毫同情
er wo de yan jing / mei you si hao tong qing
And yet my eyes do not show a shred of sympathy
失去你　泪水混浊不清
shi qu ni / lei shui hun zhuo bu qing
Having lost you, my tears are murky and blurred
失去你　我连笑容都有阴影
shi qu ni / wo lian xiao rong dou you yin ying
Having lost you, even my smile holds shadows
风在长满青苔的屋顶
feng zai zhang man qing tai de wu ding
The wind on the moss-covered rooftop
嘲笑我的伤心
chao xiao wo de shang xin
Ridicules my sadness
像一口没有水的枯井
xiang yi ko mei you shui de ku jing
Like a waterless well
我用凄美的字型
wo yong qi mei de zi xing
I use an exquisite font-type
描绘后悔莫及的那爱情
miao hui hou hui mo ji de na ai qing
To depict that love which not even regret will bring back

*I realised some love is really that great...yet some love is so weak..
*I can no longer feel the warmth and concern...that we used to have..
*I realised everything started to change slowly...
*The difference between me and her..slowly appears...
*Yet,not giving up..perhaps..everything will go back to normal..
*Yet,we kept firm together..
*No voice out...No inner thinking...
*Only silence and peace...

POSTED by..Elaine

2009-06-07T20:30:00.000-07:00

I realised dao...sumthng...

Everytime Im being the one that much more concern and care bout certain thng...

Others dun reali have the same concern...

Do different people work together?

Just like our teamwork...

Its no longer a teamwork...

Everythng back to a few people tat much more concern bout it...tat does everythng...

Same goes to life and relationships....

Very hard to make decisions...

Confused..Desperate..

Everythng changed between me and her already....

I wonder how long do I have to endure this..

Yesterday sumthng hapen..

I reali do felt like weeping out...

Sms-ed with my 2 besties..

Only them noe wad hapens to me..

But both have differ opinion bout the incident..

Cry oso no tear ler...

I fear of Lost...

But I simply dont wanna endure it again...

I will learn to be more patient...

I will learn to be quiet...

I will learn to smile more...

I will learn to give in..

I will learn to let go..

Lastly,I will learn to stay on without u by my side...

I will let u have more time..more personal time..

I will learn to cope lack communication..

I will learn to ...

Posted By Teng TenG

2009-06-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

I am a person that tends to get tagged along with a person..

If he or she got closed to me..

I tend to get tagged and stick to he or her for some period..

But somehow...I cant cope with loneliness..

But of course I dont mean tat kind of common lone...

I meant lost contact for some time with some particular person...

Just like its a habit of me...

Getting closer and closer..

Cause I simply love the habit of communication..

To me..communication is the oni way.....

I learn more about that person...

To show care and concern..

To share happiness and sadness together...

Especially if its long distance or wad..

But,frenx nowadays...

Frenx n special ones..

Everyone busy in their own thngs..

Some even forgot thngs tat I known them as IMPORTANT!!

I think I shud learn to forget n forgive...

I think I shud learn to let go ...

I reckoed everyone eager to countdown their anniversary...

So wad do u thnk u will do when...

Ur the other half couldnt show the slightest memory ...

In remembering the day...nor the time..

Forget about it..

Everyone is busy-ing in their own life...

Nothing shud stopped them from doing much more important things...

Nobody SHUD do so..

Neither shud I...

Smile..Fakes up everythng...

Smile.

Smile..Confused everyone..

.Hides everythng...

P/s~I will learn to forgive,forget,let go..and remained silent..quiet and silly..

posted by HeartLess Teng Teng

2009-06-07T03:33:00.000-07:00

today whole day head so dizzy...after taking short nap...always wakeup with head dizzy orh...SIGH!!!today bro going back to kampar jor...and mummy n sister cuming back from SG...XD...wad la...gonna miss bro already...back to me and her..long story n duwan talked at here jor..SIGH!!!just one sentence..i hope i wont give up nia....everythng going cold now...sigh...
meanwhile..counting down for our 2nd month...in another 2 days nia..if thngs never changed...sigh...let the road go by itself...

head dizzy again!!!!ARRRGGHH!!!!

posted by...hin hin teng teng@>@

2009-06-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to do promotion at naza hotel located at penang..erm..had a short phone converse wit H....glad thou still a bit cold...sigh...slept quite early due to having oni roughly 4 hours sleeping for yesterday nite..been doing the mag inc thngy till 4am in the morning..all because of sum people dont wanna give a helping hand and some errors occured..forget bout it..back from pg around 4 sumthng..6.20pm ah goh mum came to fetch me n ah goh to hand in the mag inc to mdm saw..keke..searching quite long for her house..XD....anyway..glad tat the whole thng has ended...pls...i duwan to join this kind of thng if its got to have tis kind of teammates!!!my goodness!!!!

me n her...haiz...duno already ler...sigh
tomolo mummy n sister back orh^^miss them lots^^love them

posted baby snow

2009-06-05T08:37:00.000-07:00

btw...today give one stupid malay guy...langgar our van before we start our fair promotion at penang naza hotel..SWT la..he said non of my business a..im not driving a..sumore cursed me said if im the driver..sure hit people die gehx..made me worried nia..n a bit scared nia..IDIOT HIM!!! y?girls kenot talked wan meh?? he ar...damn big bully eh lo..guess wad..he sumore said dat he give us tips wor..he got relation with the kerajaan wan wor...WTH!!!HATE HIM NIA!!!
so dao mei ar!!!the other boys all argue with him lo..
tat idiot go asked two more malay guards cum a...i noe la..both side wrong bt kenot talked like tis gehx ma
pek cek nia..ISH!!!!!!!

2009-06-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Actuali I joined with my frenx do a project gehx...

5 people in a group...

v did meet up to have a discussions....

but somehow the meeting ended up doing nothng much...

just some rough discussions thou...

Everyone did put an effort to cum for another meeting..

but never manage to do another meet up..

as everyone's schedule is tangle with clashes with each other...

At last, I made a short meet up with one of the member...

She came to my mother's office..

Everythng nt done and we got to hand in this saturday..

Damn stressed out...

The rest is history la..

Thanks to those that gave their helping hand..

But,Team work really didnt work out for us..

Its damn hard..

SWT!!!

damn STRESSED OUT!!

when everythng gets out of control..

everythng goes back to me to settle..

its so UNFAIR!!

LAST WORD!!

sorry..i cant manage to do everythng by myself!!

I cant!!

When problem arises...

It should be 5 of us to settle it..n not 2 o 3 people to do so!!

AARRRGGHH!!!

So STRESSED nia jznw!!!

posted by Baby Snow..to release nia..sori for the nonsense

2009-06-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

I"ll let you fly...

Seriously...

2009-06-03T02:16:00.000-07:00

Just if everythng can go back to normal..I wished everythng can just go back to the past..

But,I know that I got to face the reality...REALITY!!

I simply don't understand why thngs can change so fast...

If I know how to stop it happen..

I would have make it stop..

Let everythng go back to the same...

Everyone has no changes..

Everythng never changed...

I wished I can cope wit the changes...

BUT,Seriously....

I CANT DO IT!!

Let ALONE being alone inside...

Pretending that Im Super Duper Hapi outside..!!

ONLY those CLOSE wit me..

Realised the Inner Me..

ONLY those CLOSE wit me..

Realised the changes in me..

ONLY those CLOSE wit me..

Realised tat Im Faking a smile..

THanks..for lending me ur ears..

Thanks..for listening to me..

Thanks..for teaching me..

Thanks..for everythng..

THANKS...

U guys remained the same...

U guys remained the same property of mine..

U guys remained there for me..

U guys are the BEST!!

Love u guys!!

Really..

TQ..

p/s~>Cher...I oso will always BE THERE 4 U!!

Now & Forever!!

BaBy Snow

2009-06-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

TADA~ yes!!!hehe...so damn happy!!!WOOTSS!!!I GOT MY P ALREADY!!!yahoo...yeah..bt tat stupid examiner..call me kura-kura for driving not in his speed..he also scolded the girl b4 me the same thng..lolx!!!we are newbies ma!!!NEWBIES!!!sumore if overlimit will fail de leh!!SWT LO!!!Anyway...im happy cause I PASS JOR!!!YEAH

Teng Teng~NEw Driver!!^^yeah^^woots

2009-06-01T01:08:00.000-07:00

I am now currently at the "Island Red Cafe" ...supposing doing the Mag-in 3 piece catalogue with my classmates...but what la...all we were doing were chatting and playing other things...so 5 of us were there....Me~Baby Snow,Dadi Goh,Sin wei,Kar chee, and Gui ling...haha....at last,i managed to b out there with my frenx outside..keke..YEA!!!!tis morning had my last practice...tomolo had my JPA test...GOD bless me...!!!i supposed tis blog shud have all about myself nia...i shud at least put all happy memories nia la...^^...wish Everyone stays happy forever...Love u all...
If time can turn back!!!

Sorry is the last word already!!!over everythng..if thngs happen again..Hopefully everythng can settled already!!!

Posted by Baby Snow

2009-05-29T00:34:00.000-07:00

sigh....yesterday nite another wrong msg..makes everythng collapses...everythng gone...

i never meant it that way...just dont know how to explain it to her...i never told other people..

i never complaint a single thing about u..i reali didnt...even i told dadi..is oso when she asked me and concern about me nia...i oso didnt say anythng bad bout u...i reali didnt...

my confession to "her"

Sorry for sending you a wrong msg

Sorry for making you misunderstand

Sorry for telling my dadi n besties about us

Sorry for never inform u about it

Sorry for everythng!!!

lolx

anyway...i just wan to know everythng ...wadever u wanna tell me..go ahead...

pls...let me know if u're still angry or wad...

even if ur hp have no credit or wad...at least use ur mother's o fren's ..let me know..

u know wads people said ??

Waiting makes a person LOSE patience!!!

i just simply WORRY K!!!

Thngs never got on the rite side!!!!but i will keep my promise de..so up 2 u..as u have said"we can settle it the other way!!!""

Silence is always be with me..if i can always remain the same ..

My smile looks so fake ...till someone realised...

Im sorry...that im losing my image..

I love to smile... because im the innocent bubble..

Smile makes me so mystery...

Baby Snow

2009-05-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

ME WITH MY HAND TATTO0^^...WAKAKA

2009-05-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

after watching some youtube videos...i totally gt so blank and numb!!!arrggghhh...
somebody can you tell me who am i????
CONFUSED N LOST..all in a sudden...
MY GOODNESS!!!!!

posted by lost baby snow

2009-05-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

back to on9 for awhile..due to my speaking class being cancelled off...hehe...XD
oh man..today it rained orh...at school so cold and sleepy nia...one thng to tell nia...
OH MY GOD!!! my buddy really go to kick my Dadi ah goh's toilet door!!!! the door really opened lo!!!luckily ntg serious or cheeky happened..keke...v see nothng ok!!! at first is dadi kicked my door first gehx...luckily didnt open nia..cuz the school toilet room's was loose...then i took back my revenge..but i just kicked softly nia..so the door didnt open..bt when my nai ma~sin wei gt her kick..OMG!!!! the door really opened,..i could hear dadi nervously shouted and closed the door...i was at the sink thr tat time...PST!!!i missed that part!!XD...bt seriously..we didnt see anythng..keke...MUSHY MISHY!!!keke...and the rest was not a particular fun day...

P/s~>>>SORRY dadi...did i reali show my boring face today??i didnt noe tat i showed my face ...i didnt noe tat my face reali showed to u tat im not in the mood...hope u dun mind..perhaps reali kinda missing someone...alah...my families la tu...miss my families...
and of course her...

~time reali can cure a person's heart...Time really can make a person forget the past...
so time eventually makes us forget someone...

the rest...next time i post up...a bit lazy already...XD...

im learning hard to cope with MATHS!!!!T_T
1 week no chemistry teacher!!!!YEAH!!!

posted by Innocent looking me...
BABy SNow

2009-05-24T05:37:00.000-07:00

yesterday after working...we went for fishing....tagged along with my 2 collegues...suki and ms lee... haha...kind of hot that time..i followed ms lee along her MV...mum and cousin bro with UNSER...suki and bro wit SAFIRO...haha...6people..3 cars...haha...me and ms lee went off first..mana tau..reach the same time with mum they all...cheh... haha...parked thr...adui..ms lee told me bside our car gt 1 kelisa..inside gt 2 leng zai wor..keke..i didnt see them..cheh...i told her..haha...i oni see leng lui...haha...i went out from my car oso didnt see them..cheh...my first time given to ms lee already..haha..first time play at the beach...other than fishing..keke..walked to the beach thr with her...we played water a..keke..my shoe got wet..so we took off our shoes..keke..walked at the sandy beach...sandy but dirty one..chhehh...kaka...reali de..water nt crystal blue..is smoky black..used our legs to shooeed the sand..haha...the water...wave kind of high...reversed back..haha...erm...walked barefoot back to our car...finding water to wash our feet...the boys at the kelisa walked out..saw one of them...cheh..looked at us pula..BLUEKKK!!!..hehe..i oni know ms lee told me tat they look at us justnow..to b continue..wan do homework first...lalalallalala

btw...today after grammar class...till nw..duno y...head hin hin...swt lo

*missing someone* ...if time can cure...time can also make us forget someone...is that so??

POSTED by Baby SNow

2009-05-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

Am currently doing my presentation with "proshow gold"...its my first biology presentation with my my classmates..but only me and ah goh the only chinese inside..the rest indians..hehe..nvm la..wad to do??my class oni got 5 chinese girls..hehe..the resdt all malays and indians...XD...and only 3 boys in the class....so back to my presentations..the first topic...WATER...my presentation is about water..actuali is group work..bt me and ah goh do ours and they do theirs...and currently im doing a new one..hehe..wad to do??jealous of people's much more nicer and animated than ours..so ah goh and me planned to redo..so currently im doing lo..i found a lot of beautiful and unique bubble images..so im sharing them here...

ENJOY YA~>

2009-05-21T22:16:00.000-07:00

Being in the school today was kind of boring and tiring...throughout the day...we only have 3 subjects...BIOLOGY,MUET & MATHS...biology 3 periods being used for presentations...but due to our changing class for the pc system ..it took up at least a period...only 2 groups presented...due to the faculty caused by someone's pendrive... and most of our slides nt being saved yet from the computers... no presentations during the last period... so me and my Ah Goh SLEPT in the class...hehe...zzz...sleepy mia ...facing each other's face during the snooze..so called "ROMANTIC"..hehe... the whole class so noisy just like pasar malam...lolx...then we when back to class...MUET class oso kind of sleepy mia...only 1 period nia..being the innocent n goody girl ..i did concentrate adnd so do the rest..haha.. and for the last subjects..i did my MUET homeworks..and laze around lo..cz the teacher abesetn ...haha....and then i told my mummy that today went home at 12.30 pm ...mana tau its actuali 12.10pm can go back already...coincidencely.Ah Goh same wit me..so we2 stay in the class...hehe...i was doing my own thng and she slept beside me...n i heard one of the malay guy seniors tease us lo..hehe"berdua-duaan dlm kelas la" swt..haha...dating in the class..haha...
today morning..mummy asked me about H...sigh..i was like so shocked..ystrdy nite sis asked...
today morning mummy asked pula...gt a bit nervous..in case i said wrong words...haiz..the copnversations between mummy n me made me nervous and worried thou...but i guess its still a secret and ntg gonna happen..lalallala...no idea ler..wan go eat first...hungry already....see if got time..will go into detail..

*p/s~dun read out aloud to me wad i wrote la!!!!

BaBy SnoW

2009-05-20T17:34:00.001-07:00

"Sorry" never the harderst word to me when it comes to things related to "YOU"

No matter wad happens,i can always be the one to apologise but thngs seemed not so smooth...

I felt guilty but yet,I know I shudnt....

19Th MAY....

BEing in a conversation with "you"....you're being so sweet....So happy thou^^

20th MAY....

I make a last minute mistake again....

If u ever hapen to pass here...

I just wanna say...."THANKS & SORRY"

just like the qoute says

"All i want is...YOur LOVE...."

I believe i have it!!!

Thanks...

Sorry.... I know guilt makes me said the wrong thng again ystrdy...

sorry...

just like wad i said...

"I do anythng if u dun kip in the heart and not angry..."

I know u care bout me...i will oso care bout u...

BAby snow

Love

~( St & Yh)

2009-05-17T00:07:00.000-07:00

Being kind of depress...and confusion...suddenly feel like fairytale turns into demon kingdom..
I know fairytales never exist actually...but somehow all those words frm you nowadays really tear me apart..I really never get to know u well enuf?Did i? I still rmb the last time...U mentioned to me that i gave u pressure because i treated u to0 good...n tis time u mentioned to me tha i never care about ur feelings..Did i nt?I never realised till u popped it up to me... Im really dumbfounded.. blind by perfectionist.. strucked by evil thnking... I reali dun mind if u just let me know wads ur thnking.. Let me get it straight..i might b a person tat kinda sticks to a person.. i dont know how to explain it..but sort of like...wad v used to b..v try to communicate as fas as v can..as much as v can b..since v both have our own busy time n credit limit... as long as v have time or credit..v do so.. i nvr realised that u dun like a bout it.. to me.. if its not u tat im finidng then who will it b?? i nvr have the courage to tell u all this.. perhaps if u ever read tis...pls..i just wan to know wads ur real feel..wads ur real desire?? i reali dun get it..i dun mind..u just let me know.. perhaps do u thnk tat u nid time to reconsider again about everythng??let me know..i'll let u have it..just like how [people set birds free... seeking for freedom.. the way u acted n the way ur responds makes me feel u're total different... im getting lost in confusion.. Im sick but i still cn manage to thnk seriously.. i can accept wadever decision u made..but pls... let hapiness be with u and no regrets be wit u... just hint me and the actions i can do it..

p/s:if u ever read this..if u ever ever ever read this..i reali just wan to know wad hapen n is it all this time..u're nt hapi about it???Let me know..I duwan to b the one to find out the last....

HeartLess BabY sNow

2009-05-16T23:59:00.000-07:00

First n foremost,apology to little bloggie for abandoning you..i oso duwan to do so..AWhhh...
so lets start with my back to school day...owh..3days there listening to seminars..oh man..its so damn boring..luckily the first day i brought my handphone..hehe..at least i did sms-ed wit her..yeah..Glad..i oso did smsed wit K for awhile..the rest..being a gud student listening to the boring n confusing seminars..innocent dear little baby snow was *abused* by her so-called Ah Goh ah Dao..hehe...she nt only mentally abused me bt oso physically abused me..NGEKX!!!i forgot to snap my blue black hand..cause by her..ya..she pinch me!!!so pity me nia...she's so woman now..hehe..bt the same *touch n go* ah dao..hehe...to those of u that got to know us well...u definitely noe wads touch n go!!yikes...bt better duno la..u kiddos...nonit to know..keke...
bout the orientation..nt much to mention..as im kinda lazy to talk back..hehe..sorry..just cut the crap..im in the same class with ah goh n sin wei..n oso gui ling..so our placing are ah goh,guiling,me n sin wei..bt now currently nt so sure..as ah goh wanna sit wit me..so let them decide it ba..lallalalaa....dis few days oso gt sms-ed wit K..n got sms-ed n talked phone wit H...
parents still not home yet..so damn miss them..
n people...im sick!!!yaya..SICK!!!so pity..till nw still taking medicines..
Absent ofn friday..nt only because of the MERENTAS DESA...bt at last..i went to see the doc already..OWH!!!!so sad....

tats a short piece of mind about the school...
im getting a lil frustrated already...

SIGN OFF
BABY SNOW

2009-05-11T00:16:00.000-07:00

back to yesterday..MOTHER'S DAY!!

The story goes like this:
Woke up by my dearest mother,telling us that v got to wake up already..later got uncle come to repair the roof thngy..i was like..."what!!today MOTHER's DAY leh..sumore nid to wakeup so early!!"so i shrugged before getting up to the loo...my sis was watching her so-called newest movie wor..keke..then i went downstairs to watch drama before the uncle came..i skipped the rest..as v knew that the florist will send the flowers before the clock strucks 12pm..so we forbid mummy from going out..she was like so frustrated..hehe..SORRY la mummy..hehe...i gt so excite thou..as siblings all went to office to do some office stuffs..and the rest of us in the house...later the florsit people came..i asked kakak to call them(mummy n popo) to come down..hehe...to surprise them with the roses!!!OWH!!so Gam tong rite?hehe...ordered by me..shared payment with siblings..thanks sis n bro for paying the most..hehe..but the florist people change the design..nt much different both bouquet..looked small..sigh..sumore not cheap leh!!!swt...then later in the afternoon..bro brought me ,mummy and sister to a reflexology shop..hehe..its located at sunway thr..me n bro waited for them..we were sandwiched in a corner ...our "COMPLIMENT">>>>swt..no air cond...1 sofa 2 ppl sit.. the light so dim...the tv no dvd..swt!!!hehe...i even snoozed pitifully..hehe...not more than 15 minutes snooze ler..cz its so hot!!!!
V celebrated at TEOW CHEW MENG located at juru,autocity....a lot of people there...sorry no pics taken..sis booked the dishes already...so our dishes were>>>>
~shark fin's soup*taste kind of good
~butter prawn*okok
~vegetable with somehtng tat i forgot wad do they call it
~fish*sek pan???
~fried chickens*i dun eat chickens
~tomato crabbie*not bad*
hehe...the dishes are not cheap ..ppl...we did say before that v r nt stepping in here again..as our first time at here..during cny..was damn expensive..
chatted on phone wit H..i called her...im not satisfied on somethng..sms-ed told her..she did called me..but i nvr pickup..cz to me..if it has to b us telling them wad prob..only they find us..itsno point already...SIGH!!!...sms-ed with K...got thngs settle..sigh..thanks for companying me..hehe,,,bt u make me so paiseh nia..chou lala....HNG!!!hehe...ok la..i pen off first...

BABY SNOW

2009-05-09T21:24:00.000-07:00

Tomolo back to school already!!!owh...SO FAST!!!open school ade...Missy Teng Teng is going to carry her bagpack stepping into the school again..OWH!!its been sumtime since i been in this situationl..SIGH!!Suddenly felt so much tense up since this month gonna b the much more pressure one..im having so much thngs to do...Piano Test ..Driving Test..Orientation N Transfering Paperwork...Timesquare Opening...Sumore wad a??SWT!!!!i so wanna stay back and back off from the reality that i eventually grows up already!!!OHMIGOSH!!!but i dont wanna get up and face the reality!!i so wanna back to hugging my teddy bear to snooze..*soundly n Safely*...MAY GOD BLESS ME!!sumhow i do felt empty today...just like wad i have said.."Nt even a msg from her..yesterday nite till now"when a person stepped into this kind of relationship..u got to b tough n daring to face the failure!!!My heart felt so empty..justnow chatted with my bff,Chermaine..Owh..pity her..she wanna b wit me to go form 6...Miss ya lotsa...She made the wrong step thou..sigh..told her bout my stuffs..told her tat i felt so guilty n bad...sigh...its bugging me ...just like my collegue asked me b4.."wad will u do n feel when u2 nvr contact?"the answer is..its bugging me rite now!!!ARRGGHH!!!chatted on phone wit K tis morning..asked me the same question again.."was i waiting for her Sms?" i was like..NUMB!!swt..no idea..told her i didnt...but she seemed not listening to it..OK..fine..lolx...BACK TO SCHOOL ALREADY LA!!!wanna meet my old buddies already!!hehe..miss u guys..muakxx!!
tonite celebrating ya!!MOTHER'S DAY!!!
P/S:Im awaiting for u guys!!!!

DIsapointment & curiosity,

Teng Teng

2009-05-09T06:51:00.000-07:00

it was like everythng changed in a blink of eyes..it was so yesterday..everythng changed already..i went for the first time learning how to parking and get to know the exam road...and uncle just asked whether i wanna postpone my exam date earlier or not..i just agreed..so the latest date is 22 may 2009...and the next day just one day's time a part..i went to the institute again..it was the PERCUBAAN!!!and yet,i havent learn how to go up the "so called hills"..i was like..."Uncle..dont joke la!!!" then he came to me and say later i teach u har..i was like..WOOTS!!!
later??ok..but hw cum the people asked me to get inside the car..its car no 16th...i was like so damn NERVOUS!!!!yikes...luckily the instructor an indian guy..was kinda easy going type..hehe...lucky me thou?he helped me to push the stering sumtime..n reminded me bout the gear thngy..yet..hehe..im lucky la...everythng still go smoothly..at least no mati enjin la..keke..*applause to myself*...learn my first time up the hill...the packing thngy kinda alrite..
keke..nxt thngy..my piano exam is this month..its MAY!!!ARRGGHH!!!i havent got my pieces rite and the scales all ruined..never realli get the time to practise..my oral GOSH!!!everythng was a disaster!!i reali pissed off..and make a bad performanceduring my lesson...NXT THNGY...
Im back to school THIS MONDAY!!!!back to school ....little teng teng is going to carry her bag and walked in DATO ONN!!!woots..owh/....i was like so lazy..people...im going back to school again...WOOTS....its like been sum ages ago since my last time holding a book containing documents for our EXAMINATIONS!!!lalaaaaalla

p/s:I feel "u"re getting far and apart from me this few days..SIGH...i actuali realli got so disapointed when u say the word "cancel"..i fully understand that its not ur responsible to cum down here..sigh..i felt nervous n curious when u're coming down but disapointed when u're not coming already!!!SIGH!!!i even felt its like u're so into with ur frenx that u're losing ur time with me..i do..i reali noe tat u're missing ur frenx..for me..i will oso do the same..but ..SIGH!! forget bout it..my colleuge told me and i felt somethng behind..."she didnt show that she reali wnna cum pg la...like play play eh"WOOTS!!!did i??sigh...I thought she's going back saturday..i was liked being dumbblinded when i said bye only she told me she is going back on sunday!!SIGH!!another thng was ..i felt if it wasnt me finding her..she has NO TIME..to find me!!LOLX!!wadever la...i miss her... bt i did chatted on phone wit her almost everday..bt..sigh..forget bout it..just let me talk nonsense ba...

Did i make K misunderstand me??Or am i being too friendly??She asked me sumthng..tat made me thnk she's thnking of sumthng else..Opps..v r close Frenx!! H gonna kill me la!!!SWT!!
forget bout it la..She's Busy la!!!swt...
Oh..im curious bout tomolo!!hehe..our plannings for MOTHER's DAY!!!hehe...so excited thou!!!

Lots of Devasting Moments

Elaine

2009-05-07T03:45:00.000-07:00

Owh...so..the day is arriving...everyone..just a note to you guys out there...
MOTHER'S DAY is this sunday...THIS SUNDAY....
REMINDER to those that might have gotten the wrong day..fast fast go to the nearest mall to search for your appointed gifts..Or just click on the mouse to search for any online gifts...Go!!!
SOmehow i managed to bought mine already...and even shared flowers with my siblings...
Ordered already...beautiful flowers...AWHHH....
p/s: I want one...AHemx...Ah b...Sek chou la ...NGEKx...joking joking...i duwan la..keke...

2009-05-07T01:37:00.000-07:00

i really realised that there's difference in me from the last pictures and current ones...lets see this..

The Innocent Looking Gal~NgekXX..

The Cheeky Looking me~

Looks different ma???different a lot ma??becum wad???swt nia...Different from real person??AGGHHH

ITs me....Elaine

2009-05-07T01:02:00.000-07:00

Just found some of my last pictures..hehe..innocent looking???keke...

noob looking thou...hehe...so miss those times..thats me at work...

Innocent??XD...actuali im hiding my evil side..ngekx...

2009-05-06T02:37:00.000-07:00

Fifty fun things to do during an exam

You should not attempt these things during an actual exam. The following is meant for entertainment purposes only.
1. Bring a pillow. Fall asleep (or pretend to) until the last 15 minutes. Wake up, say "oh geez, better get cracking" and do some gibberish work. Turn it in a few minutes early.
2. Get a copy of the exam, run out screaming "Andre, Andre, I've got the secret documents!!"
3. If it is a math/science exam, answer in essay form. If it is long answer/essay form, answer with numbers and symbols. Be creative. Use the integral symbol.
4. Make paper airplanes out of the exam. Aim them at the instructor's left nostril.
5. Talk the entire way through the exam. Read questions aloud, debate your answers with yourself out loud. If asked to stop, yell out, "I'm so sure you can hear me thinking. " Then start talking about what a jerk the instructor is.
6. Bring cheerleaders.
7. Walk in, get the exam, sit down. About five minutes into it, loudly say to the instructor, "I don't understand any of this. I've been to every lecture all semester long! What's the deal? And who are you? Where's the regular guy?"
8. Bring a Game Boy (or Game Gear, etc. . . ). Play with the volume at max level.
9. On the answer sheet (book, whatever) find a new, interesting way to refuse to answer every question. For example: I refuse to answer this question on the grounds that it conflicts with my religious beliefs. Be creative.
10. Bring pets.
11. Run into the exam room looking about frantically. Breathe a sigh of relief. Go to the instructor, say "They've found me, I have to leave the country" and run off.
12. Fifteen minutes into the exam, stand up, rip up all the papers into very small pieces, throw them into the air and yell out "Merry Christmas. "If you're really daring, ask for another copy of the exam. Say you lost the first one. Repeat this process every fifteen minutes.
13. Do the exam with crayons, paint, or fluorescent markers.
14. Come into the exam wearing slippers, a bathrobe, a towel on your head, and nothing else.
15. Come down with a BAD case of Turet's Syndrome during the exam. Be as vulgar as possible. 16. Do the entire exam in another language. If you don't know one, make one up! For math/science exams, try using Roman numerals.
17. Bring things to throw at the instructor when s/he's not looking. Blame it on the person nearest to you.
18. As soon as the instructor hands you the exam, eat it.
19. Walk into the exam with an entourage. Claim you are going to be taping your next video during the exam. Try to get the instructor to let them stay, be persuasive. Tell the instructor to expect a percentage of the profits if they are allowed to stay.
20. Every five minutes, stand up, collect all your things, move to another seat, continue with the exam.
21. Turn in the exam approximately 30 minutes into it. As you walk out, start commenting on how easy it was.
22. Do the entire exam as if it was multiple choice and true/false. If it is a multiple choice exam, spell out interesting things (DCCAB. BABE. etc. . ).
23. Bring a black marker. Return the exam with all questions and answers completely blacked out.
24. Get the exam. Twenty minutes into it, throw your papers down violently, scream out "Forget this!" and walk out triumphantly.
25. Arrange a protest before the exam starts (i. e. Threaten the instructor that whether or not everyone's done, they are all leaving after one hour to go drink)
26. Show up completely drunk. (Completely drunk means at some point during the exam, you should start crying for mommy).
27. Every now and then, clap twice rapidly. If the instructor asks why, tell him/her in a very derogatory tone, "the light bulb that goes on above my head when I get an idea is hooked up to a clapper. DUH!"
28. Comment on how sexy the instructor is looking that day.
29. Come to the exam wearing a black cloak. After about 30 minutes, put on a white mask and start yelling "I'm here, the phantom of the opera" until they drag you away.
30. Go to an exam for a class you have no clue about, where you know the class is very small, and the instructor would recognize you if you belonged. Claim that you have been to every lecture. Fight for your right to take the exam.
31. Upon receiving the exam, look it over, while laughing loudly, say "you don't really expect me to waste my time on this drivel? Days of our Lives is on!!!"
32. Bring a water pistol with you.
33. From the moment the exam begins, hum the theme to Jeopardy. Ignore the instructor's requests for you to stop. When they finally get you to leave one way or another, begin whistling the theme to the Bridge on the River Kwai.
34. Start a brawl in the middle of the exam.
35. If the exam is math/science related, make up the longest proofs you could possibly think of. Get pi and imaginary numbers into most equations. If it is a written exam, relate everything to your own life story.
36. Come in wearing a full knight's outfit, complete with sword and shield.
37. Bring a friend to give you a back massage the entire way through the exam. Insist this person is needed, because you have bad circulation.
38. Bring cheat sheets for another class (make sure this is obvious. . . like history notes for a calculus exam. . . otherwise you're not just failing, you're getting kicked out too) and staple them to the exam, with the comment "Please use the attached notes for references as you see fit. "
39. When you walk in, complain about the heat.
40. After you get the exam, call the instructor over, point to any question, ask for the answer. Try to work it out of him/her.
41. One word: Wrestlemania.
42. Bring balloons, blow them up, start throwing them around like they do before concerts start. 43. Try to get people in the room to do the wave.
44. Play frisbee with a friend at the other side of the room.
45. Bring one pencil with a very sharp point. Break the point off your paper. Sharpen the pencil. Repeat this process for one hour.
46. Get deliveries of candy, flowers, balloons, telegrams, etc. . . sent to you every few minutes throughout the exam.
47. During the exam, take apart everything around you. Desks, chairs, anything you can reach. 48. Complete the exam with everything you write being backwards at a 90 degree angle.
49. Bring a musical instrument with you, play various tunes. If you are asked to stop, say "it helps me think. " Bring a copy of the Student Handbook with you, challenging the instructor to find the section on musical instruments during finals. Don't forget to use the phrase "Told you so".
50. Answer the exam with the "Top Ten Reasons Why Professor xxxx is a Terrible Teacher"

Sharing jokes here..hehe....

2009-05-06T01:38:00.000-07:00

Read up some other people's blog..The name is JACKSON TEOH...
Found somethng remarkable interesting..Hope he's not minding me posting his at here..
P/s:trying to share it with the rest^^...*applause to him*^^

Who says our English is teruk? Just read below - Ours is simple, short, concise, straight-to-the-point, effective etc.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britains: I'm sorry, sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britains: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone call for me a few moments ago?
Malaysians: Hello, who call?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY
Britains: Excuse me, I would like to get by. Would you please make way?
Malaysians: S-kew me.

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britains: Hey! Put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Malaysians: No need lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britains: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Malaysians: (pointing at the door) Can ah?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britains: Please make yourself right at home.
Malaysians: No need shy shy one lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britains: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britains: I would prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Malaysians: Don't want lah.

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britains: Err...Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Malaysians: You mad ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britains: Excuse me, but could you please lower your voice? I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU..
Britains: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for sometime. Do I know you?
Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britains: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment..
Malaysians: Die lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britains: Will someone tell me what has just happened?
Malaysians: What happened ah? Why like that one lah?

WHEN SOMEONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britains: This isn't the way to do it. Here, let me show you.
Malaysians: Like that also don't know how to do!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britains: Would you mind not disturbing me?
Malaysians: Celaka you!

AMusing thou?^^

2009-05-06T00:34:00.000-07:00

yesterday chatted with my besties,C...some of her words really make me felt so bad and guilty...

YA...i,Elaine felt guilty..no biggie thing ok??SIGH..she's the only one know about my everythng..

Yeah..kinda EVERYTHNG...55% percent of my stuffs...eh..a lot d k???more than half of my personal thngs already k??hehe..She's the only one that know about my ersonal stuffs..yes..the others besties do noe..but most probably nt as soon as her..She's the first one that i will go for..

Sorry to mention about it..Back to the yesterday topic..Wadever she said..makes me feel im the third party..since today supposed they r back..the NS trainees..second batch people...

Thnk back im still the third party...People oni say this is triangle love..Everythng damage Cause of U!!!!the U meant ME!!!no matter what...im still the bad one..the guilty one...sigh...im sorry to her gf..cause im the 3RD PARTY.....Duno hw to explain about it anymore...SMILE faintly..

2009-05-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

Across the years I will walk with you, in deep green forests, on shores of sand: and when our time on earth is through, in heaven, too, you will have my hand

thats the quote i appreacite right now...

every single smile and laughter i showed you...

might b used to cover my sadness...

Tat's because i FAKE a smile to u..

I manage to do so..

SMILE ...can help to ease a person's pain..

I just simply LOVE to SMILE

Tats me...

Elaine

2009-05-05T18:52:00.000-07:00

just check out the form 6 results at http://www.moe.gov.my/
this is my results ....>>>>>>

Tada~>>>as expected....
Dato Onn...

bt...i guess i wont b thr long thou...XD...cause im transfering out from that school actually...XD
zzz....
yesterday Chatted on phone wit H...I called her...ngekx..n i heard her calling me to0...
WIIII^^ ...zzz...her gf back today...my ah goh oso^^
Ah goh,wei ,melissa and me oso at dato onn...pui lai at st mart..as expected thou...~~
still undecide with my ah wei...wan go wawd school gok^^CIAOzzz

2009-05-05T03:25:00.000-07:00

forgot to mention tat....

when H mentioned to me that she's meeting gf on saturday...might not b able to reply me thou...i kinda worry and felt uneasy...SIGH..nvm ..its normal rite??when it involves with 3 people..1 got to b like tis thou..sigh..but i shudnt make her wori thou..swt...SIGH....I fake a smile...i managed to...i even worry when she say her whole gang gonna test her gf...as if she's nt L...im not sure bout myself thou...do bisexual makes sense???i mean..wad if she ...ntg...i dun even noe wad am i...sigh...bt heart ache when she say she's wit gf..chhee....I dun MIND!!!bluekx...im tough...lalallallalalalalallala
sigh...A SMile Cures Everythng...Look at me...Im smilling "fakely"

2009-05-05T03:18:00.000-07:00

At Last,v did successfully opened both's webcam..i have already seen her...she havent seen me only..haha...Xd..at last...kinda glad^^thou i actually kinda worry that my pic looks different with real people..you know la..i really have sum differences..yea..i think i look kinda "mature"...zzz
SWT...anyway...she said im not...no difference...erm..hope its true^^at least...i dont have much difference then
kkee....just chatted awhile..webcam-ed with Sin Wei to0...hehe...so damn miss her..
played at webcam...keke...2 siao po..
showing our peace sign...
i even do my face...act "cute"...SWT!!!!
hehe...
wad la...hehe
yea...im so-called "childish"..cheh...
keke...
ok la
pen down first...
will post up others later^^

Relieve,
Baby Snow

2009-05-04T02:02:00.000-07:00

Awhh...I read up my buddy's bloggie..yeah..tats you..ya..rite...Melissa..your current post really made me even miss you guys..Oi sayang..your post so touching la.."you're not silly actually..cause most of us have the same feelings.."Awwhh...*sniffs sniffs* im craving for tissues..
Sigh..Ya..I agree with you..I wished we are still the old form 5 learners or even form 4..but not school LEAVERS..oh gosh..so miss them nia..T______T....*longs for the past*...Now I realised we are really,"really" becoming far apart..each of us..every one of us..As mentioned,mostly are leaving butterworth already...Overseas,Mainland,Outstation,Hometown..everywhere..all of us are spread far apart already...SIGH..yet,im glad..im lucky enough to have most of my bestfriends with me..For instance,Ah goh..she's coming back soon..another 2days..awhh..Lou Dao..im so damn miss you...Sin Wei..ya..she's currently considering to join me for form 6..Yes Nai ma^^..Chermaine..she's studying at SEGI..but v kip in touch..miss ya^^..
Pui Lai..yes..very obvious..we're having the same mind piece..FORM6..might end up in the same school thou^^...Mei Xing..my dearest lou po zai^^she's working at her sis place as an art teacher^^she's great^^..& a lot more...you know la..you guys are the best already^^...So dont mind for not listing all..cause ..eh people..just say my own ..very own classmates alaredy 39 people..so..how can I finish listing you people hor??hehe...anyway...I really miss all our laughters and Fights..Ya..everyone knows tat..I argue-d with Wei the most..hehe..REali..close frenx noe this a lot..V can argue for the slightest thing..but Yet,We now still the same Old g00d buddy^^
I cant wait for our very first "date" ya...I will let you guys know k...As Most of "U" know tat..im a mushy mishy Goody daughter..wad a filial daughter ya??hehe..So most of you have already known tat i cant go out ya...People..outside very dangerous a..hehe..you know la.."u're a GAL"...haha...sorry ya.the same old sentence from me..as an EXCUSE!!!lallalala....

WISHING ALL OF YOU BEST OF LUCK IN EVERYTHNG YOU DO...

WHENEVER YOU GUYS ARE...GET THE BEST OF EVERYTHNG...

I LOVE YOU GUYS..

YOU GUYS ROCKS AND LIGHT UP MY LIFE!!MUAKX

MISS YOU GUYS...

HUGX N MUAKX

ELAINE

2009-05-04T01:42:00.000-07:00

Btw..I chatted and webcam-ed with my old best buddy Sin Wei..she looked much more femine now^^hehe...she's nt admitting tat thou..nah..i know tat and that's enough already..keke...
anyway...I so miss her and the others..looking at her via webcam made me even much more miss them thou..sigh..she said im still "~fair~"..lolx..i think she said wrong already..ssigh...im darker already..hehe...webcam-ed with Bgeok to0..her display pic showed her "Sexiness"..hehe...dun kill me ya^^llalalalaala...The lala K oso damn busy today..zzz...H oso damn busy thou..lallalala.so me to0...

im going to pen off now..

Lastly,a pic of my latest current pic...

Me and my New biggie earring..

Tat makes my ear pain..
Cheh...

Still dont used to it...LALA

Baby Snow @ Teng Teng

2009-05-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

today supposing to meet diok H gehx..she lar..say she's coming to pg..see can cum to butterworth for dinner or nt..cheh..told my fren already..since she's driving me there..mana tau..cancelled jor..she went for kbox singing..cheh...actuali i quite wori n anxious de..cause u noe la..i dun n never meet net fren in real life gehx..u noe la.when u meet a total new fren..ya i talked wit her b4..i seen her at webcam b4..but real life..no..wad if she meets me and thnk im a total differ ppl??lallalalala..i duno leh..but i oni noe tat..i duno wad to talk la..keke..but she said she's coming makes me happy thou..but she said tonite dun have..cheh...dreaming nia..lallalala...
after reali meet diok her oni noe la..lallalalala..zzz...btw..K say she maybe coming to bw nxt week wor..asked me cn go out de ma??i say u got cum oni say lo..same lo..nervous bt nt as much as now lo..cz next week nt soon ma..tis week soon ma

cheh...ok la..upload new pics again^^

Sunday outing shopping spree again at JUSCO..see tat stocking??

the nearer view of me n my dress

Ta da~~Leng lui Her and Funny Me..see her dress?

After back~Tada..using my new hair clip

showing off my new butterfly hair band..

Tats all...hehe

2009-05-03T23:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday went shopping again^^with my collegue..hehe..swt la..woke up at about 6am..b4 my alarm rang..mana tau..LOL..the rain was there..so it signal of "teng teng,you can go back to sleep..the day is cancel!!"cheh...i sms-ed my collegue and then get back to sleep..swt la...the anxiety was not there already..cheh...sigh...chatted on the phone with K n H..okok..sms-ed with both oso...lallalala...afternoon..after lunch went shopping again..yea^^erm...kinda fun thou with her..doing sum window shopping...erm..as promised..v both wore dress..erm..she half dress me cowboy dress??swt..hehe..but v had sum similiarity thou..hehe..she with her black n white stripe dress and me with the black n white stripe stockings..keke..lalallalala...smiliarity ya^^yeah

kinda happy thou..bought somethng for myself^^keke...i bought one hair band,1 pair of earring,and one hair clip..keke...used up almost rm12.70..due to offer sales..hehe..bt not regretted a bit already..keke..cz i spend a lot on my mummy n granny mother's day present..

i bought already..yeah^^hehe..not gonna reveal them yet..yesterday busy packing the pressies^^hehe...hope they like it thou
so now i upload sum pics ya^^recently no lappy ..so all words no pics..hehe..

the first nite outing^^labour day with ms lee^^

Looks fat ya??sigh..i noe..cheh

Ya..the nearer view of me...

lastly..ms lee and me..during our dinner^^

2009-05-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

Bleeding Love
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it You're frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground Found something true
And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds
Fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
[Repeat Twice] Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

the song really resembles me somtime...
Baby Snow

2009-05-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

sorry..lately kinda busy and lazy to online..keke..XD!!!damn..i have become a lazy bum already...
ok let make start it with thusday..at work..we have some stock inventory..so by hearing the word stocks..means we need to count and clean up the warehouse..yes..the warehouse!!!sorry due to the absence of pictures..temporary..i will post it later kayx...the warehouse is big and..HOT!!!!
so me,suki n kakak was counting n piling up the stocks upstairs and the 3 boys were at downstairs..for heaven's sake!!!it was awfully damn HOT!!!we wre already been lucky enought to have a standing fan...but for people downstiar they oni have one fan screwed dead at the hall wall...OMG!!!so damn HOT!!due to the boxes were located kinda high..we need stools to climb and bring them down to unseal them to count!!!wah..u cant even imagine...in short this day was freakingly damn HOT n TIRE!!!

back to yesterday...friday..labour day..
i went out with my collegue, ms lee...went for shopping spree with her..yea..im dating with her..xoxo..as if..hehe..so this two "ladies" here...walked from 2 somethng to 8 somethng...great rite??hehe...our first stop is SUNWAY CARNIVAL MALL..yea..i went to do some research for MOTHER'S DAY..hehe...walked around..met some old frenx n seniors...some were chia yean..xin mei but i didnt call them hehe..cz they were passed me already..so nvm..i met and called my old buddy adawiyah..she's with her mum..met my cnior..forgot her name already..i bought somethng for Her..hehe...but i have never thought i would have bought it somehow..hehe..so lets see whether i will post it to her or not...hehe...our 2nd stop is the neighbour,BILLION...ya..my fren want to buy some houseware..so i b the "helper" hehe...throughout the day i did sms-ed wit K...i even chatted wit H^^..she's coming back soon^^wow!!people..BILLION was crowded..due to her massive blast promotion!!!hehe...nxt n our last stop is PACIFIC...tthis is where i bought n spend the most..hehe..i bought mum somethng already..not going to reveal it here yet^^hehe..and there's this guy here recommending us somethng..he really looked so familiar to me..seemed like my mummy's old fren's son..the twin handsome bro..keke...bt sorry to inform u guys..he's unavailable^^hehe..drop by at PAUL GREEN..chatted with my old table mate~Kar Chee...she dyed back her hair black already due to going back to schooling soon..nah..im LAZY!!!hehe...she told me about ehr ex..and asked me to have a looked at him..yes..i saw him already..another blonde bloke..not bad looking..so so...zzz...hehe..before went home..we had our diner at TEA GARDEN..the curry fried rice and jasmine tea is not bad..people u can go and have a try^^its located at the red housing..where the road is heading towards raja uda..hehe

SPREE TIME!!!
H's back from sg already...
Sat around 9 pm bus ...reached around 6 like tat in the morning...
today afternoon around 3 somethng received her call..she bought digi num already...
currently busying wit her old best frenx
hehe..cheh...
so H..enjoy ur holiday week^^

IM penning off here,
Suet Teng

2009-04-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

When a person ask u..."wat do u plan to do now?"there have many behind meanings actually..if you see it deeply..you can oni realised that there might b bad thngs or even gud thngs beneath this questions...but for heaven's sake who ever bothers to thnk so deeply??and y shud a person thnk about it??wads the point?sigh..back to the current situation..
I was just wondering what kind of decision shud we make when it comes to somethng that involve with your families and friends?ok..let me get it straight forward a little bit..in working world..you will sometimes faced this kind of problem...so when it comes to making decisions..wont it b a little tough thou??For some people..its easy..for some..its tough..im the one thinking it as a hard decision..ya..hard decision...thats y i say myself as a hard decision maker..
sigh!!currently still at work..sigh..no idea..perhaps i make myself even more confusion now..
i guess..i can put it aside first..as still its the menace between the worker and the manager..
outsiders are not allow and not couraged to evolve themselves in...

Teng teng

2009-04-29T03:35:00.001-07:00

Im addicted to Shayne...Lalalallaa....Chermaine.....hehe...

2009-04-29T03:23:00.000-07:00

Is the world now so reality?

Or am I just being the naive one?

I have no idea..

Between work and fren..

Can I ever make the rite choice??

No doubt..

I cant..

I have no strong will...

No strong feelings..

Ya..Its nt supposed to b me to decide it..

Not me..

Never will be me..

So y shud i bother to thnk about it??

SIGH!!!

lastly a pic of me..

Baby Snow

The Shattered Broken Heart that Im Holding..

2009-04-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

I was so shocked when K told me what she felt about myself...

She seemed to understand what I need for some case...

I was worried thou..

Her advise still rang at my ear rite now...

"When one need a person..One tend to fall in love very easily"

"I just worry you will be cheated"

I hope I dont look so weak thou..

My heart is fragile..

I know that very clearly..

I admit thou..

Time really makes me realised...

Im weak inside..

Im really a fragile one..

My heart shattered very easily..

Do my face looks so much??

I really hope I can b stronger..

SIGH!!!

sadness...

我们可以雷亚利好呢?真能工作,我和你?

Baby snow